AT THE BACK OF
THE NORTH WIND
GEORGE MacDONALD
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Against this he laid his ear, and then he heard the voice quite distinctly 14
"Now you lead me," he said, taking her hand, "and I'll take care of
you" 46
She took his hand, and giving him the broad part of the spiral stair to
walk on, led him down a good way 72
"Are you ill, dear North Wind?" 100
"Dear boy!" said his mother; "your father's the best man in the
world" 120
So Diamond sat down again and took the baby in his lap 140
The collar was almost the worst part o? the business 198
On the top of the great beech-ireer5:\ ."^W...^ ; 324
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CONTENTS
CHAPTER I
The Hay-loft 9
CHAPTER n
The Lawn 21
CHAPTER HI
Old Dl\.mond 29
CHAPTER IV
North Wind 40
CHAPTER V
The Summer-house 52
CHAPTER VI
Out in the Storm 64
CHAPTER VII
The Cathedral 71
CHAPTER VIII
The East Window 80
CHAPTER IX
How Diamond Got to the Back of the North Wind 85
CHAPTER X
At the Back of the North Wind 103
CHAPTER XI
How Diamond Got Home Again 108
CHAPTER XII
Who Met Diamond at Sandwich 115
CHAPTER XIII
The Seaside 120
CONTENTS
CHAPTER XIV
Old Diamond 132
CHAPTER XV
The Mews 135
CHAPTER XVI
Diamond Makes a Beginning 139
CHAPTER XVII
Diamond Goes On 151
CHAPTER XVIII
The Drunken Cabman 160
CHAPTER XIX
Diamond's Friends 167
CHAPTER XX
Diamond Learns to Read 174
CHAPTER XXI
Sal's Nanny 181
CHAPTER XXII
Mr. Raymond's Riddle 190
CHAPTER XXIII
The Early Bird 194
CHAPTER XXIV
Another Early Bird 197
CHAPTER XXV
Diamond's Dream 208
CHAPTER XXVI
Diamond Takes a Fare the Wrong Way Right 220
CHAPTER XXVII
The Children's Hospital 228
CHAPTER XXVIII
Little Daylight 233
CHAPTER XXIX
Ruby 256
CONTENTS
CHAPTER XXX
Nanny's Dream 263
CHAPTER XXXI
The North Wind Doth Blow 280
CHAPTER XXXII
Diamond and Ruby 284
CHAPTER XXXIII
The Prospect Brightens 292
CHAPTER XXXIV
In the Country 303
CHAPTER XXXV
I Make Diamond's Acquaintance 308
CHAPTER XXXVI
Diamond Questions North Wind 321
CHAPTER XXXVII
Once More 333
CHAPTER XXXVIII
At the Back of the North Wind 340
AT THE BACK OF THE
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CHAPTER I
THE HAY-LOFT
I HAVE been asked to tell you about the back of the
North Wind. An old Greek writer mentions a people
who lived there, and were so comfortable that they could
not bear it any longer, and drowned themselves. My story
is not the same as his. I do not think Herodotus had got the
right account of the place. I am going to tell you how it
fared with a boy who went there.
He lived in a low room over a coach-house; and that was
not by any means at the back of the North Wind, as his
mother very well knew. For one side of the room was built
only of boards, and the boards were so old that you might
run a penknife through into the north wind. And then let
them settle between them which was the sharper! I know
that when you pulled it out again the wind would be after it
like a cat after a mouse, and you would know soon enough
you were not at the back of the North Wind. Still, this room
was not very cold, except when the North Wind blew stronger
than usual : the room I have to do with now was always cold,
except in summer, when the sun took the matter into his own
hands. Indeed, I am not sure whether I ought to call it a
room at all; for it was just a loft where they kept hay and
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straw and oats for the horses. And when little Diamond
but stop: I must tell you that his father, who was a coach-
man, had named him after a favorite horse, and his mother
had had no objection: — when little Diamond then lay there
in bed, he could hear the horses under him munching away
in the dark, or mo\'ing sleepily in their dreams. For Dia-
mond's father had built him a bed in the loft with boards all
round it, because they had so little room in their own end
over the coach-house; and Diamond's father put old Diamond
in the stall under the bed, because he was a quiet horse, and
did not go to sleep standing, but lay down like a reasonable
creature. But, although he was a surprisingly reasonable
creature, yet, when young Diamond woke in the middle of
the night, and felt the bed shaking in the blasts of the north
wind, he could not help wondering whether, if the wind should
blow the house down, and he were to fall through into the
manger, old Diamond mightn't eat him up before he knew
him hi his nightgo^^Ti. And although old Diamond was very
quiet all night long, yet when he woke he got up like an
earthquake, and then young Diamond knew what o'clock it
was, or at least what was to be done next, which was — to go
to sleep again as fast as he could.
There was hay at his feet and hay at his head, piled up
in great trusses to the very roof. Indeed it was sometimes
only through a little lane vdth. several turnings, which looked
as if it had been sawn out for him, that he could rea<;h his
bed at all. For the stock of hay was, of course, always in a
state either of slow ebb or of sudden flow. Sometimes the
whole space of the loft, T\dth the little panes in the roof for
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the stars to look in, would lie open before his open eyes as he
lay in bed; sometimes a yellow wall of sweet-smelling fibres
closed up his view at the distance of half a yard. Sometimes,
when his mother had undressed him in her room, and told
him to trot away to bed by himself, he would creep into the
heart of the hay, and lie there thinking how cold it was out-
side in the wind, and how warm it was inside there in his bed,
and how he could go to it when he pleased, only he wouldn't
just yet; he would get a little colder first. xA.nd ever as he
grew colder, his bed would grow warmer, till at last he would
scramble out of the hay, shoot like an arrow into his bed,
cover himself up, and snuggle dowTi, thinking what a happy
boy he was. He had not the least idea that the wind got in
at a chink in the wall, and blew about him all night. For
the back of his bed was only of boards an inch thick, and on
the other side of them was the north wind.
Now, as I have already said, these boards were soft and
crumbly. To be sure, they were tarred on the outside, yet
in many places they were more like tinder than timber. Hence
it happened that the soft part having worn away from about
it, little Diamond found one night, after he lay do^Ti, that
a knot had come out of one of them, and that the wind was
blowing in upon him in a cold and rather imperious fashion.
Now he had no fancy for leaving things wrong that might be
set right; so he jumped out of bed again, got a Httle strike
of hay, twisted it up, folded it in the middle, and, having
thus made it into a cork, stuck it into the hole in the wall.
But the wind began to blow^ loud and angrily, and, as Dia-
mond was falling asleep, out blew his cork and hit him on the
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nose, just hard enough to wake him up quite, and let him
hear the wind whistling shrill in the hole. He searched for
his hay-cork, found it, stuck it in harder, and was just drop-
ping off once more, when, pop! with an angry whistle behind
it, the cork struck him again, this time on the cheek. Up he
rose once more, made a fresh stopple of hay, and corked the
hole severely. But he was hardly down again before — pop ! it
came on his forehead. He gave it up, drew the clothes above
his head, and was soon fast asleep.
Although the next day was very stormy. Diamond forgot
all about the hole, for he was busy making a cave by the side
of his mother's fire, with a broken chair, a three-legged stool,
and a blanket, and then sitting in it. His mother, however,
discovered it, and pasted a bit of brown paper over it, so
that, when Diamond had snuggled down the next night, he
had no occasion to think of it.
Presently, however, he lifted his head and listened. Who
could that be talking to him.^ The wind was rising again,
and getting very loud, and full of rushes and whistles. He
was sure some one was talking — and very near him too it
was. But he was not frightened, for he had not yet learned
how to be; so he sat up and hearkened. At last the voice,
which, though quite gentle, sounded a little angry, appeared
to come from the back of the bed. He crept nearer to it,
and laid his ear against the wall. Then he heard nothing but
the wind, which sounded very loud indeed. The moment,
however, that he moved his head from the wall, he heard the
voice again, close to his ear. He felt about with his hand,
and came upon the piece of paper his mother had pasted
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over the hole. Against this he laid his ear, and then he heard
the voice quite distinctly. There was, in fact, a little corner
of the paper loose, and through that, as from a mouth in the
wall, the voice came.
"What do you mean, little boy — closing up my window?"
"What window .f^" asked Diamond.
"You stuffed hay into it three times last night. I had to
blow it out again three times."
"You can't mean this little hole! It isn't a window; it's
a hole in my bed."
"I did not say it was a window: I said it was my win-
dow."
"But it can't be a window, because windows are holes to
see out of."
"Well, that's just what I made this window for."
"But you are outside: you can't want a window."
"You are quite mistaken. Windows are to see out of,
you say. Well, I'm in my house, and I want windows to see
out of it."
"But you've made a window into my bed."
"Well, your mother has got three windows into my danc-
ing-room, r.nd you have three into my garret."
"But I heard father say, when my mother wanted him to
make a window through the wall, that it was against the law
for it would look into Mr. Dyves's garden."
The voice laughed.
"The law would have some trouble to catch me!" it said.
"But if it's not right, you know," said Diamond, "that's
no matter. You shouldn't do it,"
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"I am so tall I am above that law," said the voice.
"You must have a tall house, then," said Diamond.
"Yes; a tall house: the clouds are inside it."
"Dear me!" said Diamond, and thought a minute. "I
think, then, you can hardly expect me to keep a window in
my bed for you. Why don't you make a window into Mr.
Dyves's bed.'^"
"Nobody makes a window into an ash-pit," said the voice,
rather sadly. "I like to see nice things out of my windows."
"But he must have a nicer bed than I have, though mine
is very nice — so nice that I couldn't wish a better."
"It's not the bed I care about: it's what is in it. But
you just open that window."
"Well, mother says I shouldn't be disobliging; but it's
rather hard. You see the north wind will blow right in my
face if I do."
"I am the North Wind."
"0-o-oh!" said Diamond, thoughtfully. "Then will you
promise not to blow on my face if I open your window.'^"
"I can't promise that."
"But you'll give me the toothache. Mother's got it
already."
"But what's to become of me without a window.^"
"I'm sure I don't know. All I say is, it will be worse for
me than for you."
"No; it will not. You shall not be the worse for it — I
promise you that. You will be much the better for it. Just
you believe what I say, and do as I tell you."
"Well, I can pull the clothes over my head," said Diamond,
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Against this he laid his ear, and then he heard the voice
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and feeling with his little sharp nails, he got hold of the open
edge of the paper and tore it off at once.
In came a long whistling spear of cold, and struck his
little naked chest. He scrambled and tumbled in under the
bed-clothes, and covered himself up: there was no paper now
between him and the voice, and he felt a little — not fright-
ened exactly — I told you he had not learned that yet — but
rather queer; for what a strange person this North Wind
must be that lived in the great house — "called Out-of -Doors,
I suppose," thought Diamond — and made windows into
people's beds! But the voice began again; and he could
hear it quite plainly, even with his head under the bed-
clothes. It was a still more gentle voice now, although six
times as large and loud as it had been, and he thought it
sounded a little like his mother's.
"What is your name, little boy.^^" it asked.
"Diamond," answered Diamond, under the bed-clothes.
"What a funny name!"
"It's a very nice name," returned its owner.
"I don't know that," said the voice.
"Well, I do," retorted Diamond, a little rudely.
"Do you know to whom you are speaking .f^"
"No," said Diamond.
And indeed he did not. For to know a person's name is
not always to know the person's self.
"Then I must not be angry with you. You had better
look and see, though."
"Diamond is a very pretty name," persisted the boy,
vexed that it should not give satisfaction.
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"Diamond is a useless thing rather," said the voice.
"That's not true. Diamond is very nice — as big as two —
and so quiet all night! And doesn't he make a jolly row in the
morning, getting up on his four great legs! It's like thunder."
"You don't seem to know what a diamond is."
"Oh, don't I just! Diamond is a great and good horse;
and he sleeps right under me. He is Old Diamond, and I
am Young Diamond; or, if you like it better, for you're very
particular, Mr. North Wind, he's Big Diamond, and I'm Little
Diamond; and I don't know which of us my father likes
best."
A beautiful laugh, large but very soft and musical, sounded
somewhere beside him, but Diamond kept his head under the
clothes.
"I'm not Mr. North Wind," said the voice.
"You told me that you were the North Wind," insisted
Diamond.
"I did not say Mister North Wind," said the voice.
"Well, then, I do; for mother tells me I ought to be
polite."
"Then let me tell you I don't think it at all polite of you
to say Mister to me."
"Well, I didn't know better. I'm very sorry."
"But you ought to know better."
"I don't know that."
"I do. You can't say it's polite to lie there talking —
with your head under the bed-clothes, and never look up to
see what kind of person you are talking to. — I want you to
come out with me."
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"I want to go to sleep," said Diamond, very nearly cry-
ing, for he did not like to be scolded, even when he deserved it.
"You shall sleep all the better to-morrow night."
"Besides," said Diamond, "you are out in Mr. Dyves's
garden, and I can't get there. I can only get into our own
yard."
"Will you take your head out of the bed-clothes?" said
the voice, just a little angrily.
"No!" answered Diamond, half peevish, half frightened.
The instant he said the word, a tremendous blast of wind
crashed in a board of the wall, and swept the clothes off Dia-
mond. He started up in terror. Leaning over him was the
large beautiful pale face of a woman. Her dark eyes looked
a little angry, for they had just begun to flash; but a quiver-
ing in her sweet upper lip made her look as if she were going
to cry. What was most strange was that away from her head
streamed out her black hair in every direction, so that the
darkness in the hayloft looked as if it were made of her hair;
but as Diamond gazed at her in speechless amazement,
mingled with confidence — ^for the boy was entranced with her
mighty beauty — her hair began to gather itself out of the
darkness, and fell down all about her again, till her face looked
out of the midst of it like a moon out of a cloud. From her
eyes came all the light by which Diamond saw her face and
her hair; and that was all he did see of her yet. The wind
was over and gone.
"Will you go with me now, you little Diamond.'' I am
sorry I was forced to be so rough with you," said the lady.
"I will; yes, I will," answered Diamond, holding out
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both his arms. *'But," he added, dropping them, "how shall
I get my clothes? They are in mother's room, and the door
is locked."
*'0h, never mind your clothes. You will not be cold. I
shall take care of that. Nobody is cold with the North
Wind."
*'I thought everybody was," said Diamond.
"That is a great mistake. Most people make it, however.
They are cold because they are not with the North Wind,
but without it."
If Diamond had been a little older, and had supposed
himself a good deal wiser, he would have thought the lady
was joking. But he was not older, and did not fancy himself
wiser, and therefore understood her well enough. Again he
stretched out his arms. The lady's face drew back a little.
"Follow me. Diamond," she said.
"Yes," said Diamond, only a little ruefully.
"You're not afraid.^" said the North Wind.
"No, ma'am; but mother never would let me go without
shoes: she never said anything about clothes, so I dare say
she wouldn't mind that."
"I know your mother very well," said the lady. "She
is a good woman. I have visited her often. I was with her
when you were born. I saw her laugh and cry both at once,
I love your mother, Diamond."
"How was it you did not know my name, then, ma'am .'^
Please am I to say ma* am to you, ma'am .P"
" One question at a time, dear boy. I knew your name
quite well, but I wanted to hear what you would say for it.
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Don't you remember that day when the man was finding
fault with your name — how I blew the window in?"
"Yes, yes," answered Diamond, eagerly. "Our window
opens like a door, right over the coach-house door. And the
wind — ^you, ma'am — came in, and blew the bible out of the
man's hands, and the leaves went all flutter flutter on the
floor, and my mother picked it up and gave it back to him
open, and there "
"Was your name in the bible, — the sixth stone in the high-
priest's breast-plate."
"Oh! — a stone, was it?" said Diamond. "I thought it
had been a horse — ^I did."
"Never mind. A horse is better than a stone any day.
Well, you see, I know all about you and your mother."
"Yes. I will go with you."
"Now for the next question: you're not to call me ma'am.
You must call me just my own name^respectfully, you know
— ]ust North Wind."
" Well, please. North Wind, you are so beautiful, I am quite
ready to go with you."
"You must not be ready to go with everything beautiful
all at once. Diamond."
"But what's beautiful can't be bad. You're not bad,
North Wind?"
"No; I'm not bad. But sometimes beautiful things grow
bad by doing bad, and it takes some time for their badness
to spoil their beauty. So little boys may be mistaken if they
go after things because they are beautiful."
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"Well, I will go with you because you are beautiful and
good too."
"Ah, but there's another thing, Diamond: — What if I
should look ugly without being bad — look ugly myself be-
cause I am making ugly things beautiful? — What then?"
"I don't quite understand you, North Wind. You tell
me what then."
"Well, I will tell you. If you see me with my face all
black, don't be frightened. If you see me flapping wings like
a bat's, as big as the whole sky, don't be frightened. [ If you
hear me raging ten times worse than IVIrs. Bill, the black-
smith's wife — even if you see me looking in at people's win-
dows like Mrs. Eve Dropper, the gardener's wife — you must
believe that I am doing my work. Nay, Diamond, if I change
into a serpent or a tiger, you must not let go your hold of
me, for my hand will never change in yours if you keep a
good hold. If you keep a hold, you will know who I am all
the time, even when you look at me and can't see me the
least like the North Wind. I may look something very awful.
Do you understand?"
"Quite well," said little Diamond.
"Come along, then," said North Wind, and disappeared
behind the mountain of hay.
Diamond crept out of bed and followed her.
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CHAPTER II
THE LAWN
WHEN Diamond got round the corner of the hay,
for a moment he hesitated. The stair by which
he would naturally have gone down to the door
was at the other side of the loft, and looked very black in-
deed; for it was full of North Wind's hair, as she descended
before him. And just beside him was the ladder going straight
down into the stable, up which his father always came to
fetch the hay for Diamond's dinner. Through the opening
in the floor the faint gleam of the stable-lantern was enticing,
and Diamond thought he would run down that way.
The stair went close past the loose-box in which Diamond
the horse lived. When Diamond the boy was half-way down,
he remembered that it was of no use to go this way, for the
stable-door was locked. But at the same moment there was
horse Diamond's great head poked out of his box on to the
ladder, for he knew boy Diamond although he was in his
night-gown, and wanted him to pull his ears for him. This
Diamond did very gently for a minute or so, and patted and
stroked his neck too, and kissed the big horse, and had begun
to take the bits of straw and hay out of his mane, when all
at once he recollected that the Lady North Wind was waiting
for him in the yard.
"Good night, Diamond," he said, and darted up the lad-
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der, across the loft, and down the stair to the door. But when
he got out into the yard, there was no lady.
Now it is always a dreadful thing to think there is some-
body and find nobody. Children in particular have not made
up their minds to it; they generally cr^^ at nobody, especially
when they wake up at night. But it was an especial dis-
appointment to Diamond, for his little heart had been beat-
ing with joy: the face of the North Wind was so grand! To
have a lady like that for a friend — with such long hair, too!
Why, it was longer than twenty Diamonds' tails! She was
gone. And there he stood, with his bare feet on the stones
of the paved yard.
It was a clear night overhead, and the stars were shining.
Orion In particular was making the most of his bright belt
and golden sword. But the moon was only a poor thin cres-
cent. There was just one great, jagged, black and grey cloud
in the sky, with a steep side to It like a precipice; and the
moon was against this side, and looked as if she had tumbled
off the top of the cloud-hill, and broken herself in rolling
down the precipice. She did not seem comfortable, for she
was looking down Into the deep pit waiting for her. At least
that was what Diamond thought as he stood for a moment
staring at her. But he was quite wrong, for the moon was
not afraid, and there was no pit she was going down into,
for there were no sides to it, and a pit without sides to It Is
not a pit at all. Diamond, however, had not been out so
late before In all his life, and things looked so strange about
him! — ^just as if he had got into Fairyland, of which he knew
quite as much as anybody; for his mother had no money to
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buy books to set him wrong on the subject. I have seen this
world — only sometimes, just now and then, you know — ^look
as strange as ever I saw Fairyland. But I confess that I
have not yet seen Fairyland at its best. I am always going
to see it so some time. But if you had been out in the face
and not at the back of the North Wind, on a cold rather
frosty night, and in your night-gown, you would have felt it
all quite as strange as Diamond did. He cried a little, just a
little, he was so disappointed to lose the lady: of course,
you, little man, wouldn't have done that! But for my part,
I don't mind people crying, so much as I mind what they
cry about, and how they cry — whether they cry quietly like
ladies and gentlemen, or go shrieking like vulgar emperors,
or ill-natured cooks; for all emperors are not gentlemen, and
all cooks are not ladies — nor all queens and princesses for
that matter, either.
But it can't be denied that a little gentle crying does one
good. It did Diamond good; for as soon as it was over he
was a brave boy again.
"She shan't say it was my fault anyhow!" said Diamond.
"I daresay she is hiding somewhere to see what I will do.
I will look for her."
So he went round the end of the stable towards the kitchen-
garden. But the moment he was clear of the shelter of the
stable, sharp as a knife came the wind against his little chest
and his bare legs. Still he would look in the kitchen-garden,
and went on. But when he got round the weeping-ash that
stood in the corner, the wind blew much stronger, and it grew
stronger and stronger till he could hardly fight against it.
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And it was so cold! All the flashy spikes of the stars seemed
to have got somehow into the wind. Then he thought of
what the lady had said about people being cold because they
were not toitk the North Wind. How it was that he should
have guessed what she meant at that very moment I cannot
tell, but I have observed that the most wonderful thing in
the world is how people come to understand anything. He
turned his back to the wind, and trotted again towards the
yard; whereupon, strange to say, it blew so much more
gently against his calves than it had blown against his shins,
that he began to feel almost warm by contrast.
You must not think it was cowardly of Diamond to turn
his back to the wind: he did so only because he thought Lady
North Wind had said something like telling him to do so.
If she had said to him that he must hold his face to it. Dia-
mond would have held his face to it. But the most foolish
thing is to fight for no good, and to please nobody.
Well, it was just as if the wind was pushing Diamond
along. If he turned round, it grew very sharp on his legs
especially, and so he thought the wind might really be Lady
North Wind, though he could not see her, and he had better
let her blow him wherever she pleased. So she blew and blew,
and he went and went, imtil he found himself standing at a
door in a wall which door led from the yard into a little belt
of shrubbery, flanking Mr. Coleman's house. Mr. Coleman
was his father's master, and the owner of Diamond. He
opened the door, and went through the shrubbery, and out
into the middle of the lawn, still hoping to find North Wind.
The soft grass was very pleasant to his bare feet, and felt
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warm after the stones of the yard; but the lady was nowhere
to be seen. Then he began to think that after all he must
have done wrong, and she was offended with him for not fol-
lowing close after her, but staying to talk to the horse, which
certainly was neither wise nor polite.
There he stood in the middle of the lawn, the wind blow-
ing his night-gown till it flapped like a loose sail. The stars
were very shiny over his head; but they did not give light
enough to show that the grass was green; and Diamond
stood alone in the strange night, which looked half solid all
about him. He began to wonder whether he was in a dream
or not. It was important to determine this; *'for," thought
Diamond, "if I am in a dream, I am safe in my bed, and I
needn't cry. But if I'm not in a dream, I'm out here, and
perhaps I had better cry, or, at least, I'm not sure whether
I can help it." He came to the conclusion, however, that,
whether he was in a dream or not, there could be no harm
in not crying for a little while longer: he could begin when-
ever he liked.
The back of Mr. Coleman's house was to the lawn, and
one of the drawing-room windows looked out upon it. The
ladies had not gone to bed; for the light was still shining in
that window. But they had no idea that a little boy was
standing on the lawn in his night-gown, or they would have
run out in a moment. And as long as he saw that light, Dia-
mond could not feel quite lonely. He stood staring, not at
the great warrior Orion in the sky, nor yet at the disconsolate,
neglected moon going down in the west, but at the drawing-
room window with the light shining through its green cur-
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tains. He had been in that room once or twice that he could
remember at Christmas times; for the Colemans were kind
people, though they did not care much about children.
All at once the light went nearly out: he could only see
a glimmer of the shape of the window. Then, indeed, he felt
that he was left alone. It was so dreadful to be out in the
night after everybody was gone to bed! That was more than
he could bear. He burst out crying in good earnest, begin-
ning with a wail like that of the wind when it is waking up.
Perhaps you think this was very foolish; for could he not
go home to his own bed again when he liked? Yes; but it
looked dreadful to him to creep up that stair again and lie
down in his bed again, and know that North Wind's window^
was open beside him, and she gone, and he might never see
her again. He would be just as lonely there as here. Nay,
it would be much worse if he had to think that the window
was nothing but a hole in the wall.
At the very moment when he burst out crying, the old
nurse, who had grown to be one of the family, for she had
not gone away when Miss Coleman did not want any more
nursing, came to the back-door, which was of glass, to close
the shutters. She thought she heard a cry, and, peering out
with a hand on each side of her eyes like Diamond's blinl^ers,
she saw something white on the lawn. Too old and too wise
to be frightened, she opened the door, and went straight to-
wards the white thing to see what it was. And when Diamond
saw her coming he was not frightened either, though Mrs.
Crump was a little cross sometimes; for there is a good kind
of crossness that is only disagreeable, and there is a bad kind
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of crossness that is very nasty indeed. So she came up with
her neck stretched out, and her head at the end of it, and her
eyes foremost of all, like a snail's, peering into the night to
see what it could be that went on glimmering white before
her. When she did see, she made a great exclamation, and
threw up her hands. Then without a word, for she thought
Diamond was walking in his sleep, she caught hold of him
and led him towards the house. He made no objection, for
he was just in the mood to be grateful for notice of any sort,
and Mrs. Crump led him straight into the drawing-room.
Now, from the neglect of the new housemaid, the fire in
jMiss Coleman's bed-room had gone out, and her mother had
told her to brush her hair by the drawing-room fire — a dis-
orderly proceeding which a mother's wish could justify. The
young lady was very lovely, though not nearly so beautiful
as North Wind; and her hair was extremely long, for it came
down to her knees — though that was nothing at all to North
Wind's hair. Yet when she looked round, with her hair all
about her, as Diamond entered, he thought for one moment
that it was North Wind, and, pulling his hand from Mrs.
Crump's, he stretched out his arms and ran towards Miss
Coleman. She was so pleased that she threw down her brush,
and almost knelt on the floor to receive him in her arms. He
saw the next moment that she was not Lady North Wind,
but she looked so like her he could not help running into her
arms and bursting into tears afresh. Mrs. Crump said the
poor child had walked out in his sleep, and Diamond thought
she ought to know, and did not contradict her: for anything
he knew, it might be so indeed. He let them talk on about
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him. and said nothing; and when, after their astonishment
was over, and Miss Coleman had given him a sponge-cake,
it was decreed that ^Irs. Crump should take him to his mother,
he wa^s quite satisfied.
His mother had to get out of bed to open the door when
Mrs. Crump knocked. She was indeed surprised to see her
boy; and hsivmg taken him in her arms and carried him to
his bed, returned and had a long confabulation with Mrs.
Crump, for they were still talking when Diamond fell fast
asleeo, and could hear them no longer.
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CHAPTER III
OLD DLOIOXD
DL\MOXD woke very early in the moming, and
thought what a curious di-eam he had had. But
the memory gi"ew brighter and brighter in his head,
until it did not look altogether like a dream, and he began
to doubt whether he had not really been abroad in the wind
last night. He came to the conclusion that, if he had really
been brought home to his mother by ^Irs. Crump, she would
say something to him about it, and that would settle the
matter. Then he got up and dressed himself, but, finding
that his father and mother were not yet stirring, he went
down the ladder to the stable. There he found that even old
Diamond was not awake yet, for he, a^ well as young Dia-
mond, always got up the moment he woke, and now he was
lying as flat as a horse could lie upon his nice trim bed of
straw.
'T'll give old Diamond a siu^rlse." thought the boy; and
creeping up very softly, before the horse knew, he was astride
of his back. Then it was young Diamond's turn to have
more of a surprise than he had expected; for as -ss^th an
earthquake, with a rumbling and a rocking hither and thither,
a sprawling of legs and hea^-ing as of many backs, yoimg
Diamond found himself hoisted up in the air. with both hands
twisted in the horse's mane. The next instant old Diamond
lashed out with both his hind legs, and d^'ing one cry of
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terror young Diamond found himself lying on his neck, with
his arms as far round it as they would go. But then the
horse stood as still as a stone, except that he lifted his head
gently up, to let the boy slip down to his back. For when he
heard young Diamond's cry he knew that there was nothing
to kick about; for young Diamond was a good boy, and old
Diamond was a good horse, and the one was all right on the
back of the other.
As soon as Diamond had got himself comfortable on the
saddle place, the horse began pulling at the hay, and the
boy began thinking. He had never mounted Diamond him-
self before, and he had never got off him without being lifted
down. So he sat, while the horse ate, wondering how he was
to reach the ground.
But while he meditated, his mother woke, and her first
thought was to see her boy. She had visited him twice dur-
ing the night, and found him sleeping quietly. Now his bed
was empty, and she was frightened.
"Diamond! Diamond! Where are you, Diamond?" she
called out.
Diamond turned his head where he sat like a knight on
his steed in enchanted stall, and cried aloud, —
"Here, mother!"
"Where, Diamond.^" she returned.
"Here, mother, on Diamond's back."
She came running to the ladder, and peeping down, saw
him aloft on the great horse.
"Come down. Diamond," she said.
"I can't," answered Diamond.
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"How did you get up?" asked his mother.
"Quite easily," answered he; "but when I got up, Dia-
mond would get up too, and so here I am."
His mother thought he had been walking in his sleep
again, and hurried down the ladder. She did not much like
going up to the horse, for she had not been used to horses;
but she would have gone into a lion's den, not to say a horse's
stall, to help her boy. So she went and lifted him off Dia-
mond's back, and felt braver all her life after. She carried
him in her arms up to her room; but, afraid of frightening
him at his own sleep-walking, as she supposed it, said nothing
about last night. Before the next day was over, Diamond had
almost concluded the whole adventure a dream.
For a week his mother watched him very carefully — going
into the loft several times a night, — as often, in fact, as she
woke. Every time she found him fast asleep.
All that week it was hard weather. The grass showed
white in the morning with the hoar-frost which clung like
tiny comfits to every blade. And as Diamond's shoes were
not good, and his mother had not quite saved up enough
money to get him the new pair she so much wanted for him,
she would not let him run out. He played all his games over
and over indoors, especially that of driving two chairs har-
nessed to the baby's cradle; and if they did not go very fast,
they went as fast as could be expected of the best chairs in
the world, although one of them had only three legs, and the
other only half a back.
At length his mother brought home his new shoes, and
no sooner did she find they fitted him than she told him
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he might run out in the yard and amuse himself for an
hour.
The sun was going down when he flew from the door Hke
a bird from its cage. All the world was new to him. A great
fire of sunset burned on the top of the gate that led from the
stables to the house; above the fire in the sky lay a large
lake of green light, above that a golden cloud, and over that
the blue of the wintry heavens. And Diamond thought that,
next to his own home, he had never seen any place he would
like so much to live in as that sky. For it is not fine things
that make home a nice place, but your mother and your father.
As he was yet looking at the lovely colors, the gates
were thrown open, and there was old Diamond and his friend
in the carriage, dancing with impatience to get at their stalls
and their oats. And in they came. Diamond was not in the
least afraid of his father driving over him, but, careful not
to spoil the grand show he made with his fine horses and his
multitudinous cape, with a red edge to every fold, he slipped
out of the way and let him dash right on to the stables. To
be quite safe he had to step into the recess of the door that
led from the yard to the shrubbery.
As he stood there he remembered how the wind had driven
him to this same spot on the night of his dream. And once
more he was almost sure that it was no dream. At all events,
he would go in and see whether things looked at all now as
they did then. He opened the door, and passed through the
little belt of shrubbery. Not a flower was to be seen in
the beds on the lawn. Even the brave old chrysanthemums
and Christmas roses had passed away before the frost.
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What? Yes! There was one! He ran and knelt down to look
at it.
It was a primrose — a dwarfish thing, but perfect in shape
— a baby-wonder. As he stooped his face to see it close, a
little wind began to blow, and two or three long leaves that
stood up behind the flower shook and waved and quivered,
but the primrose lay still in the green hollow, looking up at
the sky, and not seeming to know that the wind was blowing
at all. It was just a one eye that the dull black wintry earth
had opened to look at the sky with. All at once Diamond
thought it was saying its prayers, and he ought not to be
staring at it so. He ran to the stable to see his father make
Diamond's bed. Then his father took him in his arms, car-
ried him up the ladder, and set him down at the table where
they were going to have their tea.
"Miss is very poorly," said Diamond's father; "Mis'ess
has been to the doctor with her to-day, and she looked very
glum when she came out again. I was a-watching of them
to see what doctor had said."
"And didn't Miss look glum too.'^" asked his mother.
"Not half as glum as Mis'ess," returned the coachman.
"You see "
But he lowered his voice, and Diamond could not make
out more than a word here and there. For Diamond's father
was not only one of the finest of coachmen to look at, and
one of the best of drivers, but one of the most discreet of
servants as well. Therefore he did not talk about family
affairs to any one but his wife, whom he had proved better
than himself long ago, and was careful that even Diamond
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should hear nothing he could repeat again concerning master
and his family.
It was bed-time soon, and Diamond went to bed and fell
fast asleep.
He awoke all at once, in the dark.
"Open the window. Diamond," said a voice.
Now Diamond's mother had once more pasted up North
Wind's window.
"Are you North Wind?" said Diamond: "I don't hear you
blowing."
"No; but you hear me talking. Open the window, for I
haven't overmuch time."
"Yes," returned Diamond. "But, please. North Wind,
where's the use.f^ You left me all alone last time."
He had got up on his knees, and was busy with his nails
once more at the paper over the hole in the wall. For now
that North Wind spoke again, he remembered all that had
taken place before as distinctly as if it had happened only
last night.
"Yes, but that was your fault," returned North Wind.
"I had work to do; and, besides, a gentleman should never
keep a lady waiting."
"But I'm not a gentleman," said Diamond, scratching
away at the paper.
"I hope you won't say so ten years after this."
"I'm going to be a coachman, and a coachman is not a
gentleman," persisted Diamond.
"We call your father a gentleman in our house," said
North Wind.
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"He doesn't call himself one," said Diamond.
"That's of no consequence: every man ought to be a
gentleman, and your father is one."
Diamond was so pleased to hear this that he scratched at
the paper like ten mice, and getting hold of the edge of it,
tore it off. The next instant a young girl glided across the
bed, and stood upon the floor.
"Oh dear!" said Diamond, quite dismayed; "I didn't
know — who are you, please?"
"I'm North Wind."
"Are you really.?"
"Yes. Make haste."
"But you're no bigger than me."
"Do you think I care about how big or how little I sun?
Didn't you see me this evening .^^ I was less then."
"No. Where was you.?"
"Behind the leaves of the primrose. Didn't you see them
blowing?"
"Yes."
"Make haste, then, if you want to go with me."
"But you are not big enough to take care of me. I think
you are only Miss North Wind."
"I am big enough to show you the way, anyhow. But if
you won't come, why, you must stay."
"I must dress myself. I didn't mind with a grown lady,
but I couldn't go with a little girl in my night-gown."
"Very well. I'm not in such a hurry as I was the other
night. Dress as fast as you can, and I'll go and shake the
primrose leaves till you come."
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"Don't hurt it," said Diamond.
North Wind broke out in a little laugh like the breaking
of silver bubbles, and was gone in a moment. Diamond saw
— ^for it was a starlit night, and the mass of hay was at a low
ebb now — the gleam of something vanishing down the stair,
and, springing out of bed, dressed himself as fast as ever he
could. Then he crept out into the yard, through the door in
the wall, and away to the primrose. Behind it stood North
Wind, leaning over it, and looking at the flower as if she had
been its mother.
"Come along," she said, jumping up and holding out
her hand.
Diamond took her hand. It was cold, but so pleasant
and full of life, it was better than warm. She led him across
the garden. With one bound she was on the top of the wall.
Diamond was left at the foot.
"Stop, stop!" he cried. "Please, I can't jump like that."
"You don't try," said North Wind, who from the top
looked down a foot taller than before.
"Give me your hand again, and I will try," said Diamond.
She reached down. Diamond laid hold of her hand, gave
a great spring, and stood beside her.
"This is nice!" he said.
Another bound, and they stood in the road by the river.
It was full tide, and the stars were shining clear in its depths,
for it lay still, waiting for the turn to run down again to the
sea. They walked along its side. But they had not walked
far before its surface was covered with ripples, and the stars
had vanished from its bosom.
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And North Wind was now tall as a full-grown girl. Her
hair was flying about her head, and the wind was blowing
a breeze dow^n the river. But she turned aside and went up
a narrow lane, and as she went her hair fell down around her.
*'I have some rather disagreeable work to do to-night,"
she said, "before I get out to sea, and I must set about it at
once. The disagreeable work must be looked after first."
So saying, she laid hold of Diamond and began to run,
gliding along faster and faster. Diamond kept up with her as
well as he could. She made many turnings and windings,
apparently because it was not quite easy to get him over
walls and houses. Once they ran through a hall where they
found back and front doors open. At the foot of the stair
North Wind stood still, and Diamond, hearing a great growl,
started in terror, and there, instead of North Wind, was a
huge wolf by his side. He let go his hold in dismay, and the
wolf bounded up the stair. The windows of the house rattled
and shook as if guns were firing, and the sound of a great fall
came from above. Diamond stood with white face staring up
at the landing.
"Surely," he thought, "North Wind can't be eating one
of the children!" Coming to himself all at once, he rushed
after her with his little fist clenched. There were ladies in
long trains going up and down the stairs, and gentlemen in
white neckties attending on them, who stared at him, but
none of them were of the people of the house, and they said
nothing. Before he reached the head of the stair, however.
North Wind met him, took him by the hand, and hurried
down and out of the house.
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"I hope you haven't eaten a baby. North Wind!" said
Diamond, very solemnly.
North Wind laughed merrily, and went tripping on faster.
Her grassy robe swept and swirled about her steps, and where-
ever it passed over withered leaves, they went fleeing and
whirling in spirals, and running on their edges like wheels,
all about her feet.
"No," she said at last, *'I did not eat a baby. You would
not have had to ask that foolish question if you had not let
go your hold of me. You would have seen how I served a
nurse that was calling a child bad names, and telling her she
was wicked. She had been drinking. I saw an ugly gin
bottle in a cupboard."
"And you frightened her?" said Diamond.
"I believe so!" answered North Wind, laughing merrily.
"I flew at her throat, and she tumbled over on the floor with
such a crash that they ran in. She'll be turned away to-
morrow— and quite time, if they knew as much as I do."
"But didn't you frighten the little one?"
"She never saw me. The woman would not have seen
me either if she had not been wicked."
"Oh!" said Diamond, dubiously.
"Why should you see things," returned North Wind,
"that you wouldn't understand or know what to do with?
Good people see good things; bad people, bad things."
"Then are you a bad thing?"
"No. For you see me. Diamond, dear," said the girl, and
she looked down at him, and Diamond saw the loving eyes of
the great lady beaming from the depths of her falling hair.
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"I had to make myself look like a bad thing before she
could see me. If I had put on any other shape than a wolf's
she would not have seen me, for that is what is growing to be
her own shape inside of her."
"I don't know what you mean," said Diamond, "but I
suppose it's all right."
They were now climbing the slope of a grassy ascent. It
was Primrose Hill, in fact, although Diamond had never
heard of it. The moment they reached the top. North Wind
stood and turned her face towards London. The stars were
still shining clear and cold overhead. There was not a cloud
to be seen. The air was sharp, but Diamond did not find it
cold.
"Now," said the lady, "whatever you do, do not let my
hand go. I might have lost you the last time, only I was not
in a hurry then: now I am in a hurry."
Yet she stood still for a moment.
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NORTH WIND
A ND as she stood looking towards London, Diamond saw
/-^ that she was trembHng.
-^ -^ "Are you cold, North Wind?" he asked.
"No, Diamond," she answered, looking down upon him
with a smile; "I am only getting ready to sweep one of my
rooms. Those careless, gi-eedy, untidy children make it in
such a mess."
As she spoke he could have told by her voice, if he had
not seen with his eyes, that she was growing larger and larger.
Her head went up and up towards the stars; and as she grew,
still trembling through all her body, her hair also grew — longer
and longer, and lifted itself from her head, and went out in
black waves. The next moment, how^ever, it fell back around
her, and she grew less and less till she was only a tall woman.
Then she put her hands behind her head, and gathered some
of her hair, and began weaving and knotting it together.
When she had done, she bent down her beautiful face close
to his, and said —
"Diamond, I am afraid you would not keep hold of me,
and if I were to drop you, I don't know what might happen;
so I have been making a place for you in my hau*. Come."
Diamond held out his arms, for with that grand face look-
ing at him, he believed like a baby. She took him in her
hands, threw him over her shoulder, and said, "Get in.
Diamond."
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x\nd Diamond parted her hair with his hands, crept be-
tween, and feehng about soon found the woven nest. It was
just hke a pocket, or hke the shawl in which gipsy women
carry their children. North Wind put her hands to her back,
felt all about the nest, and finding it safe, said, —
*'Are you comfortable. Diamond?"
"Yes, indeed," answered Diamond.
The next moment he was rising in the air. North Wind
grew towering up to the place of the clouds. Her hair went
streaming out from her, till it spread like a mist over the
stars. She flung herself abroad in space.
Diamond held on by two of the twisted ropes which,
parted and interwoven, formed his shelter, for he could not
help being a little afraid. As soon as he had come to him-
self, he peeped through the woven meshes, for he did not dare
to look over the top of the nest. The earth was rushing past
like a river or a sea below him. Trees, and water, and green
grass hurried away beneath. A great roar of wild animals
rose as they rushed over the Zoological Gardens, mixed with
a chattering of monkeys and a screaming of birds; but it
died away in a moment behind them. And now there was
nothing but the roofs of houses, sweeping along like a great
torrent of stones and rocks. Chimney-pots fell, and tiles flew
from the roofs; but it looked to him as if they were left be-
hind by the roofs and the chimneys as they scudded away.
There was a great roaring, for the wind was dashing against
London like a sea; but at North Wind's back Diamond, of
course, felt nothing of it all. He was in a perfect calm. He
could hear the sound of it, that was all.
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By and by he raised himself and looked over the edge of
his nest. There were the houses rushing up and shooting
away below him, like a fierce torrent of rocks instead of water.
Then he looked up to the sky, but could see no stars; thej^
were hidden by the blinding masses of the lady's hair which
swept between. He began to wonder whether she would hear
him if he spoke. He would try.
"Please, North Wind," he said, "what is that noise?"
From high over his head came the voice of North Wind,
answering him gently, —
"The noise of my besom. I am the old woman that sweeps
the cobwebs from the sky; only I'm busy with the floor now."
"What makes the houses look as if they were running
away.^"
"I am sweeping so fast over them."
"But, please. North Wind, I knew London was very big,
but I didn't know it w^as so big as this. It seems as if we
should never get away from it."
"We are going round and round, else we should have left
it long ago."
"Is this the way you sweep. North Wind.^"
"Yes; I go round and round with my great besom."
"Please, would you mind going a little slower, for I want
to see the streets .f^"
"You won't see much now."
"Why.?"
"Because I have nearly swept all the people home."
"Oh! I forgot," said Diamond, and was quiet after that,
for he did not want to be troublesome.
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But she dropped a little towards the roofs of the houses,
and Diamond could see down into the streets. There were
very few people about, though. The lamps flickered and
flared again, but nobody seemed to want them.
Suddenly Diamond espied a little girl coming along a
street. She was dreadfully blown by the wind, and a broom
she was trailing behind her was very troublesome. It seemed
as if the wind had a spite at her — it kept worrying her like a
wild beast, and tearing at her rags. She was so lonely there!
"Oh! please, North Wind," he cried, "won't you help
that little girl?"
"No, Diamond; I mustn't leave my work."
"But why shouldn't you be kind to lier.^"
"I am kind to her: I am sweeping the wicked smells
away."
"But you're kinder to me, dear North Wind. Why
shouldn't you be as kind to her as you are to me?"
"There are reasons, Diamond. Everybody can't be done
to all the same. Everybody is not ready for the same thing."
"But I don't see why I should be kinder used than she."
"Do you think nothing's to be done but what you can
see. Diamond, you silly! It's all right. Of course you can
help her if you like. You've got nothing particular to do at
this moment; I have."
"Oh! do let me help her, then. But you won't be able
to wait, perhaps .f*"
"No, I can't wait; you must do it yourself. And, mind,
the wind will get a hold of you too,"
"Don't vou want me to help her, North Wind.^"
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"Not without having some idea what will happen. If
you break down and cry, that won't be much of a help to
her, and it will make a goose of little Diamond."
"I want to go," said Diamond. "Only there's just one
thing — ^how am I to get home?"
"If you're anxious about that, perhaps you had better go
with me. I am bound to take you home again, if you do."
"There!" cried Diamond, who was still looking after the
little girl; "I'm sure the wind will blow her over, and per-
haps kill her. Do let me go."
They had been sweeping more slowly along the line of
the street. There was a lull in the roaring.
"Well, though I cannot promise to take you home," said
North Wind, as she sank nearer and nearer to the tops of the
houses, "I can promise you it will be all right in the end.
You will get home somehow. Have you made up your mind
what to do.'^"
"Yes; to help the little girl," said Diamond firmly.
The same moment North Wind dropt into the street and
stood, only a tall lady, but with her hair flying up over the
housetops. She put her hands to her back, took Diamond,
and set him down in the street. The same moment he was
caught in the fierce coils of the blast, and all but blown away.
North Wind stepped back a pace, and at once towered in
stature to the height of the houses. A chimney-pot clashed
at Diamond's feet. He turned in terror, but it was to look
for the little girl, and when he turned again the lady had
vanished, and the wind was roaring along the street as if it
had been the bed of an invisible torrent. The little girl was
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scudding before the blast, her hair flying too, and behind her
she dragged her broom. Her httle legs were going as fast as
ever they could to keep her from falling. Diamond crept into
the shelter of a doorway, thinking to stop her; but she passed
him like a bird, crying gently and pitifully.
"Stop! stop! little girl," shouted Diamond, starting in
pursuit.
"I can't," wailed the girl; "the wind won't leave go of
me."
Diamond could run faster than she, and he had no broom.
In a few moments he had caught her by the frock. But it
tore in his hand, and away went the little girl. So he had
to run again, and this time he ran so fast that he got before
her, and turning round caught her in his arms, when down
they went both together, which made the little girl laugh in
the midst of her crying.
"Wliere are you going?" asked Diamond, rubbing the
elbow that had stuck farthest out. The arm it belonged to
was twined round a lamp-post as he stood between the little
girl and the wind.
"Home," she said, gasping for breath.
"Then I will go with you," said Diamond.
And then they were silent for a while, for the wind blew
worse than ever, and they had both to hold on to the lamp-
post.
"Where is your crossing,^" asked the girl at length.
"I don't sweep," answered Diamond.
"What do you do, then.^" asked she. "You ain't big
enough for most things."
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"I don't know what I do do," answered he, feeling rather
ashamed. "Nothing, I suppose. My father's Mr. Coleman's
coachman."
"Have you a father .f*" she said, staring at him as if a boy
with a father was a natural curiosity.
"Yes. Haven't youf returned Diamond.
"No; nor mother neither. Old Sal's all I've got."
And she began to cry again.
"I wouldn't go to her if she wasn't good to me," said
Diamond.
"But you must go somewheres."
"Move on," said the voice of a policeman behind them.
"I told you so," said the girl. "You must go somewheres.
They're always at it."
"But old Sal doesn't beat you, does she.^^"
"I wish she would."
"What do you mean.^" asked Diamond, quite bewildered.
"She would if she was my mother. But she wouldn't lie
abed a-cuddlin' of her ugly old bones, and laugh to hear me
crying at the door."
"You don't mean she won't let you in to-night.'^"
"It'll be a good chance if she does."
"Why are you out so late, then.^" asked Diamond.
"My crossing's a long way off at the West End, and I had
been indulgin' in door-steps and mewses."
" We'd better have a try anyhow," said Diamond. " Come
along."
As he spoke Diamond thought he caught a glimpse of
North Wind turning a corner in front of them; and when
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"and I'll take care of you."
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they turned the corner too, they found it quite quiet there,
but he saw nothing of the lady.
*'Now you lead me," he said, taking her hand, "and I'll
take care of you."
The girl withdrew her hand, but only to dry her eyes with
her frock, for the other had enough to do with her broom.
She put it in his again, and led him, turning after turning,
until they stopped at a cellar-door in a very dirty lane. There
she knocked.
"I shouldn't like to live here," said Diamond.
"Oh yes, you would, if you had nowheres else to go to,"
answered the girl. "I only wish we may get in."
"I don't want to go in," said Diamond.
"Where do you mean to go, then.^^"
"Home to my home."
"Where's that.^"
"I don't exactly know."
"Then you're worse off than I am."
"Oh no, for North Wind — " began Diamond, and stopped,
he hardly knew why.
*'What?'^ said the girl, as she held her ear to the door
listening.
But Diamond did not reply. Neither did old Sal.
"I told you so," said the girl. "She is wide awake heark-
ening. But we don't get in."
"What will you do, then.'^" asked Diamond.
"Move on," she answered.
"Where?"
"Oh, anywheres. Bless you, I'm used to it."
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"Hadn't you better come home with me, then?"
"That's a good joke, when you don't know where it is.
Come on."
"But where?"
"Oh, nowheres in particular. Come on."
Diamond obeyed. The wind had now fallen considerably.
They wandered on and on, turning in this direction and that,
without any reason for one way more than another, until
they had got out of the thick of the houses into a waste kind
of place. By this time they were both very tired. Diamond
felt a good deal inclined to cry, and thought he had been very
silly to get down from the back of the North Wind; not that
he would have minded it if he had done the girl any good;
but he thought he had been of no use to her. He was mis-
taken there, for she was far happier for having Diamond with
her than if she had been wandering about alone. She did
not seem so tired as he was.
"Do let us rest a bit," said Diamond.
"Let's see," she answered. "There's something like a rail-
way there. Perhaps there's an open arch."
They went towards it and found one, and, better still,
there was an empty barrel lying under the arch.
"Hillo! here we are!" said the girl. "A barrel's the jolliest
bed going — on the tramp, I mean. We'll have forty winks,
and then go on again."
She crept in, and Diamond crept in beside her. They put
their arms round each other, and when he began to grow
warm. Diamond's courage began to come back.
"This is jolly!" he said. "I'm so glad!"
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"I don't think so much of it," said the girl. "I'm used to
it, I suppose. But I can't think how a kid like you comes
to be out all alone this time o' the night."
She called him a kid, but she was not really a month
older than he was; only she had had to work for her bread,
and that so soon makes people older.
"But I shouldn't have been out so late if I hadn't got
down to help you," said Diamond. "North Wind is gone
home long ago."
"I think you must ha' got out o' one o' them Hidget
Asylms," said the girl. "You said something about the north
wind afore that I couldn't get the rights of."
So now, for the sake of his character. Diamond had to
tell her the whole story.
She did not believe a word of it. She said she wasn't such
a flat as to believe all that bosh. But as she spoke there came
a great blast of wind through the arch, and set the barrel
rolling. So they made haste to get out of it, for they had no
notion of being rolled over and over as if they had been packed
tight and w^ouldn't hurt, like a barrel of herrings.
"I thought we should have had a sleep," said Diamond;
"but I can't say I'm very sleepy after all. Come, let's go
on again."
They wandered on and on, sometimes sitting on a door-
step, but always turning into lanes or fields when they had
a chance.
They found themselves at last on a rising ground that
sloped rather steeply on the other side. It was a waste kind
of spot below, bounded by an irregular wall, with a few doors
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in it. Outside lay broken things in general, from garden rollers
to flower-pots and wine-bottles. But the moment they reached
the brow of the rising ground, a gust of wind seized them and
blew them down hill as fast as they could run. Nor could
Diamond stop before he went bang against one of the doors in
the wall. To his dismay it burst open. ^Mien they came to
themselves they peeped in. It was the back door of a garden.
"Ah, ah!" cried Diamond, after staring for a few moments,
"I thought so! North Wind takes nobody in! Here I am in
master's garden! I tell you what, little girl, you just bore a
hole in old Sal's wall, and put your mouth to it, and say,
* Please, North Wind, mayn't I go out with you?' and then
you'll see what'll come."
"I daresay I shall. But I'm out in the wind too often
already to want more of it."
"I said with the North Wind, not in it."
"It's all one."
"It's not all one."
"It is all one."
"But I know best."
"And I know better. I'll box your ears," said the girl.
Diamond got very angry. But he remembered that even
if she did box his ears, he mustn't box hers again, for she
was a girl, and all that boys must do, if girls are rude, is to
go away and leave them. So he went in at the door.
"Good-bye, mister," said the girl.
This brought Diamond to his senses.
"I'm sorry I was cross," he said. "Come in, and my
mother will give you some breakfast."
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"No, thank you. I must be off to my crossing. It's
morning now."
*'I'm very sorry for you," said Diamond.
"Well, it is a life to be tired of — what with old Sal, and
so many holes in my shoes."
"I wonder you're so good. I should kill myself."
"Oh no, you wouldn't! When I think of it, I always
want to see what's coming next, and so I always wait till
next is over. Well! I suppose there's somebody happy some-
wheres. But it ain't in them carriages. Oh my! how they
do look sometimes — fit to bite your head off! Good-bye!"
She ran up the hill and disappeared behind it. Then Dia-
mond shut the door as he best could, and ran through the
kitchen-garden to the stable. And wasn't he glad to get into
his own blessed bed again!
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CHAPTER V
THE SUMMER-HOUSE
DIAMOND said nothing to his mother about his ad-
ventures. He had half a notion that North Wind
was a friend of his mother, and that, if she did not
know all about it, at least she did not mind his going any-
where with the lady of the wind. At the same time he doubted
whether he might not appear to be telling stories if he told all,
especially as he could hardly believe it himself when he thought
about it in the middle of the day, although when the twilight
was once half-way on to night he had no doubt about it, at
least for the first few days after he had been with her. The
girl that swept the crossing had certainly refused to believe
him. Besides, he felt sure that North Wind would tell him
if he ought to speak.
It was some time before he saw the lady of the wind
again. Indeed nothing remarkable took place in Diamond's
history until the following week. This was what happened
then. Diamond the horse wanted new shoes, and Diamond's
father took him out of the stable, and was just getting on his
back to ride him to the forge, when he saw his little boy
standing by the pump, and looking at him wistfully. Then
the coachman took his foot out of the stirrup, left his hold
of the mane and bridle, came across to his boy, lifted him
up, and setting him on the horse's back, told him to sit up
like a man. He then led away both Diamonds together.
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The boy atop felt not a little tremulous as the great
muscles that lifted the legs of the horse knotted and relaxed
against his legs, and he cowered towards the withers, grasping
with his hands the bit of mane worn short by the collar; but
when his father looked back at him, saying once more, *'Sit
up. Diamond," he let the mane go and sat up, notwithstand-
ing that the horse, thinking, I suppose, that his master had
said to him, ''Come up. Diamond," stepped out faster. For
both the Diamonds were just grandly obedient. And Dia-
mond soon foimd that, as he was obedient to his father, so
the horse was obedient to him. For he had not ridden far
before he found courage to reach forward and catch hold of
the bridle, and when his father, whose hand was upon it, felt
the boy pull it towards him, he looked up and smiled, and,
well pleased, let go his hold, and left Diamond to guide Dia-
mond; and the boy soon found that he could do so perfectly.
It was a grand thing to be able to guide a great beast like
that. And another discovery he made was that, in order to
guide the horse, he had in a measure to obey the horse first.
If he did not yield his body to the motions of the horse's
body, he could not guide him; he must fall off.
The blacksmith lived at some distance, deeper into Lon-
don. As they crossed the angle of a square, Diamond, who
was now quite comfortable on his living throne, was glancing
this way and that in a gentle pride, when he saw a girl sweep-
ing a crossing scuddingly before a lady. The lady was his
father's mistress, Mrs. Coleman, and the little girl was she
for whose sake he had got off North Wind's back. He drew
Diamond's bridle in eager anxiety to see whether her out-
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stretched hand would gather a penny from Mrs. Coleman.
But she had given one at the last crossing, and the hand re-
turned only to grasp its broom. Diamond could not bear it.
He had a penny in his pocket, the gift of the same lady the
day before, and he tumbled off his horse to give it to the girl.
He tumbled off, I say, for he did tumble when he reached the
ground. But he got up in an instant, and ran, searching his
pocket as he ran. She made him a pretty courtesy when he
offered his treasure, but with a bewildered stare. She thought
first: "Then he was on the back of the North Wind after
all!" but, looking up at the sound of the horse's feet on the
paved crossing, she changed her idea, saying to herself, " North
Wind is his father's horse! That's the secret of it! WTiy
couldn't he say so.^" And she had a mind to refuse the penny.
But his smile put it all right, and she not only took his penny
but put it in her mouth wdth a "Thank you, mister. Did
they wollop you then?"
"Oh no!" answered Diamond. "They never wollops me."
"Lor!" said the little girl, and was speechless.
Meantime his father, looking up, and seeing the horse's
back bare, suffered a pang of a\^^ul dread, but the next moment
catching sight of him, took him up and put him on, saying —
"Don't get off again. Diamond. The horse might have
put his foot on you."
"No, father," answered the boy, and rode on in majestic
safety.
The summer drew near, warm and splendid. Miss Cole-
man was a little better in health, and sat a good deal in the
garden. One dav she saw Diamond peeping through the
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shrubbery, and called him. He talked to her so frankly that
she often sent for him after that, and by degrees it came
about that he had leave to run in the garden as he pleased.
He never touched any of the flowers or blossoms, for he was
not like some boys w^io cannot enjoy a thing without pulling
it to pieces, and so preventing every one from enjoying it
after them.
A week even makes such a long time in a child's life, that
Diamond had begun once more to feel as if North Wind were
a dream of some far-off year.
One hot evening, he had been sitting with the young mis-
tress, as they called her, in a little summer-house at the bot-
tom of the lawn — a wonderful thing for beauty, the boy
thought, for a little window in the side of it was made of
colored glass. It grew dusky, and the lady began to feel
chill, and went in, leaving the boy in the summer-house. He
sat there gazing out at a bed of tulips, w^hich, although they
had closed for the night, could not go quite asleep for the
wind that kept waving them about. All at once he saw a
great bumble-bee fly out of one of the tulips.
"There! that is something done," said a voice — a gentle,
merry, childish voice, but so tiny. "At last it was. I thought
he would have had to stay there all night, poor fellow! I did."
Diamond could not tell whether the voice was near or far
away, it was so small and yet so clear. He had never seen a
fairy, but he had heard of such, and he began to look all about
for one. And there was the tiniest creature sliding down the
stem of the tulip!
"Are you the fairy that herds the bees.^" he asked, going
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out of the summer-house, and down on his knees on the green
shore of the tuHp-bed.
"I'm not a fairy," answered the Httle creature.
"How do you know that?"
"It would become you better to ask how you are to know
it."
"You've just told me."
"Yes. But what's the use of knowing a thing only because
you're told it.^"
" Well, how am I to know you are not a fairy .^^ You do look
very like one."
"In the first place, fairies are much bigger than you see
me."
"Oh!" said Diamond reflectively; "I thought they were
very little."
"But they might be tremendously bigger than I am, and yet
not very big. Why, I could be six times the size I am, and not
be very huge. Besides, a fairy can't grow big and little at will,
though the nursery -tales do say so: they don't know better.
You stupid Diamond! have you never seen me before.^"
And, as she spoke, a moan of wind bent the tulips almost to
the ground, and the creature laid her hand on Diamond's
shoulder. In a moment he knew that it was North Wind.
"I am very stupid," he said; "but I never saw you so small
before, not even when you were nursing the primrose."
"Must you see me every size that can be measured before
you know me. Diamond.^"
"But how could I think it was you taking care of a great
stupid bumble-bee.^"
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"The more stupid he was the more need he had to be taken
care of. What with sucking honey and trying to open the
door, he was nearly dazed; and when it opened in the morning
to let the sun see the tulip's heart, what would the sun have
thought to find such a stupid thing lying there — ^with wings
too?"
"But how do you have time to look after bees?"
"I don't look after bees. I had this one to look after. It
was hard work, though."
"Hard work! Why, you could blow a chimney down, or —
or — a boy's cap off," said Diamond.
"Both are easier than blow a tulip open. But I scarcely
know the difference between hard and easy. I am always able
for what I have to do. When I see my work, I just rush at it
— and it is done. But I mustn't chatter. I have got to sink
a ship to-night."
"Smkaship! What! with men in it.?"
"Yes, and women too."
"How dreadful! I wish you wouldn't talk so."
"It is rather dreadful. But it is my work. I must do it."
"I hope you won't ask me to go w4th you."
"No, I won't ask you. But you must come for all that."
"I won't, then."
"Won't you?"
And North Wind grew a tall lady, and looked him in the
eyes, and Diamond said —
"Please take me. You cannot be cruel."
"No; I could not be cruel if I would. I can do nothing
cruel, although I often do what looks like cruel to those who
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do not know what I really am doing. The people they say I
drown, I only carry away to — to — to — well, the back of the
North Wmd — that is what they used to call it long ago, only /
never saw the place."
"How can you carry them there if you never saw it?"
"I know the way."
"But how is it you never saw it.^^"
"Because it is behind me."
"But you can look round."
"Not far enough to see my own back. No; I always look
before me. In fact, I grow quite blind and deaf when I try to
see my back. I only mind my work."
"But how does it be your work.^"
"Ah, that I can't tell you. I only know it is, because when
I do it I feel all right, and when I don't I feel all wrong. East
Wind says — only one does not exactly know how much to be-
lieve of what she says, for she is very naughty sometimes — she
says it is all managed by a baby; but whether she is good or
naughty when she says that, I don't know. I just stick to my
work. It is all one to me to let a bee out of a tulip, or to sweep
the cobwebs from the sky. You would like to go with me to-
night.^"
"I don't want to see a ship sunk."
"But suppose I had to take you?"
"Why, then, of com-se I must go."
"There's a good Diamond. — ^I think I had better be grow-
ing a bit. Only you must go to bed first. I can't take you
till you're in bed. That's the law about the children. So I
had better go and do something else first."
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well, North Wind," said Diamond. "What are you
|o first, if you please?"
ik I may tell you. Jump up on the top of the wall,
i't."
tnd I can't help you — ^you haven't been to bed yet,
I Come out to the road with me, just in front of the
|se, and I will show you."
Wind grew very small indeed, so small that she could
>lown the dust off a dusty miller, as the Scotch chil-
|a yellow auricula. Diamond could not even see the
;Tass move as she flitted along by his foot. They left
went out by the wicket in the coach-house gates, and
id the road to the low wall that separated it from the
|can get up on this wall. Diamond," said North Wind,
but my mother has forbidden me."
don't," said North Wind,
can see over," said Diamond,
bo be sure. I can't."
ing. North Wind gave a little bound, and stood on
the wall. She was just about the height a dragon-
be, if it stood on end.
darling!" said Diamond, seeing what a lovely little
in she was.
*t be impertinent. Master Diamond," said North
|lf there's one thing makes me more angry than an-
the way you humans judge things by their size. I
Ls respectable now as I shall be six hours after this,
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when I take an East Indiaman by the royals, twist her round,
and push her under. You have no right to address me in such
a fashion."
But as she spoke, the tiny face wore the smile of a great
grand woman. She was only having her own beautiful fun
out of Diamond, and true woman's fun never hurts.
"But look there!" she resumed. "Do you see a boat with
one man in it — a green and white boat.''"
"Yes; quite well."
"That's a poet."
"I thought you said it was a bo-at."
*' Stupid pet! Don't you know what a poet is?"
"Why, a thing to sail on the water in."
" Well, perhaps you're not so far wrong. Some poets do
carry people over the sea. But I have no business to talk so
much. The man is a poet."
"The boat is a boat," said Diamond.
"Can't you spell .^" asked North Wind.
"Not very well."
" So I see. A poet is not a bo-at, as you call it. A poet is
a man who is glad of something, and tries to make other people
glad of it too."
"Ah! now I know. Like the man in the sweety-shop."
" Not very. But I see it is no use. I wasn't sent to tell you,
and so I can't tell you. I must be off. Only first just look at
the man."
"He's not much of a rower," said Diamond — "paddling
first with one fin and then with the other."
"Now look here!" said North Wind.
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And she flashed hke a dragon-fly across the water, whose
surface rippled and puckered as she passed. The next moment
the man in the boat glanced about him, and bent to his oars.
The boat flew over the rippling water. Man and boat and river
were awake. The same instant almost, North Wind perched
again upon the river wall.
"How did you do that.^" asked Diamond.
"I blew in his face," answered North Wind.
"I don't see how that could do it," said Diamond.
"I daresay not. And therefore you will say you don't
believe it could."
"No, no, dear North Wind. I know you too well not to
believe you."
"Well, I blew in his face, and that woke him up."
"But what was the good of it.^"
"Why! don't you see.^^ Look at him — how he is pulling.
I blew the mist out of him.'*
"How was that. ^"
"That is just what I cannot tell you."
"But you did it."
" Yes. I have to do ten thousand things without being able
to tell how."
"I don't like that," said Diamond.
He was staring after the boat. Hearing no answer, he
looked down to the wall.
North Wind was gone. Away across the river went a long
ripple — what sailors call a cat's paw. The man in the boat was
putting up a sail. The moon was coming to herself on the edge
of a great cloud, and the sail began to shine white. Diamond
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rubbed his eyes, and wondered what it was all about. Things
seemed going on around him, and all to understand each
other; but he could make nothing of it. So he put his hands
in his pockets, and went in to have his tea. The night was very
hot, for the wind had fallen again.
*'You don't seem very well to-night, Diamond," said his
mother.
"I am quite well, mother," returned Diamond, who was
only puzzled.
"I think you had better go to bed," she added.
"Very well, mother," he answered.
He stopped for one moment to look out of the window.
Above the moon the clouds were going different ways. Some-
how or other this troubled him, but, notwithstanding, he was
soon fast asleep.
He woke in the middle of the night and the darkness. A
terrible noise was rumbling overhead, like the rolling beat of
great drums echoing through a brazen vault. The roof of the
loft in which he lay had no ceiling; only the tiles were between
him and the sky. For a while he could not come quite awake,
for the noise kept beating him down, so that his heart was
troubled and fluttered painfully. A second peal of thunder
burst over his head, and almost choked him with fear. Nor did
he recover until the great blast that followed, havmg torn some
tiles off the roof, sent a spout of wind down into his bed and
over his face, which brought him wide awake, and gave him
back his coiu-age. The same moment he heard a mighty yet
musical voice calling him.
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" Come up, Diamond," it said. " It's all ready. I'm waiting
for you."
He looked out of the bed, and saw a gigantic, pow^erful, but
most lovely arm — with a hand whose fingers were nothing
the less ladylike that they could have strangled a boa-
constrictor, or choked a tigress off its prey — stretched down
through a big hole in the roof. Without a moment's hesita-
tion he reached out his tiny one, and laid it in the grand
palm before him.
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OUT IN THE STORM
THE hand felt its way up his arm, and, grasping it gently
and strongly above the elbow, lifted Diamond from the
bed. The moment he was through the hole in the roof,
all the winds of heaven seemed to lay hold upon him, and buffet
him hither and thither. His hair blew one way, his night-gown
another, his legs threatened to float from under him, and his
head to grow dizzy with the swiftness of the invisible assailant.
Cowering he clung with the other hand to the huge hand which
held his arm, and fear invaded his heart.
"Oh, North Wind!" he murmured, but the words vanished
from his lips as he had seen the soap-bubbles that burst too
soon vanish from the mouth of his pipe. The wind caught
them, and they were nowhere. They couldn't get out at all,
but were torn away and strangled. And yet North Wind heard
them, and in her answer it seemed to Diamond that just be-
cause she was so big and could not help it, and just because
her ear and her mouth must seem to him so dreadfully far aw^ay,
she spoke to him more tenderly and graciously than ever be-
fore. Her voice was like the bass of a deep organ, without the
groan in it; like the most delicate of violin tones without the
wail in it; like the most glorious of trumpet-ejaculations with-
out the defiance in it; like the sound of falling water without
the clatter and clash in it: it was like all of them and neither of
them — all of them without their faults, each of them without
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its peculiarity; after all, it was more like his mother's voice
than anything else in the world.
"Diamond, dear," she said, "be a man. What is fearful to
you is not the least fearful to me."
"But it can't hurt you," murmured Diamond, "for you're
itr
"Then, if I'm it, and have you in my arms, how can it hurt
you?"
"Oh yes! I see," whispered Diamond. "But it looks so
dreadful, and it pushes me about so."
"Yes, it does, my dear. That is what it was sent for."
At the same moment, a peal of thunder which shook Dia-
mond's heart against the sides of his bosom hurtled out of the
heavens: I cannot say out of the sky, for there was no sky.
Diamond had not seen the lightning, for he had been intent
on finding the face of North Wind. Every moment the folds
of her garment would sweep across his eyes and blind him,
but between, he could just persuade himself that he saw great
glories of woman's eyes looking down through rifts in the
mountainous clouds over his head.
He trembled so at the thunder, that his knees failed him,
and he sunk down at North Wind's feet, and clasped her round
the column of her ankle. She instantly stooped and lifted him
from the roof — up — up into her bosom, and held him there,
saying, as if to an inconsolable child —
"Diamond, dear, this will never do."
"Oh yes, it will," answered Diamond. "I am all right now
— quite comfortable, I assure you, dear North Wind. If you
will only let me stay here, I shall be all right indeed."
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"But you will feel the wind here, Diamond."
"I don't mind that a bit, so long as I feel your arms through
it," answered Diamond, nestling closer to her grand bosom.
"Brave boy!" returned North Wind, pressing him closer.
" No," said Diamond, " I don't see that. It's not courage at
all, so long as I feel you there."
"But hadn't you better get into my hair.^ Then you would
not feel the wind; you will here."
"Ah, but, dear North Wind, you don't know how nice it is to
feel your arms about me. It is a thousand times better to have
them and the wind together, than to have only your hair and
the back of your neck and no wind at all."
"But it is surely more comfortable there?"
" Well, perhaps ; but I begin to think there are better things
than being comfortable."
"Yes, indeed there are. Well, I will keep you in front of
me. You wdll feel the wind, but not too much. I shall only
want one arm to take care of you; the other will be quite
enough to sink the ship."
"Oh, dear North Wind! how can you talk so.^"
"My dear boy, I never talk; I always mean what I say."
"Then you do mean to sink the ship with the other hand.'^"
"Yes."
"It's not like you."
"How do you know that.^"
"Quite easily. Here you are taking care of a poor little boy
with one arm, and there you are sinking a ship with the other.
It can't be like you."
"Ah! but which is me.^ I can't be two mes, you know."
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"No. Nobody can be two mes."
"Well, which me is me?"
"Now I must think. There looks to be two."
"Yes. That's the very point. — You can't be knowing the
thing you don't know, can you.^"
"No."
"Which me do you know?"
"The kindest, goodest, best me in the world," answered
Diamond, clinging to North Wind.
"Why am I good to you?"
"I don't know."
"Have you ever done anything for me?"
"No."
" Then I must be good to you because I choose to be good
to you."
"Yes."
"Why should I choose?"
"Because — because — because you like."
"Why should I like to be good to you?"
"I don't know, except it be because it's good to be good to
me."
"That's just it; I am good to you because I like to be good."
"Then why shouldn't you be good to other people as well as
to me?"
"That's just what I don't know. Why shouldn't I?"
"I don't know either. Then why shouldn't you?"
"Because I am."
"There it is again," said Diamond. "I don't see that you
are. It looks quite the other thing."
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" Well, but listen to me. Diamond. You know the one me,
you say, and that is good."
"Yes."
"Do you know the other me as well.'^"
"No. I can't. I shouldn't like to."
"There it is. You don't know the other me. You are sure
of one of them.^"
les.
"And you are 'sure there can't be two mes?"
"Yes."
"Then the me you don't know must be the same as the me
you do know — else there would be two nies.f^"
"Yes."
"Then the other me you don't know must be as kind as the
me you do know?"
"Yes."
"Besides, I tell you that it is so, only it doesn't look like it.
That I confess freely. Have you anything more to object.^^"
"No, no, dear North Wind; I am quite satisfied."
"Then I will tell you something j^ou might object. You
might say that the me you know is like the other me, and that
I am cruel all through."
"I know that can't be, because you are so kind."
"But that kindness might be only a pretence for the sake
of being more cruel afterwards."
Diamond clung to her tighter than ever, crying —
"No, no, dear North Wind; I can't believe that. I don't
believe it. I won't believe it. That would kill me. I love
you, and you must love me, else how did I come to love you?
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How could you know how to put on such a beautiful face if
you did not love me and the rest? No. You may sink as many
ships as you hke, and I won't say another word. I can't say I
shall like to see it, you know."
"That's quite another thing," said North Wind; and as she
spoke she gave one spring from the roof of the hay-loft, and
rushed up into the clouds, with Diamond on her left arm close
to her heart. And as if the clouds knew she had come, they
burst into a fresh jubilation of thunderous light. For a few
moments. Diamond seemed to be borne up through the depths
of an ocean of dazzling flame; the next, the winds were writh-
ing aromid him like a storm of serpents. For they were in the
midst of the clouds and mists, and they of course took the
shapes of the wind, eddying and wreathing and whirling and
shooting and dashing about like gray and black water, so that
it was as if the wind itself had taken shape, and he saw the
gray and black wind tossing and raving most madly all about
him. Now it blinded him by smiting him upon the eyes; now
it deafened him by bellowing in his ears; for even when the
thunder came he knew now that it was the billows of the great
ocean of the air dashing against each other in their haste to
fill the hollow scooped out by the Hghtning; now it took his
breath quite away by sucking it from his body with the speed
of its rush. But he did not mind it. He only gasped first and
then laughed, for the arm of North Wind was about him, and
he w^as leaning against her bosom. It is quite impossible for
me to describe what he saw. Did you ever watch a great wave
shoot into a winding passage amongst rocks .^ If you ever did,
you would see that the water rushed every way at once, some
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of it even turning back and opposing the rest; greater con-
fusion you might see nowhere except in a crowd of frightened
people. Well, the wind was like that, except that it went much
faster, and therefore was much wilder, and twisted and shot
and curled and dodged and clashed and raved ten times more
madly than anything else in creation except human passions.
Diamond saw the threads of the lady's hair streaking it all.
In parts indeed he could not tell which was hair and which was
black storm and vapor. It seemed sometimes that all the
great billows of mist-muddy wind were woven out of the cross-
ing lines of North Wind's infinite hair, sweeping in endless
intertwistings. And Diamond felt as the wind seized on his
hair, which^^his mother kept rather long, as if he too was a part
of the storm, and some of its life went out from him. But so
sheltered was he by North Wind's arm and bosom that only
at times, in the fiercer onslaught of some curl-billowed eddy,
did he recognize for a moment how wild was the storm in which
he was carried, nestling in its veiy core and formative centre.
It seemed to Diamond likewise that they were motionless in
this centre, and that all the confusion and fighting went on
around them. Flash after flash illuminated the fierce chaos,
revealing in varied yellow and blue and gray and dusky red the
vaporous contention; peal after peal of thunder tore the in-
finite waste; but it seemed to Diamond that North Wind and
he were motionless, all but the hair. It was not so. They were
sweeping with the speed of the wind itself towards the sea.
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THE CATHEDRAL
I MUST not go on describing what cannot be described, for
nothing is more wearisome.
Before they reached the sea, Diamond felt North
Wind's hair beginning to fall about him.
"Is the storm over, North Wind.^" he called out.
"No, Diamond. I am only waiting a moment to set you
down. You would not like to see the ship sunk, and I am going
to give you a place to stop in till I come back for you."
" Oh ! thank you," said Diamond. " I shall be sorry to leave
you, North Wind, but I would rather not see the ship go down.
And I'm afraid the poor people will cry, and I should hear
them. Oh, dear!"
"There are a good many passengers on board; and to tell
the truth. Diamond, I don't care about your hearing the cry
you speak of. I am afraid you would not get it out of your
little head again for a long time."
"But how can you bear it then. North Wind.'^ For I am
sure you are kind. I shall never doubt that again."
"I will tell you how I am able to bear it. Diamond: I am
always hearing, through every noise, through all the noise I am
making myself even, the sound of a far-off song. I do not
exactly know where it is, or what it means; and I don't hear
much of it, only the odor of its music, as it were, flitting" across
the great billows of the ocean outside this air in which I make
such a storm; but what I do hear, is quite enough to make me
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able to bear the cry from the drowning ship. So it would you
if you could hear it."
"No, it wouldn't," returned Diamond, stoutly. "For they
wouldn't hear the music of the far-away song; and if they did,
it wouldn't do them any good. You see you and I are not
going to be drowned, and so we might enjoy it."
"But you have never heard the psalm, and you don't know
what it is like. Somehow, I can't say how, it tells me that all
is right; that it is coming to swallow up all cries."
"But that won't do them any good — ^the people, I mean,"
persisted Diamond.
"It must. It must," said North Wind, hurriedly. "It
wouldn't be the song it seems to be if it did not swallow up all
their fear and pain too, and set them singing it themselves with
the rest. I am sure it will. And do you know, ever since I
knew I had hair, that is, ever since it began to go out and away,
that song has been coming nearer and nearer. Only I must
say it was some thousand years before I heard it."
"But how can you say it was coming nearer when you did
not hear it.^" asked doubting little Diamond.
" Since I began to hear it, I know it is growing louder, there-
fore I judge it was coming nearer and nearer until I did hear
it first. I'm not so very old, you know — a few thousand years
only — and I was quite a baby when I heard the noise fii'st, but
I Imew it must come from the voices of people ever so much
older and wiser than I was. I can't sing at all, except now and
then, and I can never tell what my song is going to be; I only
know what it is after I have sung it. — ^But this will never do.
Will you stop here.P"
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*' I can't see anywhere to stop," said Diamond, " Your hair
is all down like a darkness, and I can't see through it if I knock
my eyes mto it ever so much."
"Look then," said North Wind; and, with one sweep of
her great white arm, she swept yards deep of darkness like a
great curtain from before the face of the boy.
And lo ! it was a blue night, lit up with stars. W^here it did
not shine with stars it shimmered with the milk of the stars,
except where, just opposite to Diamond's face, the gray towers
of a cathedral blotted out each its own shape of sky and stars.
*'0h! w^hat's that.'^" cried Diamond, struck with a kind of
terror, for he had never seen a cathedral, and it rose before him
with an awful reality in the midst of the wide spaces, conquer-
ing emptiness with grandeur.
"A very good place for you to wait in," said North Wind.
"But we shall go in, and you shall judge for yourself."
There was an open door in the middle of one of the towers,
leading out upon the roof, and through it they passed. Then
North Wind set Diamond on his feet, and he found himself at
the top of a stone stair, which went twisting away down into
the darkness. For only a little light came in at the door. It
w^as enough, however, to allow Diamond to see that North
Wind stood beside him. He looked up to find her face, and
saw that she was no longer a beautiful giantess, but the tall
gracious lady he liked best to see. She took his hand, and,
giving him the broad part of the spiral stair to walk on, led
him down a good way; then, opening another little door, led
him out upon a narrow gallery that ran all round the central
part of the church, on the ledges of the windows of the clere-
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story, and through openings in the parts of the wall that divided
the windows from each other. It was very narrow, and except
when they were passing through the wall. Diamond saw noth-
ing to keep him from falling into the church. It lay below him
like a great silent gulf hollowed in stone, and he held his breath
for fear as he looked down.
"What are you trembling for, little Diamond.^" said the
lady, as she walked gently along, with her hand held out be-
hind her leading him, for there was not breadth enough for
them to walk side by side.
"I am afraid of falling down there," answered Diamond.
"It is so deep down."
"Yes, rather," answered North Wind; "but you were a
hundred times higher a few minutes ago."
"Ah, yes, but somebody's arm was about me then," said
Diamond, putting his little mouth to the beautiful cold hand
that had a hold of his.
"What a dear little warm mouth you've got!" said North
Wind. "It is a pity you should talk nonsense with it. Don't
you know I have a hold of you.^*"
"Yes; but I'm walking on my own legs, and they might
slip. I can't trust myself so well as your arms."
"But I have a hold of you, I tell you, foolish child."
"Yes, but somehow I can't feel comfortable."
"If you were to fall, and my hold of you were to give way,
I should be down after you in a less moment than a lady's
watch can tick, and catch you long before you had reached
the ground."
"I don't like it, though," said Diamond.
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"OA/ oh! oh!'' he screamed the next moment, bent double
with terror, for North Wind had let go her hold of his hand,
and had vanished, leaving him standing as if rooted to the
gallery.
She left the words, "Come after me," sounding in his ears.
But move he dared not. In a moment more he would from
very terror have fallen into the church, but suddenly there
came a gentle breath of cool wind upon his face, and it kept
blowing upon him in little puffs, and at every puff Diamond
felt his faintness going away, and his fear with it. Courage
was reviving in his little heart, and still the cool wafts of the
soft wind breathed upon him, and the soft wind was so mighty
and strong within its gentleness, that in a minute more Dia-
mond was marching along the narrow ledge as fearless for
the time as North Wind herself.
He walked on and on, with the windows all in a row on
one side of him, and the great empty nave of the church echo-
ing to every one of his brave strides on the other, until at
last he came to a little open door, from which a broader stair
led him down and down and down, till at last all at once he
found himself in the arms of North Wind, who held him close
to her, and kissed him on the forehead. Diamond nestled to
her, and murmured into her bosom, —
"Why did you leave me, dear North Wind.^^"
"Because I wanted you to walk alone," she answered.
"But it is so much nicer here!" said Diamond.
"I daresay; but I couldn't hold a little coward to my
heart. It would make me so cold!"
"But I wasn't brave of myself," said Diamond, whom my
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older readers will have already discovered to be a true child
in this, that he was given to metaphysics. "It was the wind
that blew in my face that made me brave. Wasn't it now,
North Wind.?"
"Yes: I know that. You had to be taught what courage
was. And you couldn't know what it was without feeling it:
therefore it was given you. But don't you feel as if you
would try to be brave yourself next time.?"
"Yes, I do. But trying is not much."
"Yes, it is — a very great deal, for it is a beginning. And
a beginning is the greatest thing of all. To try to be brave
is to be brave. The coward who tries to be brave is before
the man who is brave because he is made so, and never had
to try."
"How kind you are. North Wind!"
"I am only just. All kindness is but justice. We owe it."
"I don't quite understand that."
"Never mind; you will some day. There is no hurry
about understanding it now."
"Who blew the wind on me that made me brave.?"
"I did."
"I didn't see you."
"Therefore you can believe me.'*
"Yes, yes; of course. But how was it that such a little
breath could be so strong?"
"That I don't know."
"But you made it strong?"
"No: I only blew it. I knew it would make you strong,
just as it did the man in the boat, you remember. But how
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my breath has that power I cannot tell. It was put into it
when I was made. That is all I know. But really I must be
going about my work."
*'Ah! the poor ship! I wish you would stop here, and let
the poor ship go."
"That I dare not do. Will you stop here till I come back? "
"Yes. You won't be long.?"
"Not longer than I can help. Trust me, you shall get
home before the morning."
In a moment North Wind was gone, and the next Diamond
heard a moaning about the church, which grew and grew to a
roaring. The storm was up again, and he knew that North
Wind's hair was flying.
The church was dark. Only a little light came through the
windows, which were almost all of that precious old stained
glass which is so much lovelier than the new. But Diamond
could not see how beautiful they were, for there was not
enough of light in the stars to show the colors of them. He
could only just distinguish them from the walls. He looked
up, but could not see the gallery along which he had passed.
He could only tell where it was far up by the faint glimmer of
the windows of the clerestory, whose sills made part of it.
The church grew very lonely about him, and he began to feel
like a child whose mother has forsaken it. Only he knew
that to be left alone is not always to be forsaken.
He began to feel his way about the place, and for a while
went wandering up and down. His little footsteps waked little
answering echoes in the great house. It wasn't too big to
mind him. It was as if the church knew he was there, and
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meant to make itself his house. So it went on giving back an
answer to every step, until at length Diamond thought he
should like to say something out loud, and see what the
church would answer. But he found he was afraid to speak.
He could not utter a word for fear of the loneliness. Perhaps
it was as well that he did not, for the sound of a spoken word
would have made him feel the place yet more deserted and
empty. But he thought he could sing. He was fond of sing-
ing, and at home he used to sing, to tunes of his own, all the
nursery rhymes he knew. So he began to try Hey diddle
diddle, but it wouldn't do. Then he tried Little Boy Blue,
but it was no better. Neither would Sing a Song of Sixpence
sing itself at all. Then he tried Poor old Cocky too, but he
wouldn't do. They all sounded so silly! and he had never
thought them silly before. So he was quiet, and listened to
the echoes that came out of the dark corners in answer to
his footsteps.
At last he gave a great sigh, and said, *'I'm so tired."
But he did not hear the gentle echo that answered from far
away over his head, for at the same moment he came against
the lowest of a few steps that stretched across the church,
and fell down and hurt his arm. He cried a little first, and
then crawled up the steps on his hands and knees. At the
top he came to a little bit of carpet, on which he lay down;
and there he lay staring at the dull window that rose nearly
a hundred feet above his head.
Now this was the eastern window of the church, and the
moon was at that moment just on the edge of the horizon.
The next, she was peeping over it. And lo! with the moon,
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St. John and St. Paul, and the rest of them, began to dawn in
the window in their lovely garments. Diamond did not know
that the wonder-working moon was behind, and he thought
all the light was coming out of the window itself, and that the
good old men were appearing to help him, growing out of the
night and the darkness, because he had hurt his arm, and
was very tired and lonely, and North Wind was so long in
coming. So he lay and looked at them backwards over his
head, wondering when they would come down or what they
would do next. They were very dim, for the moonlight was
not strong enough for the colors, and he had enough to do
with his eyes trying to make out their shapes. So his eyes
grew tired, and more and more tired, and his eyelids grew so
heavy that they would keep tumbling down over his eyes.
He kept lifting them and lifting them, but every time they
were heavier than the last. It was no use: they were too
much for him. Sometimes before he had got them half up,
down they were again; and at length he gave it up quite,
and the moment he gave it up, he was fast asleep.
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THE EAST WINDOW
THAT Diamond had fallen fast asleep is very evident
from the strange things he now fancied as taking place.
For he thought he heard a sound as of whispering up
in the great window. He tried to open his eyes, but he could
not. And the whispering went on and grew louder and louder,
until he could hear every word that was said. He thought it
was the Apostles talking about him. But he could not open
his eyes.
"And how comes he to be lying there, St. Peter .^" said
one.
"I think I saw him a while ago up in the gallery, under
the Nicodemus window. Perhaps he has fallen down. WTiat
do you think, St. Matthew.^"
"I don't think he could have crept here after falling from
such a height. He must have been killed."
"Wliat are we to do with him? We can't leave him lying
there. And we could not make him comfortable up here in
the window^: it's rather crowded already. What do you say,
St. Thomas.?"
"Let's go down and look at him."
There came a rustling, and a chinking, for some time,
and then there was a silence, and Diamond felt somehow
that all the Apostles were standing round him and looking
down on him. And still he could not open his eyes.
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"What is the matter with him, St. Luke?" asked one.
"There's nothing the matter with him," answered St.
Luke, who must have joined the company of the Apostles
from the next window, one would think. "He's in a sound
sleep."
"I have it," cried another. "This is one of North Wind's
tricks. She has caught him up and dropped him at our door,
like a withered leaf or a foundling baby. I don't imderstand
that woman's conduct, I must say. As if we hadn't enough
to do with our money, without going taking care of other
people's children! That's not what our forefathers built
cathedrals for."
Now Diamond could not bear to hear such things against
North Wind, who, he knew, never played anybody a trick.
She was far too busy with her own work for that. He strug-
gled hard to open his eyes, but without success.
"She should consider that a church is not a place for
pranks, not to mention that we live in it," said another.
"It certainly is disrespectful of her. But she always is
disrespectful. W^hat right has she to bang at our windows
as she has been doing the whole of this night? I dare say
there is glass broken somewhere. I know my blue robe is in
a dreadful mess with the rain first and the dust after. It
will cost me shillings to clean it."
Then Diamond knew that they could not be Apostles,
talking like this. They could only be the sextons and vergers,
and such-like, who got up at night, and put on the robes of
deans and bishops, and called each other grand names, as
the foolish servants he had heard his father tell of call them-
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selves lords and ladies, after their masters and mistresses.
And he was so angry at their daring to abuse North Wind,
that he jumped up, crying —
"North Wind knows best what she is about. She has a
good right to blow the cobwebs from your windows, for she
was sent to do it. She sweeps them away from grander
places, I can tell you, for I've been with her at it."
This was what he began to say, but as he spoke his eyes
came wide open, and behold, there were neither Apostles nor
vergers there — not even a window with the effigies of holy
men in it, but a dark heap of hay all about him, and the little
panes in the roof of his loft glimmering blue in the light of
the morning. Old Diamond was coming awake down below
in the stable. In a moment more he was on his feet, and
shaking himself so that young Diamond's bed trembled under
him.
"He's grand at shaking himself," said Diamond. "I wish
I could shake myself like that. But then I can wash myself,
and he can't. What fun it would be to see Old Diamond
washing his face with his hoofs and iron shoes! Wouldn't it
be a picture .f^"
So saying, he got up and dressed himself. Then he went
out into the garden. There must have been a tremendous
wind in the night, for although all was quiet now, there lay
the little summer-house crushed to the ground, and over it
the great elm-tree, which the wind had broken across, being
much decayed in the middle. Diamond almost cried to see
the wilderness of green leaves, which used to be so far up in
the blue air, tossing about in the breeze, and liking it best
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when the wind blew it most, now lying so near the ground,
and without any hope of ever getting up into the deep air
again.
*'I wonder how old the tree is!" thought Diamond. "It
must take a long time to get so near the sky as that poor tree
was."
"Yes, indeed," said a voice beside him, for Diamond had
spoken the last words aloud.
Diamond started, and looking round saw a clergyman, a
brother of Mrs. Coleman, who happened to be visiting her.
He was a great scholar, and was in the habit of rising
early.
"Who are you, my man.f^" he added.
"Little Diamond," answ^ered the boy.
"Oh! I have heard of you. How do you come to be up
so early?"
"Because the sham Apostles talked such nonsense, they
waked me up."
The clergyman stared. Diamond saw that he had better
have held his tongue, for he could not explain things.
"You must have been dreaming, my little man," said he.
"Dear! dear!" he went on, looking at the tree, "there has
been terrible work here. This is the north wind's doing.
What a pity! I wish we lived at the back of it, I'm sure."
"Where is that, sir.^" asked Diamond.
"Away in the Hyperborean regions," answered the clergy-
man, smiling.
"I never heard of the place," returned Diamond.
"I daresay not," answered the clergyman; "but if this
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tree had been there now, it would not have been blown down,
for there is no wind there."
"But, please, sir, if it had been there," said Diamond,
"we should not have had to be sorry for it."
"Certainly not."
"Then we shouldn't have had to be glad for it, either."
"You're quite right, my boy," said the clergyman, look-
ing at him very kindly, as he turned away to the house, with
his eyes bent towards the earth. But Diamond thought
within himself, "I will ask North Wind next time I see her
to take me to that country. I think she did speak about it
once before."
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HOW DIAMOND GOT TO THE BACK OF THE
NORTH WIND
WHEN Diamond went home to breakfast, he found
his father and mother already seated at the table.
They were both busy with their bread and butter,
and Diamond sat himself down in his usual place. His mother
looked up at him, and, after watching him for a moment,
said:
"I don't think the boy is looking well, husband."
"Don't you? Well, I don't know. I think he looks pretty
bobbish. How do you feel yourself. Diamond, my boy.^^"
"Quite well, thank you, father; at least, I think I've got
a little headache."
"There! I told you," said his father and mother both at
once.
"The child's very poorly," added his mother.
"The child's quite well," added his father.
And then they both laughed.
"You see," said his mother, "I've had a letter from my
sister at Sandwich."
"Sleepy old hole!" said his father.
"Don't abuse the place; there's good people in it," said
his mother.
"Right, old lady," returned his father; "only I don't be-
lieve there are more than two pair of carriage-horses in the
whole blessed place."
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"Well, people can get to heaven without carriages — or
coachmen either, husband. Not that I should like to go
without my coachman, you know. But about the boy?"
''What boy?"
"That boy, there, staring at you with his goggle-eyes."
"Have I got goggle-eyes, mother?" asked Diamond, a
little dismayed.
"Not too goggle," said his mother, who was quite proud
of her boy's eyes, only did not want to make him vain. "Not
too goggle; only you need not stare so."
"Well, what about him?" said his father.
"I told you I had got a letter."
"Yes, from your sister; not from Diamond."
"La, husband! you've got out of bed the wrong leg first
this morning, I do believe."
"I always get out with both at once," said his father,
laughing.
"Well, listen then. His aunt wants the bo}^ to go down
and see her."
"And that's why you want to make out that he ain't
looking well."
"No more he is. I think he had better go."
"Well, I don't care, if you can find the money," said his
father.
"I'll manage that," said his mother; and so it was agreed
that Diamond should go to Sandwich.
I will not describe the preparations Diamond made. You
would have thought he had been going on a three months'
voyage. Nor will I describe the journey, for our business is
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now at the place. He was met at the station by his aunt, a
cheerful middle-aged woman, and conveyed in safety to the
sleepy old town, as his father had called it. And no wonder
that it was sleepy, for it was nearly dead of old age.
Diamond went about staring, with his beautiful goggle-
eyes, at the quaint old streets, and the shops, and the houses.
Everything looked very strange, indeed; for here was a town
abandoned by its nurse, the sea, like an old oyster left on
the shore till it gaped for weariness. It used to be one of the
five chief seaports in England, but it began to hold itself too
high, and the consequence was the sea grew less and less
intimate with it, gradually drew back, and kept more to itself,
till at length it left it high and dry: Sandwich was a seaport
no more; the sea went on with its own tide-business a long
way off, and forgot it. Of course it went to sleep, and had no
more to do with ships. That's what comes to cities and
nations, and boys and girls, who say, "I can do without
your help. I'm enough for myself."
Diamond soon made great friends with an old woman who
kept a toyshop, for his mother had given him tw^opence for
pocket-money before he left, and he had gone into her shop
to spend it, and she got talking to him. She looked very
funny, because she had not got anj^ teeth, but Diamond liked
her, and went often to her shop, although he had nothing to
spend there after the twopence was gone.
One afternoon he had been wandering rather wearily about
the streets for some time. It was a hot day, and he felt tired.
As he passed the toyshop, he stepped in.
"Please may I sit down for a minute on this box.^" he
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said, thinking the old woman was somewhere in the shop.
But he got no answer, and sat down without one. Around
him were a great many toys of all prices, from a penny up
to shillings. All at once he heard a gentle whirring some-
where amongst them. It made him start and look behind him.
There were the sails of a windmill going round and round
almost close to his ear. He thought at first it must be one
of those toys which are wound up and go with clockwork;
but no, it was a common penny toy, with the windmill at the
end of a whistle, and when the whistle blows the w^indmill
goes. But the wonder was that there was no one at the
whistle end blowing, and yet the sails were turning round and
round — now faster, now slower, now faster again.
"What can it mean?" said Diamond, aloud.
"It means me," said the tiniest voice he had ever heard.
"Who are you, please.^" asked Diamond.
"Well, really, I begin to be ashamed of you," said the
voice. "I wonder how long it will be before you know me;
or how often I might take you in before you got sharp enough
to suspect me. You are as bad as a baby that doesn't know
his mother in a new bonnet."
"Not quite so bad as that, dear North Wind," said Dia-
mond, "for I didn't see you at all, and indeed I don't see
you yet, although I recognise your voice. Do grow a little,
please."
"Not a hair's-breadth," said the voice, and it was the
smallest voice that ever spoke. "What are you doing here?"
"I am come to see my aunt. But, please. North W^ind,
why didn't you come back for me in the church that night?"
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"I did. I carried you safe home. All the time you were
dreaming about the glass apostles, you were lying in my arms."
"I'm so glad," said Diamond. "I thought that must be
it, only I wanted to hear you say so. Did you sink the ship,
then?"
"Yes."
"And drown everybody .f^"
"Not quite. One boat got away with six or seven men
in it."
"How could the boat swim when the ship couldn't.'^"
"Of course I had some trouble with it. I had to contrive
a bit, and manage the waves a little. When they're once
thoroughly waked up, I have a good deal of trouble with
them sometimes. They're apt to get stupid with tumbling
over each other's heads. That's when they're fairly at it.
However, the boat got to a desert island before noon next
day."
"And what good will come of that.^"
"I don't know. I obeyed orders. Good bye."
"Oh! stay. North Wind, do stay!" cried Diamond, dis-
mayed to see the windmill get slower and slower.
"What is it, my dear child.^^" said North Wind, and the
windmill began turning again so swiftly that Diamond could
scarcely see it. "What a big voice you've got! and what a
noise you do make with it! What is it you want.'* I have
little to do, but that little must be done."
"I want you to take me to the country at the back of
the north wind."
"That's not so easy," said North Wind, and was silent
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for so long that Diamond thought she was gone indeed. But
after he had quite given her up, the voice began again.
"I almost wish old Herodotus had held his tongue about
it. Much he knew of it!"
"Why do you wish that. North Wind?"
"Because then that clergyman would never have heard
of it, and set you wanting to go. But we shall see. We shall
see. You must go home now, my dear, for you don't seem
very well, and I'll see what can be done for you. Don't wait
for me. I've got to break a few of old Goody's toys: she's
thinking too much of her new stock. Two or three will do.
There! go now."
Diamond rose, quite sorry, and without a word left the
shop, and went home.
It soon appeared that his mother had been right about
him, for that same afternoon his head began to ache very
much, and he had to go to bed.
He awoke in the middle of the night. The lattice window
of his room had blown open, and the curtains of his little bed
were swinging about in the wind.
"If that should be North Wind now!" thought Diamond.
But the next moment he heard some one closing the win-
dow, and his aunt came to the bedside. She put her hand
on his face, and said —
"How's your head, dear.^"
"Better, auntie, I think."
"Would you like something to drink?"
"Oh, yes! I should, please."
So his aunt gave him some lemonade, for she had been
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used to nursing sick people, and Diamond felt very much
refreshed, and laid his head down again to go very fast asleep,
as he thought. And so he did, but only to come awake again,
as a fresh burst of wind blew the lattice open a second time.
The'same moment he found himself in a cloud of North Wind's
hair, with her beautiful face, set in it like a moon, bending
over him.
"Quick, Diamond!" she said. "I have found such a
chance!"
*'But I'm not well," said Diamond.
"I know that, but you will be better for a little fresh air.
You shall have plenty of that."
"You want me to go, then?"
"Yes, I do. It won't hurt you."
"Very well," said Diamond; and getting out of the bed-
clothes, he jumped into North Wind's arms.
"We must make haste before your aunt comes," said she,
as she glided out of the open lattice and left it swinging.
The moment Diamond felt her arms fold around him he
began to feel better. It was a moonless night, and very dark,
with glimpses of stars when the clouds parted.
"I used to dash the waves about here," said North Wind,
"where cows and sheep are feeding now; but we shall soon
get to them. There they are."
And Diamond, looking down, saw the white glimmer of
breaking water far below him.
"You see. Diamond," said North Wind, "it is very diffi-
cult for me to get you to the back of the north wind, for that
country lies in the very north itself, and of course I can't
blow northwards."
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"Why not?" asked Diamond.
"You little silly!" said North Wind. "Don't you see
that if I were to blow northwards I should be South Wind,
and that is as much as to say that one person could be two
j>ersons.^"
"But how can you ever get home at all, then.^"
"You are quite right — that is my home, though I never
get farther than the outer door. I sit on the doorstep, and
hear the voices inside. I am nobody there, Diamond."
"I'm very sorry."
"Why?"
"That you should be nobody."
"Oh, I don't mind it. Dear little man! you will be very
glad some day to be nobody yourself. But you can't under-
stand that now, and you had better not try; for if you do,
you will be certain to go fancying some egregious nonsense,
and making yourself miserable about it."
"Then I won't," said Diamond.
"There's a good boy. It will all come in good time."
"But you haven't told me how you get to the doorstep,
you know."
"It is easy enough for me. I have only to consent to
be nobody, and there I am. I draw into myself, and there
I am on the doorstep. But you can easily see, or you have
less sense than I think, that to drag you, you heavy thing,
along with me, would take centuries, and I could not give
the time to it."
"Oh, I'm so sorry!" said Diamond.
"What for now, pet?"
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"That I'm so heavy for you. I would be lighter if I
could, but I don't know how."
"You silly darling! Why, I could toss you a hundred
miles from me if I liked. It is only when I am going home
that I shall find you heavy."
"Then you are going home with me?"
"Of course. Did I not come to fetch you just for that?'*
"But all this time you must be going southwards."
"Yes. Of course I am."
"How can you be taking me northwards, then?"
"A very sensible question. But you shall see. I will get
rid of a few of these clouds — only they do come up so fast!
It's like trying to blow a brook dry. There! What do you
see now?"
"I think I see a little boat, away there, down below."
"A little boat, indeed! Well! She's a yacht of two hun-
dred tons; and the captain of it is a friend of mine; for he
is a man of good sense, and can sail his craft well. I've helped
him many a time when he little thought it. I've heard him
grumbling at me, when I was doing the very best I could for
him. Why, I've carried him eighty miles a day, again and
again, right north."
"He must have dodged for that," said Diamond, who had
been watching the vessels, and had seen that they went other
ways than the wind blew.
" Of course he must. But don't you see, it was the best I
could do? I couldn't be South Wind. And besides it gave
him a share in the business. It is not good at all — mind
that, Diamond — to do everything for those you love, and not
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give them a share in the doing. It's not kind. It's making
too much of yourself, my child. If I had been South Wind,
he would only have smoked his pipe all day, and made him-
self stupid."
"But how could he be a man of sense and grumble at
you when you were doing yom* best for him.^"
"Oh! you must make allowances," said North Wind, "or
you will never do justice to anybody. You do understand,
then, that a captain may sail north "
"In spite of a north wind — ^j^es," supplemented Diamond.
"Now, I do think you must be stupid, my dear," said
North Wind. "Suppose the north wind did not blow, where
would he be then.^^"
"Why then the south wind would carry him."
"So you think that when the north wind stops the south
wind blows. Nonsense. If I didn't blow, the captain couldn't
sail his eighty miles a day. No doubt South Wind would
carry him faster, but South Wind is sitting on her doorstep
then, and if I stopped there would be a dead calm. So you
are all wrong to say he can sail north in spite of me; he sails
north by my help, and my help alone. You see that. Dia-
mond .f^"
"Yes, I do. North Wind. I am stupid, but I don't want
to be stupid."
" Good boy ! I am going to blow you north in that little
craft, one of the finest that ever sailed the sea. Here we are,
right over it. I shall be blowing against you; you will be
sailing against me; and all will be just as we want it. The
captain won't get on so fast as he would like, but he will get
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on, and so shall we. I'm just going to put you on board.
Do you see in front of the tiller — that thing the man is work-
ing, now to one side, now to the other — a round thing like
the top of a drum.^"
"Yes," said Diamond.
*' Below that is where they keep their spare sails, and some
stores of that sort. I am going to blow that cover off. The
same moment I will drop you on deck, and you must tumble
in. Don't be afraid, it is of no depth, and you will fall on a
roll of sail-cloth. You will find it nice and warm and dry —
only dark; and you will know I am near you by every
roll and pitch of the vessel. Coil yourself up and go to
sleep. The yacht shall be my cradle, and you shall be
my baby."
"Thank you, dear North Wind. I am not a bit afraid,"
said Diamond.
In a moment they were on a level with the bulwarks, and
North Wind sent the hatch of the after-store rattling away
over the deck to leeward. The next, Diamond found himself
in the dark, for he had tumbled through the hole as North
Wind had told him, and the cover was replaced over his head.
Away he went rolling to leeward, for the wind began all at
once to blow hard. He heard the call of the captain, and the
loud trampling of the men over his head, as they hauled at
the main sheet to get the boom on board that they might take
in a reef in the mainsail. Diamond felt about until he had
found what seemed the most comfortable place, and there he
snuggled down and lay.
Hours after hours, a great many of them, went by; and
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still Diamond lay there. He never felt in the least tired or
impatient, for a strange pleasure filled his heart. The strain-
ing of the masts, the creaking of the boom, the singing of the
ropes, the banging of the blocks as they put the vessel about,
all fell in with the roaring of the wind above, the surge of the
waves past her sides, and the thud with which every now and
then one would strike her; while through it all Diamond could
hear the gurgling, rippling, talking flow of the water against
her planks, as she slipped through it, lying now on this side,
now on that — like a subdued air running through the grand
music his North Wind was making about him to keep him
from tiring as they sped on towards the country at the back
of her doorstep.
How long this lasted Diamond had no idea. He seemed
to fall asleep sometimes, only through the sleep he heard the
sounds going on. At length the weather seemed to get worse.
The confusion and trampling of feet grew more frequent over
his head; the vessel lay over more and more on her side, and
went roaring through the waves, which banged and thumped
at her as if in anger. All at once arose a terrible uproar.
The hatch was blown off; a cold fierce wind swept in upon
him; and a long arm came with it which laid hold of him and
lifted him out. The same moment he saw the little vessel far
below him righting herself. She had taken in all her sails
and lay now tossing on the waves like a sea-bird with folded
wings. A short distance to the south lay a much larger ves-
sel, with two or three sails set, and towards it North Wind
was carrying Diamond. It was a German ship, on its way to
the North Pole.
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"That vessel down there will give us a lift now," said
North Wind; "and after that I must do the best I can."
She managed to hide him amongst the flags of the big
ship, which were all snugly stowed away, and on and on they
sped towards the north. At length one night she whispered
in his ear, "Come on deck. Diamond;" and he got up at
once and crept on deck. Everything looked very strange.
Here and there on all sides were huge masses of floating ice,
looking like cathedrals, and castles, and crags, while away
beyond was a blue sea.
"Is the sun rising or setting?" asked Diamond.
"Neither or both, which you please. I can hardly tell
which myself. If he is setting now, he will be rising the next
moment."
"What a strange light it is!" said Diamond. "I have
heard that the sun doesn't go to bed all the summer in these
parts. Miss Coleman told me that. I suppose he feels very
sleepy, and that is why the light he sends out looks so like
a dream."
"That will account for it well enough for all practical
purposes," said North Wind.
Some of the icebergs were drifting northward: one was
passing very near the ship. North Wind seized Diamond, and
with a single bound lighted on one of them — a huge thing,
with sharp pinnacles and great clefts. The same instant a
wind began to blow from the south. North Wind hurried
Diamond down the north side of the iceberg, stepping by its
jags and splintering; for this berg had never got far enough
south to be melted and smoothed by the summer sun. She
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brought him to a cave near the water, where she entered,
and, letting Diamond go, sat down as if weary on a ledge of
ice.
Diamond seated himself on the other side, and for a while
was enraptured with the color of the air inside the cave. It
was a deep, dazzling, lovely blue, deeper than the deepest
blue of the sky. The blue seemed to be in constant motion,
like the blackness when you press your eyeballs with your
fingers, boiling and sparkling. But when he looked across to
North Wind he was frightened; her face was worn and livid.
"What is the matter with you, dear North Wind.^ " he said.
" Nothing much. I feel very faint. But you mustn't mind
it, for I can bear it quite well. South Wind always blows me
faint. If it were not for the cool of the thick ice between
me and her, I should faint altogether. Indeed, as it is, I fear
I must vanish."
Diamond stared at her in terror, for he saw that her form
and face were growing, not small, but transparent, like some-
thing dissolving, not in water, but in light. He could see the
side of the blue cave through her very heart. And she melted
away till all that was left was a pale face, like the moon in
the morning, with two great lucid eyes in it.
*'I am going, Diamond," she said.
"Does it hurt you?" asked Diamond.
"It's very uncomfortable," she answered; "but I don't
mind it, for I shall come all right again before long. I thought
I should be able to go with you all the way, but I cannot.
You must not be frightened though. Just go straight on, and
you will come all right. You'll find me on the doorstep."
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As she spoke, her face too faded quite away, only Diamond
thought he could still see her eyes shining through the blue.
When he went closer, however, he found that what he thought
her eyes were only two hollows in the ice. North W^ind was
quite gone; and Diamond would have cried, if he had not
trusted her so thoroughly. So he sat still in the blue air of
the cavern listening to the wash and ripple of the w^ater all
about the base of the iceberg, as it sped on and on into the
open sea northwards. It was an excellent craft to go with a
current, for there was twice as much of it below water as
above. But a light south wind was blowing too, and so it
went fast.
After a little while Diamond went out and sat on the edge
of his floating island, and looked down into the ocean beneath
him. The white sides of the berg reflected so much light below
the water, that he could see far down into the green abyss.
Sometimes he fancied he saw the eyes of North Wind looking
up at him from below, but the fancy never lasted beyond the
moment of its birth. And the time passed he did not know
how, for he felt as if he were in a dream. WTien he got tired
of the green water, he went into the blue cave; and when he
got tired of the blue cave he went out and gazed all about
him on the blue sea, ever sparkling in the sun, which kept
wheeling about the sky, never going below the horizon. But
he chiefly gazed northwards, to see whether any land were
appearing. All this time he never wanted to eat. He broke
off little bits of the berg now and then and sucked them, and
he thought them very nice.
At length, one time he came out of his cave, he spied, far
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off upon the horizon, a shining peak that rose into the sky Hke
the top of some tremendous iceberg; and his vessel was bear-
ing him straight towards it. As it went on the peak rose and
rose higher and higher above the horizon; and other peaks
rose after it, with sharp edges and jagged ridges connecting
them. Diamond thought this must be the place he was going
to; and he was right; for the mountains rose and rose, till
he saw the line of the coast at their feet, and at length the
iceberg drove into a little bay, all round which were lofty
precipices with snow on their tops, and streaks of ice down
their sides. The berg floated slowly up to a projecting rock.
Diamond stepped on shore, and without looking behind him
began to follow a natural path which led windingly towards
the top of the precipice.
When he reached it, he found himself on a broad table of
ice, along which he could walk without much difficulty. Before
him, at a considerable distance, rose a lofty ridge of ice, which
shot up into fantastic pinnacles and towers and battlements.
The air was very cold, and seemed somehow dead, for there
was not the slightest breath of wind.
In the centre of the ridge before him appeared a gap like
the opening of a valley. But as he walked towards it, gazing,
and wondering whether that could be the way he had to take,
he saw that what had appeared a gap was the form of a woman
seated against the ice front of the ridge, leaning forward with
her hands in her lap, and her hair hanging down to the ground.
"It is North Wind on her doorstep," said Diamond joy-
fully, and hurried on.
He soon came up to the place, and there the form sat,
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like one of the great figures at the door of an Egyptian temple,
motionless, with drooping arms and head. Then Diamond
grew frightened, because she did not move nor speak. He was
sure it was North Wind, but he thought she must be dead at
last. Her face was white as the snow, her eyes were blue as
the air in the ice-cave, and her hair hung down straight, like
icicles. She had on a greenish robe, like the color in the
hollows of a glacier seen from far off.
He stood up before her, and gazed fearfully into her face
for a few minutes before he ventured to speak. At length,
with a great effort and a trembling voice, he faltered out —
"North Wind!"
"Well, child .f^" said the form, without lifting its head.
"Are you ill, dear North Wind.^"
"No. I am waiting."
"WTiat for.?^"
"Till I'm wanted."
"You don't care for me any more," said Diamond, almost
crying now\
"Yes, I do. Only I can't show it. All my love is down
at the bottom of my heart. But I feel it bubbling there."
"What do you want me to do next, dear North Wind.^"
said Diamond, wishing to show his love by being obedient.
"What do you want to do yourself. f^"
"I want to go into the country at your back."
"Then you must go through me."
"I don't know what you mean."
"I mean just what I say. You must walk on as if I were
an open door, and go right through me."
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"But that will hurt you."
"Not in the least. It will hurt you, though."
"I don't mind that, if you tell me to do it."
"Do it," said North Wind.
Diamond walked towards her instantly. When he reached
her knees, he put out his hand to lay it on her, but nothing-
was there save an intense cold. He walked on. Then all grew
white about him; and the cold stung him like fire. He walked
on still, groping through the whiteness. It thickened about
him. At last, it got into his heart, and he lost all sense. I
would say that he fainted — only whereas in common faints all
grows black about you, he felt swallowed up in whiteness. It
was when he reached North Wind's heart that he fainted and
fell. But as he fell, he rolled over the threshold, and it was
thus that Diamond got to the back of the north wind.
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I HAVE now come to the most difficult part of my story.
And why? Because I do not know enough about it.
And why should I not know as much about this part as
about any other part? for of course I could know nothing
about the story except Diamond had told it; and why should
not Diamond tell about the country at the back of the north
wind, as well as about his adventures in getting there? Be-
cause, when he came back, he had forgotten a great deal, and
what he did remember was very hard to tell. Things there
are so different from things here! The people there do not
speak the same language for one thing. Indeed, Diamond
insisted that there they do not speak at all. I do not think
he was right, but it may well have appeared so to Diamond.
The fact is, we have different reports of the place from the
most trustworthy people. Therefore we are bound to believe
that it appears somewhat different to different people. All,
however, agree in a general way about it.
I will tell you something of what two very different people
have reported, both of whom knew more about it, I believe,
than Herodotus. One of them speaks from his own expe-
rience, for he visited the country; the other from the testi-
mony of a young peasant girl who came back from it for a
month's visit to her friends. The former was a great Italian
of noble family, who died more than five hundred years ago;
the latter a Scotch shepherd who died not forty years ago.
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The Italian, then, informs us that he had to enter that
country through a fire so hot that he would have thrown him-
self into boiling glass to cool himself. This was not Diamond's
experience, but then Durante — that was the name of the Ital-
ian, and it means Lasting, for his books will last as long as
there are enough men in the world worthy of having them —
Durante was an elderly man, and Diamond was a little boy,
and so their experience must be a little different. The peasant
girl, on the other hand, fell fast asleep in a wood, and woke
in the same country.
In describing it. Durante says that the ground everywhere
smelt sweetly, and that a gentle, even-tempered wind, which
never blew faster or slower, breathed in his face as he went,
making all the leaves point one way, not so as to disturb the
birds in the tops of the trees, but, on the contrary, sounding
a bass to their song. He describes also a little river which
was so full that its little waves, as it hm-ried along, bent the
grass, full of red and yellow flowers, through which it flowed.
He says that the purest stream in the world beside this one
would look as if it were mixed with something that did not
belong to it, even although it was flowing ever in the brown
shadow of the trees, and neither sun nor moon could shine
upon it. He seems to imply that it is always the month of
May in that countr^\ It would be out of place to describe
here the wonderful sights he saw, for the music of them is
in another key from that of this story, and I shall therefore
only add from the account of this travefler, that the people
there are so free and so just and so healthy, that every one
of them has a crowm like a king and a mitre like a priest.
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The peasant girl — Kilmeny was her name — could not
report such grand things as Durante, for, as the shepherd
says, telling her story as I tell Diamond's —
"Kilmeny had been she knew not where,
And Kilmeny had seen what she could not declare;
Kilmeny had been where the cock never crew,
Where the rain never fell, and the wind never blew;
But it seemed as the harp of the sky had rung.
And the airs of heaven played round her tongue,
When she spoke of the lovely forms she had seen,
And a land where sin had never been;
A land of love and a land of light,
Withouten sun, or moon, or night;
Where the river swayed a living stream.
And the light a pure and cloudless beam:
The land of vision it would seem,
And still an everlasting dream."
The last two lines are the shepherd's own remark, and a
matter of opinion. But it is clear, I think, that Kilmeny
must have described the same country as Durante saw,
though, not having his experience, she could neither under-
stand nor describe it so well.
Now I must give you such fragments of recollection as
Diamond was able to bring back with him.
WTien he came to himself after he fell, he found himself
at the back of the north wind. North Wind herself was no-
where to be seen. Neither was there a vestige of snow or of
ice within sight. The sun too had vanished; but that was
no matter, for there was plenty of a certain still rayless light.
WTiere it came from he never found out; but he thought it
belonged to the country itself. Sometimes he thought it
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came out of the flowers, which were very bright, but had no
strong color. He said the river — for all agree that there is a
river there — flowed not only thi-ough, but over grass: its
channel, instead of being rock, stones, pebbles, sand, or any-
thing else, was of pure meadow grass, not over long. He in-
sisted that if it did not sing tunes in people's ears, it sung
tunes in their heads, in proof of which I may mention, that,
in the troubles which followed, Diamond was often heard sing-
ing; and when asked what he was singing, would answer,
"One of the tunes the river at the back of the north wind
simg." And I may as well say at once that Diamond never
told these things to any one but — no, I had better not say
who it was; but whoever it was told me, and I thought it
would be well to WTite them for my child-readers.
He could not say that he was very happy there, for he had
neither his father nor mother ^^-ith him, but he felt so still
and quiet and patient and contented, that, as far as the mere
feeling went, it was something better than mere happiness.
Nothing went wrong at the back of the north wind. Neither
was anything quite right, he thought. Only every^thing was
going to be right some day. His account disagreed with that
of Durante, and agreed Tv^th that of Kilmeny, in this, that
he protested there was no wind there at all. I fancy he missed
it. At all events ice could not do wathout Tvdnd. It all de-
pends on how big our lungs are w^hether the ^ind is too strong
for us or not.
When the person he told about it asked him whether he
saw anybody he knew there, he answered, "Only a little girl
belonging to the gardener, who thought he had lost her, but
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was quite mistaken, for there she was safe enough, and was
to come back some day, as I came back, if they would only
wait."
"Did you talk to her, Diamond?"
" No. Nobody talks there. They only look at each other,
and understand everything."
"Is it cold there?"
"No."
"Is it hot?"
"No."
"^Miat isitthen?"
"You never think about such things there."
"What a queer place it must be!"
"It's a ver^^ good place."
"Do you want to go back again?"
"No: I don't think I have ever left it; I feel it here,
somewhere."
"Did the people there look pleased?"
"Yes — quite pleased, only a little sad."
"Then they didn't look glad?"
"They looked as if they were w^aiting to be gladder some
day."
This was how Diamond used to answer questions about
that country. And now I will take up the story again, and
tell you how he got back to this country.
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HOW DIAMOND GOT HOME AGAIN
WHEN one at the back of the north wind wanted
to know how things were going with any one he
loved, he had to go to a certain tree, cHmb the
stem, and sit down in the branches. In a few minutes, if he
kept very still, he would see something at least of what was
going on with the people he loved.
One day when Diamond was sitting in this tree, he began
to long verj^ much to get home again, and no wonder, for
he saw his mother crying. Durante says that the people
there may always follow their wishes, because they never
wish but what is good. Diamond's wish was to get home,
and he would fain follow his wish.
But how was he to set about it? If he could only see
North Wind! But the moment he had got to her back, she
was gone altogether from his sight. He had never seen her
back. She might be sitting on her doorstep still, looking
southwards, and waiting, white and thin and blue-eyed, until
she was wanted. Or she might have again become a mighty
creature, with power to do that which was demanded of her,
and gone far away upon many missions. She must be some-
where, however. He could not go home without her, and
therefore he must find her. She could never have intended
to leave him always away from his mother. If there had
been any danger of that, she would have told him, and given
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him his choice about going. For North Wind was right
honest. How to find North Wind, therefore, occupied all his
thoughts.
In his anxiety about his mother, he used to climb the tree
every day, and sit in its branches. However many of the
dwellers there did so, they never incommoded one another;
for the moment one got into the tree, he became invisible to
every one else; and it was such a wide-spreading tree that
there was room for every one of the people of the country
in it, without the least interference with each other. Some-
times, on getting down, two of them would meet at the root,
and then they w^ould smile to each other more sweetly than
at any other time, as much as to say, "Ah, you've been up
there too!"
One day he was sitting on one of the outer branches of the
tree, looking southwards after his home. Far away was a
blue shining sea, dotted wdth gleaming and sparkling specks
of white. Those were the icebergs. Nearer he saw a great
range of snow-capped mountains, and down below him the
lovely meadow-grass of the country, with the stream flowing
and flowing through it, away towards the sea. As he looked
he began to wonder, for the whole country lay beneath him
like a map, and that which was near him looked just as small
as that which he knew to be miles away. The ridge of ice
which encircled it appeared but a few yards off, and no larger
than the row of pebbles with which a child will mark out the
boundaries of the kingdom he has appropriated on the sea-
shore. He thought he could distinguish the vapoury form of
North Wind, seated as he had left her, on the other side.
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Hastily he descended the tree, and to his amazement found
that the map or model of the country still lay at his feet.
He stood in it. With one stride he had crossed the river;
with another he had reached the ridge of ice; with the third
he stepped over its peaks, and sank wearily down at North
Wind's knees. For there she sat on her doorstep. The peaks
of the great ridge of ice were as lofty as ever behind her, and
the country at her back had vanished from Diamond's view.
North Wind was as still as Diamond had left her. Her
pale face was white as the snow, and her motionless eyes
were as blue as the caverns in the ice. But the instant Dia-
mond touched her, her face began to change like that of one
waking from sleep. Light began to glimmer from the blue of
her eyes. A moment more, and she laid her hand on Dia-
mond's head, and began playing mth his hair. Diamond
took hold of her hand, and laid his face to it. She gave a
little start.
"How very alive you are, child!" she murmured. "Come
nearer to me."
By the help of the stones all around he clambered up
beside her, and laid himself against her bosom. She gave a
great sigh, slowly lifted her arms, and slowly folded them
about him, until she clasped him close. Yet a moment, and
she roused herself, and came quite awake; and the cold of
her bosom, which had pierced Diamond's bones, vanished.
"Have you been sitting here ever since I went through
you, dear North Wind?" asked Diamond, stroking her hand.
"Yes," she answered, looking at him with her old kindness.
"Ain't you very tired .f^"
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"No; I've often had to sit longer. Do you know how
long you have been?"
"Oh! years and years," answered Diamond.
"You have just been seven days," returned North Wind.
"I thought I had been a hundred years!" exclaimed
Diamond.
"Yes, I dare say," replied North Wind. "You've been
away from here seven days; but how long you may have been
in there is quite another thing. Behind my back and before
my face things are so different! They don't go at all by the
same rule."
"I'm very glad," said Diamond, after thinking a while.
"Why?" asked North Wind.
"Because I've been such a long time there, and such a
little while away from mother. W^hy, she won't be expect-
ing me home from Sandwich yet!"
"No. But we mustn't talk any longer. I've got my
orders now, and we must be off in a few minutes."
Next moment Diamond found himself sitting alone on the
rock. North Wind had vanished. A creature like a great
humble-bee or cockchafer flew past his face; but it could be
neither, for there were no insects amongst the ice. It passed
him again and again, flying in circles around him, and he
concluded that it must be North Wind herself, no bigger than
Tom Thumb when his mother put him in the nutshell lined
with flannel. But she was no longer vapoury and thin. She
was solid, although tiny. A moment more, and she perched
on his shoulder.
"Come along, Diamond," she said in his ear, in the small-
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est and highest of treble voices; "it is time we were setting
out for Sandwich."
Diamond could just see her, by turning his head towards
his shoulder as far as he could, but only mth one eye, for
his nose came between her and the other.
"Won't you take me in your arms and carry me?*' he
said in a whisper, for he knew she did not like a loud voice
when she was small.
"Ah! you ungrateful boy," returned North Wind, smiling,
"how dare you make game of me.^ Yes, I will carry you,
but you shall walk a bit for your impertinence first. Come
along."
She jumped from his shoulder, but when Diamond looked
for her upon the ground, he could see nothing but a little
spider with long legs that made its way over the ice towards
the south. It ran very fast indeed for a spider, but Diamond
ran a long way before it, and then waited for it. It was up
with him sooner than he had expected, however, and it had
grown a good deal. And the spider grew and grew and went
faster and faster, till all at once Diamond discovered that it
was not a spider, but a weasel; and away glided the weasel,
and away w^ent Diamond after it, and it took all the run
there was in him to keep up with the weasel. And the weasel
grew, and grew, and grew% till all at once Diamond saw that
the weasel was not a weasel but a cat. And away went the
cat, and Diamond after it. And when he had run half a mile,
he found the cat waiting for him, sitting up and washing her
face not to lose time. And away went the cat again, and
Diamond after it. But the next time he came up with the
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cat, the cat was not a cat, but a hunting-leopard. And the
hunting-leopard grew to a jaguar, all covered with spots like
eyes. And the jaguar grew to a Bengal tiger. And at none
of them was Diamond afraid, for he had been at North Wind's
back, and he could be afraid of her no longer whatever she
did or grew. And the tiger flew over the snow in a straight
line for the south, growing less and less to Diamond's eyes
till it was only a black speck upon the whiteness; and then
it vanished altogether. And now Diamond felt that he would
rather not run any farther, and that the ice had got very
rough. Besides, he was near the precipices that bounded the
sea, so he slackened his pace to a walk, saying aloud to him-
self:
"When North Wind has punished me enough for making
game of her, she will come back to me; I know she will, for
I can't go much farther without her."
"You dear boy! It was only in fun. Here I am!" said
North Wind's voice behind him.
Diamond turned, and saw her as he liked best to see her,
standing besid.^ him, a tall lady.
"Where's the tiger .^" he asked, for he knew all the crea-
tures from a picture book that Miss Coleman had given him.
"But, of course," he added, "you were the tiger. I was
puzzled and forgot. I saw it such a long way off before me,
and there you were behind me. It's so odd, you know."
"It must look very odd to you. Diamond: I see that.
But it is no more odd to me than to break an old pine in
two."
"Well, that's odd enough," remarked Diamond.
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"So it is! I forgot. Well, none of these things are odder
to me than it is to you to eat bread and butter."
"Well, that's odd too, when I think of it," persisted Dia-
mond. "I should just like a slice of bread and butter! I'm
afraid to say how long it is — ^how long it seems to me, that
is — since I had anything to eat."
"Come then," said North Wind, stooping and holding out
her arms. "You shall have some bread and butter very soon.
I am glad to find you want some."
Diamond held up his arms to meet hers, and was safe
upon her bosom. North Wind bounded into the air. Her
tresses began to lift and rise and spread and stream and flow
and flutter; and with a roar from her hair and an answering
roar from one of the great glaciers beside them, whose slow
torrent tumbled two or three icebergs at once into the waves
at their feet. North Wind and Diamond went flying south-
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WHO MET DIAMOND AT SANDWICH
AS they flew, so fast they went that the sea sHd away
Z_^ from under them Hke a great web of shot silk, blue
■^ -^ shot with grey, and green shot with purple. They
went so fa^t that the stars themselves appeared to sail away
past them overhead, "like golden boats," on a blue sea turned
upside down. And they went so fast that Diamond himself
went the other way as fast — I mean he went fast asleep in
North Wind's arms.
When he woke, a face was bending over him; but it was
not North Wind's; it was his mother's. He put out his arms
to her, and she clasped him to her bosom and burst out cry-
ing. Diamond kissed her again and again to make her stop.
Perhaps kissing is the best thing for crying, but it will not
always stop it.
"What is the matter, mother .f^" he said.
"Oh, Diamond, my darling! you have been so ill!" she
sobbed.
"No, mother dear. I've only been at the back of the
north wind," returned Diamond.
"I thought you were dead," said his mother.
But that moment the doctor came in.
"Oh! there!" said the doctor with gentle cheerfulness;
"we're better to-day, I see."
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Then he drew the mother aside, and told her not to talk
to Diamond, or to mind what he might say; for he must be
kept as quiet as possible. And indeed Diamond was not much
inclined to talk, for he felt very strange and weak, which was
little wonder, seeing that all the time he had been away he
had only sucked a few lumps of ice, and there could not be
much nourishment in them.
Now while he is lying there, getting strong again with
chicken broth and other nice things, I will tell my readers
what had been taking place at his home, for they ought to
be told it.
They may have forgotten that Miss Coleman was in a
very poor state of health. Now there were three reasons for
this. In the first place, her lungs were not strong. In the
second place, there was a gentleman somewhere who had not
behaved very well to her. In the third place, she had not any-
thing particular to do. These three nots together are enough
to make a lady very ill indeed. Of course she could not help
the first cause; but if the other two causes had not existed,
that would have been of little consequence; she would only
have had to be a little careful. The second she could not
help quite; but if she had had anything to do, and had done
it well, it would have been very difficult for any man to be-
have badly to her. And for this third cause of her illness, if
she had had anything to do that was worth doing, she might
have borne his bad behavior so that even that would not
have made her ill. It is not always easy, I confess, to find
something to do that is worth doing, but the most difficult
things are constantly being done, and she might have found
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something if she had tried. Her fault lay in this, that she
had not tried. But, to be sure, her father and mother were
to blame that they had never set her going. Only then again,
nobody had told her father and mother that they ought to
set her going in that direction. So as none of them would
find it out of themselves. North Wuid had to teach them.
We know that North Wind was very busy that night on
which she left Diamond in the cathedral. She had in a sense
been blowing through and through the Colemans' house the
whole of the night. First, Miss Coleman's maid had left a
chink of her mistress's window open, thinking she had shut
it, and North Wind had wound a few of her hairs round the
lady's throat. She was considerably worse the next morning.
Again, the ship which North Wind had sunk that very night
belonged to Mr. Coleman. Nor will my readers understand
what a heav;^^ loss this was to him until I have informed them
that he had been getting poorer and poorer for some time.
He was not so successful in his speculations as he had been,
for he speculated a great deal more than was right, and it
was time he should be pulled up. It is a hard thing for a rich
man to grow poor; but it is an awful thing for him to grow
dishonest, and some kinds of speculation lead a man deep
into dishonesty before he thinks what he is about. Poverty
will not make a man worthless — he may be worth a great deal
more when he is poor than he was w^hen he was rich; but
dishonesty goes very far indeed to make a man of no value —
a thing to be thrown out in the dust-hole of the creation,
like a bit of a broken basin, or a dirty rag. So North Wind
had to look after Mr. Coleman, and try to make an honest
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man of him. So she sank the ship which was his last ven-
ture, and he was what himself and his T^nfe and the world
called ruined.
Nor was this all yet. For on board that vessel Miss Cole-
man's lover was a passenger; and when the news came that
the vessel had gone down, and that all on board had perished,
we may be sure she did not think the loss of their fine house
and garden and furniture the gTeatest misfortune in the world.
Of course, the trouble did not end with Mr. Coleman and
his family. Nobody can suffer alone. When the cause of
suffering is most deeply hidden in the heart, and nobody
knows anything about it but the man himself, he must be
a great and a good man indeed, such as few of us have known,
if the pain inside him does not make him behave so as to
cause all about him to be more or less uncomfortable. But
when a man brings money -troubles on himself by making
haste to be rich, then most of the people he has to do with
must suffer in the same way with himself. The elm-tree which
North Wind blew down that very night, as if small and great
trials were to be gathered in one heap, crushed Miss Cole-
man's pretty summer-house: just so the fall of Mr. Coleman
crushed the little family that lived over his coach-house and
stable. Before Diamond was well enough to be taken home,
there was no home for him to go to. Mr. Coleman — or his
creditors, for I do not know the particulars — had sold house,
carriage, horses, furniture, and everything. He and his wife
and daughter and Mrs. Crump had gone to live in a small
house in Hoxton, where he would be unknown, and whence he
could walk to his place of business in the City. For he was
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not an old man, and hoped yet to retrieve his fortunes. Let
us hope that he Hved to retrieve his honesty, the tail of which
had slipped through his fingers to the very last joint, if not
beyond it.
Of course, Diamond's father had nothing to do for a time,
but it was not so hard for him to have nothing to do as it
was for Miss Coleman. He wrote to his wife that, if her sister
would keep her there till he got a place, it would be better
for them, and he would be greatly obliged to her. Mean-
time, the gentleman who had bought the house had allowed
his furniture to remain w^here it was for a little while.
Diamond's aunt was quite w^illing to keep them as long as
she could. And indeed Diamond was not yet well enough to
be moved with safety.
When he had recovered so far as to be able to go out, one
day his mother got her sister's husband, who had a little
pony-cart, to carry them down to the sea-shore, and leave
them there for a few hours. He had some business to do
further on at Ramsgate, and would pick them up as he re-
turned. A whiff of the sea-air would do them both good, she
said, and she thought besides she could best tell Diamond what
had happened if she had him quite to herself.
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THE SEASIDE
DIAMOND and his mother sat down upon the edge
of the rough grass that bordered the sand. The sun
was just far enough past its highest not to shine in
their eyes when they looked eastward. A sweet Uttle wind
blew on their left side, and comforted the mother without
letting her know what it was that comforted her. Away
before them stretched the sparkling w^aters of the ocean, every
wave of which flashed out its own delight back in the face of
the great sun, which looked down from the stillness of its
blue house with gloriously silent face upon its flashing chil-
dren. On each hand the shore rounded outwards, forming a
little bay. There were no white cliffs here, as further north
and south, and the place was rather dreary, but the sky got
at them so much the better. Not a house, not a creature was
within sight. Dry sand was about their feet, and under them
thin wiry grass, that just managed to grow out of the poverty-
stricken shore.
"Oh dear!" said Diamond's mother, with a deep sigh,
"it's a sad world!"
"Is it.?" said Diamond; "I didn't know."
"How should you know, child? You've been too well
taken care of, I trust."
"Oh yes, I have," returned Diamond. "I'm so sorry! I
thought you were taken care of too. I thought my father
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took care of you. I will ask him about it. I think he must
have forgotten."
"Dear boy!" said his mother; "yoiu* father's the best man
in the world."
*'So I thought!" returned Diamond with triumph. "I
was sure of it! — Well, doesn't he take very good care of
you?
"Yes, yes, he does," answered his mother, bursting into
tears. "But who's to take care of him.^^ And how is he to
take care of us if he's got nothing to eat himself?"
"Oh dear!" said Diamond with a gasp; "hasn't he got
anything to eat? Oh! I must go home to him."
"No, no, child. He's not come to that yet. But what's
to become of us, I don't know."
"Are you very hungry, mother? There's the basket. I
thought you put something to eat in it."
"O you darling stupid! I didn't say I was hungry," re-
turned his mother, smiling through her tears.
"Then I don't understand you at all," said Diamond.
"Do tell me what's the matter."
"There are people in the world who have nothing to eat.
Diamond."
"Then I suppose they don't stop in it any longer. They
— ^they — what you call — die — don't they?"
"Yes, they do. How would you like that?"
"I don't know. I never tried. But I suppose they go
where they get something to eat."
"Like enough they don't want it," said his mother,
petulantly.
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"That's all right then," said Diamond, thinking I dare
say more than he chose to put in words.
"Is it though? Poor boy! how little you know about
things ! Mr. Coleman's lost all his money, and your father has
nothing to do, and we shall have nothing to eat by and by."
"Are you sure, mother?"
"Sure of what?"
"Sure that we shall have nothing to eat."
"No, thank Heaven! I'm not sure of it. I hope not."
"Then I cant understand it, mother. There's a piece of
gingerbread in the basket, I know."
"O you little bird! You have no more sense than a spar-
row that picks what it wants, and never thinks of the winter
and the frost and the snow."
"Ah — yes — I see. But the birds get through the winter,
don't they?"
"Some of them fall dead on the ground."
"They must die some time. They wouldn't like to be
birds always. Would you, mother?"
"What a child it is!" thought his mother, but she said
nothing.
"Oh! now I remember," Diamond went on. "Father told
me that day I went to Epping Forest with him, that the rose-
bushes, and the may-bushes, and the holly-bushes were the
birds' barns, for there were the hips, and the haws, and the
holly-berries, all ready for the winter."
"Yes; that's all very true. So you see the birds are pro-
vided for. But there are no such barns for you and me,
Diamond."
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"Ain't there?"
"No. We've got to work for our bread."
"Then let's go and work," said Diamond, getting up.
"It's no use. We've not got anything to do."
"Then let's wait."
"Then we shall starve."
"No. There's the basket. Do you know, mother, I think
I shall call that basket the barn."
"It's not a very big one. And when it's empty — where
are we then.'^"
"At auntie's cupboard," returned Diamond promptly.
"But we can't eat auntie's things all up and leave her to
starve."
"No, no. W^e'll go back to father before that. He'll have
found a cupboard somewhere by that time."
"How do you know that.^"
"I don't know it. But I haven't got even a cupboard,
and I've always had plenty to eat. I've heard you say I had
too much, sometimes."
"But I tell you that's because I've had a cupboard for
you, child."
"And when yours was empty, auntie opened hers."
"But that can't go on."
"How do you know? I think there must be a big cup-
board somewhere, out of which the little cupboards are filled,
you know, mother."
"Well, I wish I could find the door of that cupboard,"
said his mother. But the same moment she stopped, and
was silent for a good while. I cannot tell whether Diamond
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knew what she was thinking, but I think I know. She had
heard something at church the day before, which came back
upon her — something hke this, that she hadn't to eat for
to-morrow as well as for to-day; and that what was not
wanted couldn't be missed. So, instead of saying anything
more, she stretched out her hand for the basket, and she and
Diamond had their dinner.
And Diamond did enjoy it. For the drive and the fresh
air had made him quite hungry; and he did not, like his
mother, trouble himself about what they should dine off that
day week. The fact was he had lived so long without any
food at all at the back of the north wind, that he knew quite
well that food was not essential to existence; that in fact,
mider certain circumstances, people could live without it
well enough.
His mother did not speak much during their dinner. After
it was over she helped him to walk about a little, but he was
not able for much and soon got tired. He did not get fretful,
though. He was too glad of ha^'ing the sun and the wind
again, to fret because he could not run about. He lay down
on the dry sand, and his mother covered him with a shawl.
She then sat by his side, and took a bit of work from her
pocket. But Diamond felt rather sleepy, and tm'ned on his
side and gazed sleepily over the sand. A few yards off he saw
something fluttering.
""UTiat is that, mother?" he said.
"Only a bit of paper," she answered.
"It flutters more than a bit of paper would, I think,"
said Diamond.
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"I'll go and see if you like," said his mother. "My eyes
are none of the best,"
So she rose and went and found that they were both right,
for it was a little book, partly buried in the sand. But sev-
eral of its leaves were clear of the sand, and these the wind
kept blowing about in a very flutterful manner. She took it
up and brought it to Diamond.
"What is it, mother.^" he asked.
"Some nursery rhymes, I think," she answered.
"I'm too sleepy," said Diamond. "Do read some of
them to me."
"Yes, I will," she said, and began one. — "But this is
such nonsense!" she said again. "I will try to find a better
one."
She turned the leaves searching, but three times, with sud-
den puffs, the wind blew the leaves rustling back to the same
verses.
"Do read that one," said Diamond, who seemed to be of
the same mind as the wind. "It sounded very nice. I am
sure it is a good one."
So his mother thought it might amuse him, though she
couldn't find any sense in it. She never thought he might
understand it, although she could not.
Now I do not exactly know what the mother read, but
this is what Diamond heard, or thought afterwards that he
had heard. He was, however as I have said, very sleepy,
and when he thought he understood the verses he may
have been only dreaming better ones. This is how they
went —
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I know a river
whose waters run asleep
run run ever
singing in the shallows
dumb in the hollows
sleeping so deep
and all the swallows
that dip their feathers
in the hollows
or in the shallows
are the merriest swallows of all
for the nests they bake
with the clay they cake
with the water they shake
from their wings that rake
the water out of the shallows
or the hollows
will hold together
in any weather
and so the swallows
are the merriest fellows
and have the merriest children
and are built so narrow
like the head of an arrow
to cut the air
and go just where
the nicest water is flowing
and the nicest dust is blowing
for each so narrow
like head of an arrow
is only a barrow
to carry the mud he makes
from the nicest water flowing
and the nicest dust that is blowing
to build his nest
for her he loves best
with the nicest cakes
which the sunshine bakes
all for their merry children
all so callow
with beaks that follow
gaping and hollow
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wider and wider
after their father
or after their mother
the food-provider
who brings them a spider
or a worm the poor hider
down in the earth
so there's no dearth
for their beaks as yellow
as the buttercups growing
beside the flowing
of the singing river
always and ever
growing and blowing
for fast as the sheep
awake or asleep
crop them and crop them
they cannot stop them
but up they creep
and on they go blowing
and so with the daisies
the little white praises
they grow and they blow
and they spread out their crown
and they praise the sun
and when he goes down
their praising is done
and they fold up their crown
and they sleep every one
till over the plain
he's shining amain
and they're at it again
praising and praising
such low songs raising
that no one hears them
but the sun who rears them
and the sheep that bite them
are the quietest sheep
awake or asleep
with the merriest bleat
and the little lambs
are the merriest lambs
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they forget to eat
for the frolic in their feet
and the lambs and their dams
are the whitest sheep
with the woolliest wool
and the longest wool
and the trailingest tails
and they shine like snow
in the grasses that grow
by the singing river
that sings for ever
and the sheep and the lambs
are merry for ever
because the river
sings and they drink it
and the lambs and their dams
are quiet
and white
because of their diet
for what they bite
is buttercups yellow
and daisies white
and grass as green
as the river can make it
with wind as mellow
to kiss it and shake it
as never was seen
but here in the hollows
beside the river
where all the swallows
are merriest of fellows
for the nests they make
with the clay they cake
in the sunshine bake
till they are like bone
as dry in the wind
as a marble stone
so firm they bind
the grass in the clay
that dries in the wind
the sweetest wind
that blows by the river
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flowing for ever
but never you find
whence comes the wind
that blows on the hollows
and over the shallows
where dip the swallows
aUve it blows
the life as it goes
awake or asleep
into the river
that sings as it flows
and the life it blows
into the sheep
awake or asleep
with the woolliest wool
and the trailingest tails
and it never fails
gentle and cool
to wave the wool
and to toss the grass
a^ the lambs and the sheep
over it pass
and tug and bite
with their teeth so white
and then with the sweep
of their trailing tails
smooth it again
and it grows amain
and amain it grows
and the wind as it blows
tosses the swallows
over the hollows
and down on the shallows
till every feather
doth shake and quiver
and all their feathers
go all together
blowing the life
and the joy so rife
into the swallows
that skim the shallows
and have the yellowest children
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for the wind that blows
is the life of the river
flowing for ever
that washes the grasses
still as it passes
and feeds the daisies
the httle white praises
and buttercups bonny
so golden and sunny
with butter and honey
that whiten the sheep
awake or asleep
that nibble and bite
and grow whiter than white
and merry and quiet
on the sweet diet
fed by the river
and tossed for ever
by the wind that tosses
the swallow that crosses
over the shallows
dipping his wings
to gather the water
and bake the cake
that the wind shall make
as hard as a bone
as dry as a stone
it's aU in the wind
that blows from behind
and all in the river
that flows for ever
and all in the grasses
and the white daisies
and the mern* sheep
awake or asleep
and the happy swallows
skimming the shallows
and it's all in the wind
that blows from behind
Here Diamond became aware that his mother had stopped
reading.
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"Why don't you go on, mother dear?" he asked.
" It's such nonsense I " said his mother. "I beheve it would
go on for ever."
"That's just what it did." said Diamond.
"^^^lat did.^" she asked.
"^Miy, the river. That's almost the very tune it used to
sing."
His mother was frightened, for she thought the fever was
coming on again. So she did not contradict him.
"Who made tiiat poem.^" asked Diamond.
"I don't know," she answered. "Some silly woman for
her children, I suppose — and then thought it good enough to
print."
"She must have been at the back of the north wind some
time or other, anyhow," said Diamond. "She couldn't have
got a hold of it anywhere else. That's just how it went."
And he began to chant bits of it here and there; but his
mother said nothing for fear of making him worse: and she
was very glad indeed when she saw her brother-in-law jog-
ging along in his little cart. They lifted Diamond in. and
got up themselves, and away they went, "home again, home
again, home again," as Diamond sang. But he soon grew
quiet, and before they reached Sandwich he was fast asleep
and dreaming of the country at the back of the north wind.
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CHAPTER XIV
OLD DIAMOND
A FTER this Diamond recovered so fast, that in a few
Z_^ days he was quite able to go home as soon as his
-^ -^ father had a place for them to go to. Now his father
having saved a little money, and finding that no situation
offered itself, had been thinking over a new plan. A strange
occurrence it was which turned his thoughts in that direction.
He had a friend in the Bloomsbury region, who lived by let-
ting out cabs and horses to the cabmen. This man, happen-
ing to meet him one day as he was returning from an unsuc-
cessful application, said to him:
"Why don't you set up for yourself now — in the cab line,
I mean.^"
"I haven't enough for that," answered Diamond's father.
"You must have saved a goodish bit, I should think. Just
come home with me now and look at a horse I can let you
have cheap. I bought him only a few weeks ago, thinking
he'd do for a Hansom, but I was wrong. He's got bone enough
for a waggon, but a waggon ain't a Hansom. He ain't got go
enough for a Hansom. You see parties as takes Hansoms
wants to go like the wind, and he ain't got wind enough, for
he ain't so young as he once was. But for a four-wheeler as
takes families and their luggages, he's the very horse. He'd
carry a small house any day. I bought him cheap, and I'll
sell him cheap."
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"Oh, I don't want him," said Diamond's father. "A body
must have time to think over an affair of so much importance.
And there's the cab too. That would come to a deal of
money."
"I could fit you there, I dare say," said his friend. "But
come and look at the animal, anyhow."
"Since I lost my own old pair, as was Mr. Coleman's,"
said Diamond's father, turning to accompany the cab-master,
"I ain't almost got the heart to look a horse in the face. It's
a thousand pities to part man and horse."
"So it is," returned his friend sympathetically.
But what was the ex-coachman's delight, when, on going
into the stable where his friend led him, he found the horse
he wanted him to buy was no other than his own old Dia-
mond, grown very thin and bony and long-legged, as if they
had been doing what they could to fit him for Hansom work!
''He ain't a Hansom horse," said Diamond's father in-
dignantly.
"Well, you're right. He ain't handsome, but he's a good
un," said his owner.
"Who says he ain't handsome.'' He's one of the hand-
somest horses a gentleman's coachman ever druv," said Dia-
mond's father; remarking to himself under his breath —
"thought I says it as shouldn't" — for he did not feel inclined
all at once to confess that his own old horse could have sunk
so low.
"Well," said his friend, "all I say is — There's a animal
for you, as strong as a church; an' '11 go like a train, leastways
a parly," he added, correcting himself.
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But the coachman had a lump in his throat and tears in
his eyes. For the old horse, hearing his voice, had turned
his long neck, and when his old friend went up to him and
laid his hand on his side, he whinnied for joy, and laid his big
head on his master's breast. This settled the matter. The
coachman's arms were round the horse's neck in a moment,
and he fairly broke down and cried. The cab-master had
never been so fond of a horse himself as to hug him like that,
but he saw in a moment how it was. And he must have been
a good-hearted fellow, for I never heard of such an idea com-
ing into the head of any other man with a horse to sell: in-
stead of putting something on to the price because he was
now pretty sure of selling him, he actually took a pound off
what he had meant to ask for him, saying to himself it was
a shame to part old friends.
Diamond's father, as soon as he came to himself, turned
and asked how much he wanted for the horse.
"I see you're old friends," said the owner.
"It's my own old Diamond. I liked him far the best of
the pair, though the other was good. You ain't got him too,
have you.f*"
"No; nothing in the stable to match him there."
"I believe you," said the coachman. "But you'll be
wanting a long price for him, I know."
"No, not so much. I bought him cheap, and as I say, he
ain't for my work."
The end of it was that Diamond's father bought old Dia-
mond again, along with a four-wheeled cab. And as there
were some rooms to be had over the stable, he took them,
wrote to his wife to come home, and set up as a cabman.
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CHAPTER XV
THE MEWS
IT was late in the afternoon when Diamond and his mother
and the baby reached London. I w^as so full of Diamond
that I forgot to tell you a baby had arrived in the mean-
time. His father was waiting for them with his own cab,
but they had not told Diamond who the horse was; for his
father wanted to enjoy the pleasure of his surprise when he
found it out. He got in with his mother without looking at
the horse, and his father having put up Diamond's carpet-
bag and his mother's little trunk, got upon the box himself
and drove off; and Diamond was quite proud of riding home
in his father's own carriage. But when he got to the mews,
he could not help being a little dismayed at first; and if he
had never been to the back of the north wind, I am afraid
he would have cried a little. But instead of that, he said to
himself it was a fine thing all the old furniture was there.
And instead of helping his mother to be miserable at the
change, he began to find out all the advantages of the place;
for every place has some advantages, and they are always
better worth knowing than the disadvantages. Certainly the
weather was depressing, for a thick dull persistent rain was
falling by the time they reached home. But happily the
weather is very changeable; and besides, there was a good
fire burning in the room, which their neighbor with the
drunken husband had attended to for them; and the tea-
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things were put out, and the kettle was boihng on the fire.
And with a good fire, and tea and bread and butter, things
cannot be said to be miserable.
Diamond's father and mother were, notwithstanding,
rather miserable, and Diamond began to feel a kind of dark-
ness beginning to spread over his own mind. But the same
moment he said to himself, "This will never do. I can't give
in to this. I've been to the back of the north wind. Things
go right there, and so I must try to get things to go right
here. I've got to fight the miserable things. They shan't
make me miserable if I can help it." I do not mean that he
thought these very words. They are perhaps too grown-up
for him to have thought, but they represent the kind of thing
that was in his heart and his head. And when heart and head
go together, nothing can stand before them.
"What nice bread and butter this is!" said Diamond.
"I'm glad you like it, my dear," said his father. "I
bought the butter myself at the little shop round the corner."
"It's very nice, thank you, father. Oh, there's baby
waking! I'll take him."
"Sit still, Diamond," said his mother. "Go on with your
bread and butter. You're not strong enough to lift him yet."
So she took the baby herself, and set him on her knee.
Then Diamond began to amuse him, and went on till the
little fellow was shrieking with laughter. For the baby's
world was his mother's arms; and the drizzling rain, and the
dreary mews, and even his father's troubled face could not
touch him. WTiat cared baby for the loss of a hundred situa-
tions? Yet neither father nor mother thought him hard-
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hearted because he crowed and laughed in the middle of
their troubles. On the contrary, his crowing and laughing
were infectious. His little heart was so full of merriment that
it could not hold it all, and it ran over into theirs. Father
and mother began to laugh too, and Diamond laughed till
he had a fit of coughing which frightened his mother, and
made them all stop. His father took the baby, and his mother
put him to bed.
But it was indeed a change to them all, not only from Sand-
wich, but from their old place. Instead of the great river
where the huge barges with their mighty brown and yellow
sails went tacking from side to side like little pleasure-skiffs,
and where the long thin boats shot past with eight and some-
times twelve rowers, their windows now looked out upon a
dirty paved yard. And there was no more garden for Diamond
to run into when he pleased, with gay flowers about his feet,
and solemn sun-filled trees over his head. Neither was there
a wooden wall at the back of his bed with a hole in it for
North Wind to come in at when she liked. Indeed, there
was such a high wall, and there were so many houses about
the mews, that North Wind seldom got into the place at all,
except when something must be done, and she had a grand
cleaning out like other housewives; while the partition at the
head of Diamond's new bed only divided it from the room
occupied by a cabman who drank too much beer, and came
home chiefly to quarrel with his wife and pinch his children.
It was dreadful to Diamond to hear the scolding and the
crying. But it could not make him miserable, because he
had been at the back of the north wind.
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If my reader find it hard to believe that Diamond should
be so good, he must remember that he had been to the back
of the north wind. If he never knew a boy so good, did he
ever know a boy that had been to the back of the north wind?
It was not in the least strange of Diamond to behave as he
did; on the contrary, it was thoroughly sensible of him.
We shall see how he got on.
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CHAPTER XVI
DIAMOND MAKES A BEGINNING
THE wind blew loud, but Diamond slept a deep sleep,
and never heard it. My own impression is that every
time when Diamond slept well and remembered nothing
about it in the morning, he had been all that night at the
back of the north wind. I am almost sure that was how he
woke so refreshed, and felt so quiet and hopeful all the day.
Indeed he said this much, though not to me, — ^that always
when he woke from such a sleep there was a something in his
mind, he could not tell what — could not tell whether it was
the last far-off sounds of the river dying away in the distance,
or some of the words of the endless song his mother had read
to him on the seashore. Sometimes he thought it must have
been the twittering of the swallows — over the shallows, you
know; but it may have been the chirping of the dingj^ spar-
rows picking up their breakfast in the yard — how can I tell.'^
I don't know what I know, I only know what I think; and to
tell the truth, I am more for the swallows than the sparrows.
When he knew he was coming awake, he would sometimes try
hard to keep hold of the words of what seemed a new song,
one he had not heard before — a song in which the words and
the music somehow appeared to be all one; but even when
he thought he had got them well fixed in his mind, even as he
came awaker — as he would say — one line faded away out of it,
and then another, and then another, till at last there was
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nothing left but some lovely picture of water or grass or daisies,
or something else very common, but with all the commonness
polished off it, and the lovely soul of it, which people so seldom
see, and, alas ! yet seldomer believe in, shining out. But after
that he would sing the oddest, loveliest little songs to the baby
— of his own making, his mother said; but Diamond said he
did not make them; they were made somewhere inside him,
and he knew nothing about them till they were coming out.
'When he woke that first morning he got up at once, saying
to himself, "I've been ill long enough, and have given a great
deal of trouble; I must try and be of use now, and help my
mother." WTien he went into her room he found her lighting
the fire, and his father just getting out of bed. They had only
the one room, besides the little one, not much more than a
closet, in which Diamond slept. He began at once to set
things to rights, but the baby waking up, he took him, and
nursed him till his mother had got the breakfast ready. She
was looking gloomy, and his father was silent; and indeed
except Diamond had done all he possibly could to keep out
the misery that was trying to get in at doors and windows, he
too would have grown miserable, and then they would have
been all miserable together. But to try to make others com-
fortable is the only way to get right comfortable ourselves, and
that comes partly of not being able to think so much about
ourselves when we are helping other people. For oiu- Selves
will always do pretty well if we don't pay them too much at-
tention. Our Selves are like some little children who will be
happy enough so long as they are left to their own games, but
when we begin to interfere with them, and make them presents
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of too iiice playthings, or too many sweet things, they begin at
once to fret and spoil.
"Why, Diamond, child!" said his mother at last, *' you're as
good to your mother as if you were a girl — nursing the baby,
and toasting the bread, and sweeping up the hearth! I declare
a body would think you had been among the fairies."
Could Diamond have had greater praise or greater pleasure?
You see when he forgot his Self his mother took care of his
Self, and loved and praised his Self. Our own praises poison
our Selves, and puff and swell them up, till they lose all shape
and beauty, and become like great toadstools. But the praises
of father or mother do our Selves good, and comfort them and
make them beautiful. They never do them any harm. If they
do any harm, it comes of our mixing some of our own praises
with them, and that turns them nasty and slimy and poisonous.
When his father had finished his breakfast, which he did
rather in a hurry, he got up and went down into the yard to
get out his horse and put him to the cab.
"Won't you come and see the cab, Diamond.^*" he said.
"Yes, please, father — if mother can spare me a minute,"
answered Diamond.
"Bless the child! I don't want him," said his mother cheer-
fully.
But as he was following his father out of the door, she called
him back.
"Diamond, just hold the baby one minute. I have some-
thing to say to your father."
So Diamond sat down again, took the baby in his lap, and
began poking his face into its little body, laughing and singing
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all the while, so that the baby crowed like a little bantam.
And what he sang was something like this — such nonsense to
those that couldn't understand it! but not to the baby, who
got all the good in the world out of it: —
baby's a- sleeping
wake up baby
for all the swallows
are the merriest fellows
and have the yellowest children
who would go sleeping
and snore like a gaby
disturbing his mother
and father and brother
and all a-boring
theirs ears with his snoring
snoring snoring
for himself and no other
for himself in particular
wake up baby
sit up perpendicular
hark to the gushing
hark to the rushing
where the sheep are the woolliest
and the lambs the unruliest
and their tails the whitest
and their eyes the brightest
and baby's the bonniest
and baby's the funniest
and baby's the shiniest
and baby's the tiniest
and baby's the merriest
and baby's the worriest
of all the lambs
that plague their dams
and mother's the whitest
of all the dams
that feed the lambs
that go crop-cropping
without stop-stopping
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and father's the best
of all the swallows
that build their nest
out of the shining shallows
and he has the merriest children
that's baby and Diamond
and Diamond and baby
and baby and Diamond
and Diamond and baby
Here Diamond's knees went off in a wild dance which tossed
the baby about and shook the laughter out of him in immod-
erate peals. His mother had been listening at the door to the
last few lines of his song, and came in with the tears in her
eyes. She took the baby from him, gave him a kiss, and told
him to run to his father.
By the time Diamond got into the yard, the horse was be-
tween the shafts, and his father was looping the traces on.
Diamond went round to look at the horse. The sight of him
made him feel very queer. He did not know much about
different horses, and all other horses than their own were very
much the same to him. But he could not make it out. This
was Diamond and it wasn't Diamond. Diamond didn't hang
his head like that; yet the head that was hanging was very like
the one that Diamond used to hold so high. Diamond's bones
didn't show through his skin like that; but the skin they
pushed out of shape so was very like Diamond's skin; and the
bones might be Diamond's bones, for he had never seen the
shape of them. But when he came round in front of the old
horse, and he put out his long neck, and began sniffing at him
and rubbing his upper lip and his nose on him, then Diamond
saw it could be no other than old Diamond, and he did just
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as his father had done before — put his arms round his neck
and cried — but not much.
"Ain't it jolly, father?" he said. " Was there ever anybody
so lucky as me.^ Dear old Diamond!"
And he hugged the horse again, and kissed both his big
hairy cheeks. He could only manage one at a time however
— the other cheek was so far off on the other side of his big
head.
His father mounted the box with just the same air, as Dia-
mond thought, with which he had used to get upon the coach-
box, and Diamond said to himself, *' Father's as grand as ever
anyhow." He had kept his brown livery-coat, onlj^ his wife
had taken the silver buttons off and put brass ones instead, be-
cause they did not think it polite to Mr. Coleman in his fallen
fortunes to let his crest be seen upon the box of a cab. Old
Diamond had kept just his collar; and that had the silver crest
upon it still, for his master thought nobody would notice that,
and so let it remain for a memorial of the better days of which
it reminded him — not unpleasantly, seeing it had been by no
fault either of his or of the old horse's that they had come down
in the world together.
"Oh, father, do let me drive a bit," said Diamond, jumping
up on the box beside him.
His father changed places wnth him at once, putting the
reins into his hands. Diamond gathered them up eagerly.
"Don't pull at his mouth," said his father; "just feel at it
gently to let him know you're there and attending to him.
That's what I call talking to him through the reins."
"Yes, father, I understand," said Diamond. Then to the
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horse he said, "Go on, Diamond." And old Diamond's pon-
derous bulk began at once to move to the voice of the little
boy.
But before they had reached the entrance of the mews,
another voice called after young Diamond, which, in his turn,
he had to obey, for it was that of his mother. "Diamond!
Diamond!" it cried; and Diamond pulled the reins, and the
horse stood still as a stone.
"Husband," said his mother, coming up, "you're never
going to trust him with the reins — a baby like that?"
" He must learn some day, and he can't begin too soon. I
see already he's a born coachman," said his father proudly.
"And I don't see well how he could escape it, for my father
and my grandfather, that's his great-grandfather, was all
coachmen, I'm told; so it must come natural to him, any one
would think. Besides, you see, old Diamond's as proud of him
as we are om^ own selves, wife. Don't you see how he's turning
round his ears, with the mouths of them open, for the first word
he speaks to tumble in,^ He's too well bred to turn his head,
you know."
"Well, but, husband, I can't do without him to-day.
Everything's got to be done, you know. It's my first day here.
And there's that baby!"
"Bless you, wife! I never meant to take him away — only
to the bottom of Endell Street. He can watch his way back."
"No, thank you, father; not to-day," said Diamond.
"Mother wants me. Perhaps she'll let me go another day."
"Very well, my man," said his father, and took the reins
which Diamond was holding out to him.
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Diamond got down, a little disappointed of course, and
went in with his mother, who was too pleased to speak. She
only took hold of his hand as tight as if she had been afraid
of his running away instead of glad that he would not leave
her.
Now, although they did not know it, the owner of the
stables, the same man who had sold the horse to his father, had
been standing just inside one of the stable-doors, with his hands
in his pockets, and had heard and seen all that passed; and
from that day John Stonecrop took a great fancy to the little
boy. And this was the beginning of what came of it.
That same evening, just as Diamond was feeling tired
of the day's work, and wishing his father would come home,
Mr. Stonecrop knocked at the door. His mother went and
opened it.
"Good evening, ma'am," said he. "Is little master in.^"
"Yes, to be sure he is — at your service, I'm sure, Mr. Stone-
crop," said his mother.
"No, no, ma'am; it's I'm at his service. I'm just a-going
out with my own cab, and if he likes to come with me, he shall
drive my old horse till he's tired."
"It's getting rather late for him," said his mother thought-
fully. "You see he's been an invalid."
Diamond thought, what a funny thing ! How could he have
been an invalid when he did not even know what the word
meant .f^ But, of course, his mother was right.
"Oh, well," said Mr. Stonecrop, "I can just let him drive
through Bloomsbury Square, and then he shall run home
again."
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"Very good, sir. And I'm much obliged to you," said his
mother. And Diamond, dancing with dehght, got his cap, put
his hand in Mr. Stonecrop's, and went with him to the yard
where the cab was waiting. He did not think the horse looked
nearly so nice as Diamond, nor Mr. Stonecrop nearly so grand
as his father; but he was none the less pleased. He got up on
the box, and his new friend got up beside him.
"What's the horse's name.^" whispered Diamond, as he
took the reins from the man.
"It's not a nice name," said Mr. Stonecrop. "You needn't
call him by it. I didn't give it him. He'll go well enough
without it. Give the boy a whip. Jack. I never carries one
when I drives old "
He didn't finish the sentence. Jack handed Diamond a
whip, with which, by holding it half down the stick, he man-
aged just to flack the haunches of the horse; and away he
went.
"Mind the gate," said Mr. Stonecrop; and Diamond did
mind the gate, and guided the nameless horse through it in
safety, pulling him this way and that according as was neces-
sary. Diamond learned to drive all the sooner that he had
been accustomed to do what he was told, and could obey the
smallest hint in a moment. Nothing helps one to get on like
that. Some people don't know how to do what they are told;
they have not been used to it, and they neither understand
quickly nor are able to turn what they do understand into
action quickly. With an obedient mind one learns the rights
of things fast enough ; for it is the law of the universe, and to
obey is to understand.
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"Look out!" cried Mr. Stonecrop, as they were turning the
corner into Bloomsbury Square.
It was getting dusky now. A cab was approaching rather
rapidly from the opposite direction, and Diamond pulHng
aside, and the other driver puUing up, they only just escaped a
collision. Then they knew each other.
*' Why, Diamond, it's a bad beginning to run into your own
father," cried the driver.
"But, father, wouldn't it have been a bad ending to run
into your own son.f^" said Diamond in return; and the two men
laughed heartily.
"This is very kind of you, I'm sure, Stonecrop," said his
father.
" Not a bit. He's a brave fellow, and'U be fit to drive on his
own hook in a week or two. But I think you'd better let him
drive you home now, for his mother don't like his having over
much of the night air, and I promised not to take him farther
than the square."
"Come along then. Diamond," said his father, as he
brought his cab up to the other, and moved off the box to the
seat beside it. Diamond jumped across, caught at the reins,
said "Good night, and thank you, Mr. Stonecrop," and drove
away home, feeling more of a man than he had ever yet had a
chance of feeling in all his life. Nor did his father find it neces-
sary to give him a single hint as to his driving. Only I suspect
the fact that it was old Diamond, and old Diamond on his
way to his stable, may have had something to do with young
Diamond's success.
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*'WeIl, child," said his mother, when he entered the room,
"you've not been long gone."
"No, mother; here I am. Give me the baby."
"The baby's asleep," said his mother.
"Then give him to me, and I'll lay him down."
But as Diamond took him, he woke up and began to laugh.
For he was indeed one of the merriest children. And no
wonder, for he was as plump as a plum-pudding, and had
never had an ache or a pain that lasted more than five minutes
at a time. Diamond sat down with him and began to sing to
him.
baby baby babbing
your father's gone a-cabbing
to catch a shilling for its pence
to make the baby babbing dance
for old Diamond's a duck
they say he can swim
but the duck of diamonds
is baby that's him
and of all the swallows
the merriest fellows
that bake their cake
with the water they shake
out of the river
flowing for ever
and make dust into clay
on the shiniest day
to build their nest
father's the best
and mother's the whitest
and her eyes are the brightest
of all the dams
that watch their lambs
cropping the grass
where the waters pass
singing for ever
and of all the lambs
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with the shakingest tails
and the jumpingest feet
baby's the funniest
baby's the bonniest
and he never wails
and he's always sweet
and Diamond's his nurse
and Diamond's his nurse
and Diamond's his nurse
When Diamond's rhymes grew scarce, he always began
dancing the baby. Some people wondered that such a child
could rhyme as he did, but his rhymes were not very good, for
he was only trying to remember what he had heard the river
sing at the back of the north wind.
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DIAMOND GOES ON
DIAMOND became a great favorite with all the men
about the mews. Some may think it was not the
best place in the world for him to be brought up in;
but it must have been, for there he was. At first, he heard a
good many rough and bad words; but he did not like them, and
so they did him little harm. He did not know in the least what
they meant, but there was something in the very sound of
them, and in the tone of voice in which they were said, which
Diamond felt to be ugly. So they did not even stick to him,
not to say get inside him. He never took any notice of them,
and his face shone pure and good in the middle of them, like
a primrose in a hailstorm. At first, because his face was so
quiet and sweet, with a smile always either awake or asleep in
his eyes, and because he never heeded their ugly words and
rough jokes, they said he wasn't all there, meaning that he was
half an idiot, whereas he was a great deal more there than they
had the sense to see. And before long the bad words found
themselves ashamed to come out of the men's mouths when
Diamond was near. The one would nudge the other to remind
him that the boy was within hearing, and the words choked
themselves before they got any farther. When they talked to
him nicely he had always a good answer, sometimes a smart
one, ready, and that helped much to make them change their
minds about him.
One day Jack gave him a currv-comb and a brush to try
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his hand upon old Diamond's coat. He used them so deftly,
so gently, and yet so thoroughly, as far as he could reach, that
the man could not help admiring him.
"You must make haste and grow," he said. "It won't
do to have a horse's belly clean and his back dirty, you
know."
"Give me a leg," said Diamond, and in a moment he was
on the old horse's back with the comb and brush. He sat on
his withers, and reaching forward as he ate his hay, he curried
and he brushed, first at one side of his neck, and then at the
other. When that was done he asked for a dressing-comb, and
combed his mane thoroughly. Then he pushed himself on to
his back, and did his shoulders as far down as he could reach.
Then he sat on his croup, and did his back and sides; then he
turned round like a monkey, and attacked his hind-quarters,
and combed his tail. This last was not so easy to manage, for
he had to lift it up, and every now and then old Diamond would
whisk it out of his hands, and once he sent the comb flying out
of the stable door, to the great amusement of the men. But
Jack fetched it again, and Diamond began once more, and did
not leave off till he had done the whole business fairly well, if
not in a first-rate, experienced fashion. All the time the old
horse went on eating his hay, and, but with an occasional whisk
of his tail when Diamond tickled or scratched him, took no
notice of the proceeding. But that was all a pretence, for he
knew very well who it was that was perched on his back, and
rubbing away at him with the comb and the brush. So he was
quite pleased and proud, and perhaps said to himself something
like this, —
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"I'm a stupid old horse, who can't brush his own coat; but
there's my young godson on my back, cleaning me like an
angle."
I won't vouch for what the old horse was thinking, for it is
very difficult to find out what any old horse is thinking.
**0h dear!" said Diamond when he had done, "I'm so
tired!"
And he laid himself down at full length on old Diamond's
back.
By this time all the men in the stable were gathered about
the two Diamonds, and all much amused. On£ of them lifted
him down, and from that time he was a greater favorite than
before. And if ever there was a boy who had a chance of
being a prodigy at cab-driving. Diamond was that boy, for the
strife came to be who should have him out with him on the box.
His mother, however, was a little shy of the company for
him, and besides she could not always spare him. Also his
father liked to have him himself when he could; so that he was
more desired than enjoyed among the cabmen.
But one way and another he did learn to drive all sorts of
horses, and to drive them well, and that through the most
crowded streets in London city. Of course there was the man
always on the box-seat beside him, but before long there was
seldom the least occasion to take the reins out of his hands.
For one thing he never got frightened, and consequently was
never in too great a hurry. Yet when the moment came for
doing something sharp, he was always ready for it. I must
once more remind my readers that he had been to the back of
the north wind.
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One day, which was neither washing-day nor cleaning-day,
nor marketing-day, nor Saturday, nor Monday — upon which
consequently Diamond could be spared from the baby — his
father took him on his own cab. After a stray job or two by
the way, they drew up in the row upon the stand between
Cockspur Street and Pall Mall. They waited a long time, but
nobody seemed to want to be carried anywhere. By and by
ladies would be going home from the Academy exhibition, and
then there would be a chance of a job.
"Though, to be sure," said Diamond's father — with what
truth I cannot say, but he believed what he said — " some ladies
is very hard, and keeps you to the bare sixpence a mile, when
every one knows that ain't enough to keep a family and a cab
upon. To be sure it's the law; but mayhap they may get more
law than they like some day themselves."
As it was very hot. Diamond's father got down to have a
glass of beer himself, and give another to the old waterman.
He left Diamond on the box.
A sudden noise got up and Diamond looked round to see
what was the matter.
There was a crossing near the cab-stand, where a girl was
sweeping. Some rough young imps had picked a quarrel with
her, and were now hauling at her broom to get it away from
her. But as they did not pull all together, she was holding it
against them, scolding and entreating alternately.
Diamond was off his box in a moment, and running to the
help of the girl. He got hold of the broom at her end and
pulled along with her. But the boys proceeded to rougher
measures, and one of them hit Diamond on the nose, and made
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it bleed; and as he could not let go the broom to mind his
nose, he was soon a dreadful figure. But presently his father
came back, and missing Diamond, looked about. He had to
look twice, however, before he could be sure that that was his
boy in the middle of the tumult. He rushed in, and sent the
assailants flying in all directions. The girl thanked Diamond,
and began sweeping as if nothing had happened, while his
father led him away. With the help of old Tom, the waterman,
he was soon washed into decency, and his father set him on
the box again, perfectly satisfied with the account he gave of
the cause of his being in a fray.
"I couldn't let them behave so to a poor girl — could I,
father?" he said.
"Certainly not. Diamond," said his father, quite pleased,
for Diamond's father was a gentleman.
A moment after, up came the girl, running, with her broom
over her shoulder, and calling, "Cab, there! cab!"
Diamond's father turned instantly, for he was the fore-
most in the rank, and followed the girl. One or two other
passing cabs heard the cry, and made for the place, but the
girl had taken care not to call till she was near enough
to give her friends the first chance. When they reached the
curbstone — who should it be w^aiting for the cab but Mrs.
and Miss Coleman! They did not look at the cabman,
however. The girl opened the door for them; they gave
her the address, and a penny; she told the cabman, and
away they drove.
When they reached the house. Diamond's father got down
and rang the bell. As he opened the door of the cab, he touched
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his hat as he had been wont to do. The ladies both stared for
a moment, and then exclaimed together:
*'Why, Joseph! can it be you?"
"Yes, ma'am; yes, miss;" answered he, again touching
his hat, with all the respect he could possibly put into the
action. "It's a lucky day which I see you once more upon
it."
"Who would have thought it?" said Mrs. Coleman. "It's
changed times for both of us, Joseph, and it's not very often
we can have a cab even; but you see my daughter is still very
poorly, and she can't bear the motion of the omnibuses. In-
deed we meant to walk a bit first before we took a cab, but
just at the corner, for as hot as the sun was, a cold wind came
down the street, and I saw^ that Miss Coleman must not face
it. But to think we should have fallen upon you, of all the
cabmen in London! I didn't know you had got a cab."
"Well, you see, ma'am, I had a chance of buying the old
horse, and I couldn't resist him. There he is, looking at you,
ma'am. Nobody knows the sense in that head of his."
The two ladies went near to pat the horse, and then they
noticed Diamond on the box.
"Why, you've got both Diamonds with you," said Miss
Coleman. "How do you do. Diamond?"
Diamond lifted his cap, and answ^ered politely.
"He'll be fit to drive himself before long," said his father,
proudly. "The old horse is a-teaching of him."
"Well, he must come and see us, now you've found us out.
Where do you live?"
Diamond's father gave the ladies a ticket with his name and
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address printed on it; and then Mrs. Coleman took out her
purse, saying:
"And what's your fare, Joseph?"
*'No, thank you, ma'am," said Joseph. "It was your own
old horse as took you; and me you paid long ago."
He jumped on his box before she could say another word,
and with a parting salute drove off, leaving them on the pave-
ment, with the maid holding the door for them.
It was a long time now since Diamond had seen North
Wind, or even thought much about her. And as his father
drove along, he was thinking not about her, but about the
crossing-sweeper, and was wondering what made him feel as if
he knew her quite well, when he could not remember anything
of her. But a picture arose in his mind of a little girl running
before the wind and dragging her broom after her; and from
that, by degrees, he recalled the whole adventure of the night
when he got down from North Wind's back in a London street.
But he could not quite satisfy himself whether the whole affair
was not a dream which he had dreamed when he was a very
little boy. Only he had been to the back of the north wind
since — there could be no doubt of that; for when he woke
every morning, he always knew that he had been there again.
And as he thought and thought, he recalled another thing that
had happened that morning, which, although it seemed a mere
accident, might have something to do with what had happened
since. His father had intended going on the stand at King's
Cross that morning, and had turned into Gray's Inn Lane to
drive there, when they found the way blocked up, and upon
inquiry were informed that a stack of chimneys had been blown
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down in the night, and had fallen across the road. They were
just clearing the rubbish away. Diamond's father turned, and
made for Charing Cross.
That night the father and mother had a great deal to talk
about.
"Poor things!" said the mother; "it's worse for them than
it is for us. You see they've been used to such grand things,
and for them to come down to a little poky house like that — it
breaks my heart to think of it."
*'I don't know," said Diamond thoughtfully, "whether
Mrs. Coleman had bells on her toes."
"What do you mean, child.^^" said his mother.
"She had rings on her fingers anyhow," returned Diamond.
"Of course she had, as any lady would. What has that to
do with it.'^"
"When we were down at Sandwich," said Diamond, "you
said you would have to part with your mother's ring, now we
were poor."
"Bless the child! he forgets nothing," said his mother.
"Really, Diamond, a body would need to mind what they say
to you."
"Why?" said Diamond. "I only think about it."
"That's just why," said the mother.
"Why is that why?" persisted Diamond, for he had not yet
learned that grown-up people are not often so much grown up
that they never talk like children — and spoilt ones too.
" Mrs. Coleman is none so poor as all that yet. No, thank
Heaven! she's not come to that."
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*'Is it a great disgrace to be poor?" asked Diamond, be-
cause of the tone in which his mother had spoken.
But his mother, whether conscience-stricken I do not know,
hurried him away to bed, where after various attempts to
understand her, resumed and resumed again in spite of in-
vading sleep, he was conquered at last, and gave in, murmuring
over and over to himself, "Why is why?" but getting no an-
swer to the question.
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CHAPTER XVIII
THE DRUNKEN CABMAN
A FEW nights after this, Diamond woke up suddenly, be-
/-%k lieving he heard the North Wind thundering along.
•^ •'^ But it was something quite different. South Wind
was moaning round the chimneys, to be sure, for she was not
very happy that night, but it was not her voice that had
wakened Diamond. Her voice would only have lulled him the
deeper asleep. It was a loud, angry voice, now growling like
that of a beast, now raving like that of a madman; and when
Diamond came a little wider awake, he knew that it was the
voice of the drunken cabman, the wall of whose room was at
the head of his bed. It was anything but pleasant to hear,
but he could not help hearing it. At length there came a cry
from the woman, and then a scream from the baby. There-
upon Diamond thought it time that somebody did something,
and as himself was the only somebody at hand, he must go
and see whether he could not do the something. So he got up
and put on part of his clothes, and went down the stair, for
the cabman's room did not open upon their stair, and he had to
go out into the yard, and in at the next door. This, fortunately
the cabman, being drunk, had left open. By the time he
reached their stair, all was still except the voice of the crying
baby, which guided him to the right door. He opened it
softly, and peeped in. There, leaning back in a chair, with his
arms hanging down by his sides, and his legs stretched out
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before him and supported on his heels, sat the drunken cab-
man. His wife lay in her clothes upon the bed, sobbing, and
the baby was wailing in the cradle. It was very miserable
altogether.
Now the way most people do when they see anything very
miserable is to turn away from the sight, and try to forget it.
But Diamond began as usual to try to destroy the misery. The
little boy was just as much one of God's messengers as if he
had been an angel with a flaming sw^ord, going out to fight the
devil. The devil he had to fight just then was Misery. And
the way he fought him was the very best. Like a wdse soldier,
he attacked him first in his weakest point — that was the baby;
for Misery can never get such a hold of a baby as of a grown
person. Diamond was knowing in babies, and he knew he
could do something to make the baby happy; for although he
had only known one baby as yet, and although not one baby is
the same as another, yet they are so very much alike in some
things, and he knew that one baby so thoroughly, that he had
good reason to believe he could do something for any other.
I have know^n people who would have begun to fight the devil
in a very different and a very stupid way. They would have
begun by scolding the idiotic cabman; the next they would
make his ^vife angry by saying it must be her fault as well as
his, and by leaving ill-bred though w^ell-meant shabby little
books for them to read, which they w^ere sure to hate the sight
of; while all the time they w^ould not have put out a finger to
touch the wailing baby. But Diamond had him out of the
cradle in a moment, set him up on his knee, and told him to
look at the light. Now all the light there was came only from
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a lamp in the yard, and it was a very dingy and yellow light,
for the glass of the lamp was dirty, and the gas was bad; but
the light that came from it was, notwithstanding, as certainly
light as if it had come from the sun itself, and the baby knew
that, and smiled to it; and although it was indeed a wretched
room which that lamp lighted — so dreary, and dirty, and
empty, and hopeless! — there in the middle of it sat Diamond
on a stool, smiling to the baby, and the baby on his knees
smiling to the lamp. The father of him sat staring at nothing,
neither asleep nor awake, not quite lost in stupidity either,
for through it all he was dimly angry with himself, he did not
know why. It was that he had struck his wife. He had for-
gotten it, but was miserable about it, notwithstanding. And
this misery was the voice of the great Love that had made
him and his wife and the baby and Diamond, speaking in
his heart, and telling him to be good. For that great Love
speaks in the most wretched and dirty hearts; only the tone
of its voice depends on the echoes of the place in which it
sounds. On Mount Sinai, it was thunder; in the cabman's
heart it was misery; in the soul of St. John it was perfect
blessedness.
By and by he became aware that there was a voice of sing-
ing in the room. This, of course, was the voice of Diamond
singing to the baby — song after song, every one as foolish as
another to the cabman, for he was too tipsy to part one word
from another: all the words mixed up in his ear in a gurgle
without division or stop; for such was the way he spoke him-
self, when he was in this horrid condition. But the baby was
more than content with Diamond's songs, and Diamond him-
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self was so contented with what the songs were all about, that
he did not care a bit about the songs themselves, if only baby
liked them. But they did the cabman good as well as the
baby and Diamond, for they put him to sleep, and the sleep
was busy all the time it lasted, smoothing the wrinkles out of
his temper.
x\t length Diamond grew tired of singing, and began to talk
to the baby instead. And as soon as he stopped singing, the
cabman began to wake up. His brain was a little clearer now,
his temper a little smoother, and his heart not quite so dirty.
He began to listen and he went on listening, and heard Dia-
mond saying to the baby something like this, for he thought
the cabman was asleep:
" Poor daddy ! Baby's daddy takes too much beer and gin,
and that makes him somebody else, and not his own self at alL
Baby's daddy would never hit baby's mammy if he didn't take
too much beer. He's very fond of baby's mammy, and works
from morning to night to get her breakfast and dinner and
supper, only at night he forgets, and pays the money away for
beer. And they put nasty stuff in the beer, I've heard my
daddy say, that drives all the good out, and lets all the bad in.
Daddy says when a man takes to drink, there's a thirsty de\al
creeps into his inside, because he knows he will always get
enough there. And the devil is always crying out for more
drink, and that makes the man thirsty, and so he drinks more
and more, till he kills himself with it. And then the ugly devil
creeps out of him, and crawls about on his belly, looking for
some other cabman to get into, that he may drink, drink, drink.
That's what my daddy says, baby. And he says, too, the only
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way to make the devil come out, is to give him plenty of cold
water and tea and coffee, and nothing at all that comes from
the public-house; for the devil can't abide that land of stuff,
and creeps out pretty soon, for fear of being drowned in it.
But your daddy will drink the nasty stuff, poor man! I wish
he wouldn't, for it makes mammy cross with him, and no
wonder! and then when mammy's cross, he's crosser, and
there's nobody in the house to take care of them but baby; and
you do take care of them, baby — don't you, baby? I know you
do. Babies always take care of their fathers and mothers —
don't they, baby? That's what they come for — ^isn't it, baby?
And when daddy stops drinking beer and nasty gin with tur-
pentine in it, father says, then mammy ivill be so happy, and
look so pretty! and daddy will be so good to baby! and baby
will be as happy as a swallow, which is the merriest fellow!
And Diamond will be so happy too! And when Diamond's a
man, he'll take baby out with him on the box, and teach him
to drive a cab."
He went on with chatter like this till baby was asleep, by
which time he was tired, and father and mother were both wide
awake, — only rather confused — ^the one from the beer, the
other from the blow — and staring, the one from his chair, the
other from her bed, at Diamond. But he was quite unaware
of their notice, for he sat half -asleep, with his eyes wide open,
staring in his turn, though without knowing it, at the cabman,
while the cabman could not withdraw his gaze from Diamond's
white face and big eyes. For Diamond's face was always rather
pale, and now it was paler than usual with sleeplessness, and the
light of the street-lamp upon it. At length he found himself
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nodding, and he knew then it was time to put the baby down,
lest he should let him fall. So he rose from the little three-
legged stool, and laid the baby in the cradle, and covered him
up — it was well it was a warm night, and he did not want much
covering — and then he all but staggered out of the door, he
was so tipsy himself with sleep.
"Wife," said the cabman, turning towards the bed, "I do
somehow believe that wur a angel just gone. Did you see him,
wife? He warn't wery big, and he hadn't got none o' them
wingses, you know. It wur one o' them baby-angels you sees
on the gravestones, you know."
"Nonsense, hubby!" said his wife; "but it's just as good.
I might say better, for you can ketch hold of him when you
like. That's little Diamond as everybody knows, and a duck
o' diamonds he is ! No woman could wish for a better child
than he be."
"I ha' heerd on him in the stable, but I never see the brat
afore. Come, old girl, let bygones be bygones, and gie us a
kiss, and we'll go to bed."
The cabman kept his cab in another yard, although he had
his room in this. He was often late in coming home, and was
not one to take notice of children, especially when he was tipsy,
which was oftener than not. Hence, if he had ever seen Dia-
mond, he did not know him. But his wife knew him well
enough, as did every one else who lived all day in the yard.
She was a good-natured woman. It was she who had got the
fire lighted and the tea ready for them when Diamond and his
mother came home from Sandwich. And her husband was not
an ill-natured man either, and when in the morning he recalled
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not only Diamond's visit, but how he himself had behaved to
his wife, he was very vexed with himself, and gladdened his
poor wife's heart by telling her how sorry he was. And for a
whole week after, he did not go near the public-house, hard as
it was to avoid it, seeing a certain rich brewer had built one,
like a trap to catch souls and bodies in, at almost every corner
he had to pass on his way home. Indeed, he was never quite
so bad after that, though it was some time before he began
really to reform.
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CHAPTER XIX
DIAMOND'S FRIENDS
ONE day when old Diamond was standing with his
nose in his bag between Pall Mall and Cockspur
Street, and his master was reading the newspaper on
the box of his cab, which was the last of a good many in the
row, little Diamond got down for a run, for his legs were getting
cramped with sitting. And first of all he strolled with his hands
in his pockets up to the crossing, where the girl and her broom
were to be found in all weathers. Just as he was going to
speak to her, a tall gentleman stepped upon the crossing. He
was pleased to find it so clean, for the streets were muddy,
and he had nice boots on; so he put his hand in his pocket,
and gave the girl a penny. But when she gave him a sweet
smile in return, and made him a pretty courtesy, he looked at
her again, and said:
"Where do you live, my child .^"
"Paradise Row," she answered; "next door to the Adam
and Eve — down the area."
"Whom do you live with?" he asked.
"My wicked old grannie," she replied.
"You shouldn't call your grannie wicked," said the gentle-
man.
"But she is," said the girl, looking up confidently in his
face. "If you don't believe me, you can come and take a look
at her."
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The words sounded rude, but the girl's face looked so simple
that the gentleman saw she did not mean to be rude, and be-
came still more interested in her.
"Still you shouldn't say so," he insisted.
"Shouldn't I? Everybody calls her wicked old grannie —
even them that's as wicked as her. You should hear her swear.
There's nothing like it in the Row. Indeed, I assure you, sir,
there's ne'er a one of them can shut my grannie up once she
begins and gets right a-going. You must put her in a passion
first, you know. It's no good till you do that — she's so old
now. How she do make them laugh, to be sure!"
Although she called her wicked, the child spoke so as
plainly to indicate pride in her grannie's pre-eminence in
swearing.
The gentleman looked very grave to hear her, for he was
sorry that such a nice little girl should be in such bad keeping.
But he did not know what to say next, and stood for a moment
with his eyes on the ground. When he lifted them, he saw the
face of Diamond looking up in his.
"Please, sir," said Diamond, "her grannie's very cruel to
her sometimes, and shuts her out in the streets at night, if she
happens to be late."
"Is this your brother.^" asked the gentleman of the girl.
"No, sir."
"How does he know your grandmother, then.? He does
not look like one of her sort."
"On no, sir! He's a good boy — quite."
Here she tapped her forehead with her finger in a significant
manner.
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"What do you mean by that?" asked the gentleman, while
Diamond looked on smiling.
"The cabbies call him God's baby," she whispered. "He's
not right in the head, you know. A tile loose."
Still Diamond, though he heard every word, and understood
it too, kept on smiling. WTiat could it matter what people
called him, so long as he did nothing he ought not to do.^*
And, besides, God's baby was surely the best of names!
"Well, my little man, and what can you do.^" asked the
gentleman, turning towards him — ^just for the sake of saying
something.
"Drive a cab," said Diamond.
" Good; and what else.^" he continued; for, accepting what
the girl had said, he regarded the still sweetness of Diamond's
face as a sign of silliness, and wished to be kind to the poor
little fellow.
"Nurse a baby," said Diamond.
"Well— and what else.?"
" Clean father's boots, and make him a bit of toast for his
tea."
"You're a useful little man," said the gentleman. "What
else can you do.?"
" Not much that I know of," said Diamond. " I can't curry
a horse, except somebody puts me on his back. So I don't
count that."
"Can you read?"
"No; but mother can and father can, and they're going to
teach me some day soon."
"Well, here's a penny for you."
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"Thank you, sir."
"And when you have learned to read, come to me, and I'll
give you sixpence and a book with fine pictures in it."
"Please, sir, where am I to come.'^" asked Diamond, who
was too much a man of the world not to know that he must
have the gentleman's address before he could go and see
him.
"You're no such silly!" thought he, as he put his hand
in his pocket, and brought out a card. "There," he said,
"your father will be able to read that, and tell you where
to go."
"Yes, sir. Thank you, sir," said Diamond, and put the
card in his pocket.
The gentleman walked away, but turning round a few paces
off, saw Diamond give his penny to the girl, and, walking
slower, heard him say:
"I've got a father, and mother, and little brother, and
you've got nothing but a wicked old grannie. You may have
my penny."
The girl put it beside the other in her pocket, the only
trustw^orthy article of dress she wore. Her grandmother al-
ways took care that she had a stout pocket.
"Is she as cruel as ever?'' asked Diamond.
" Much the same. But I gets more coppers now than I used
to, and I can get summats to eat, and take browns enough
home besides to keep her from grumbling. It's a good thing
she's so blind, though."
"Why?" asked Diamond.
" 'Cause if she was as sharp in the eyes as she used to be,
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she would find out I never eats her broken wittles, and then
she'd know as I must get something somewheres."
"Doesn't she watch you, then?"
"O' course she do. Don't she just! But I make beheve
and drop it in my lap, and then hitch it into my pocket."
"What would she do if she found you out?"
"She'd never give me no more."
"But you don't want it!"
"Yes, I do want it."
"What do you do with it, then?"
"Give it to cripple Jim."
"Who's cripple Jim?"
"A boy in the Row. His mother broke his leg when he wur
a kid, so he's never come to much; but he's a good boy, is
Jim, and I love Jim dearly. I always keeps off a penny for
Jim — leastways as often as I can. — But there, I must sweep
again, for them busses makes no end o' dirt."
"Diamond! Diamond!" cried his father, who was afraid he
might get no good by talking to the girl; and Diamond obeyed,
and got up again upon the box. He told his father about the
gentleman, and what he had promised him if he would learn to
read, and showed him the gentleman's card.
" Why, it's not many doors from the Mews!" said his father,
giving him back the card. "Take care of it, my boy, for it
may lead to something. God knows, in these hard times a man
wants as many friends as he's ever likely to get."
"Haven't you got friends enough, father?" asked Diamond.
"Well, I have no right to complain; but the more the
better, you know."
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** Just let me count," said Diamond.
And he took his hands from his pockets, and spreading out
the fingers of his left hand, began to count, beginning at the
thumb.
"There's mother first; and then baby, and then me. Next
there's old Diamond — and the cab — no, I won't count the
cab, for it never looks at you, and when Diamond's out of the
shafts, it's nobody. Then there's the man that drinks next
door, and his wife, and his baby."
"They're no friends of mine," said his father.
"Well, they're friends of mine," said Diamond.
His father laughed.
"Much good they'll do you!" he said.
"How do you know they won't. f^" returned Diamond.
"Well, go on," said his father.
"Then there's Jack and Mr. Stonecrop, and, deary me! not
to have mentioned Mr. Coleman and Mrs. Coleman, and Miss
Coleman, and Mrs. Crump. And then there's the clergj^man
that spoke to me in the garden that day the tree was blown
down."
"What's his name.^"
"I don't know his name."
"Where does he live.''"
"I don't know."
"How can you count him, then?"
"He did talk to me, and very kindlike too."
His father laughed again.
"Wliy, child, you're just counting everybody you know.
That don't make 'em friends."
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"Don't it? I thouglit it did. Well, but they shall be my
friends. I shall make 'em.'*
"How will you do that.^*"
"They can't help themselves then, if they would. If I
choose to be their friend, you know, they can't prevent me.
Then there's that girl at the crossing."
" A fine set of friends you do have, to be sure, Diamond !" .
"Surely she's a friend anyhow, father. If it hadn't been
for her, you would never have got Mrs. Coleman and Miss
Coleman to carry home."
His father was silent, for he saw that Diamond was right,
and was ashamed to find himself more ungrateful than he had
thought.
"Then there's the new gentleman," Diamond went on.
"If he do as he say," interposed his father.
" And why shouldn't he.? I daresay sixpence ain't too much
for him to spare. But I don't quite understand, father: is
nobody your friend but the one that does something for you?"
" No, I won't say that, my boy. You would have to leave
out baby then."
"Oh no, I shouldn't. Baby can laugh in your face, and
crow in your ears, and make you feel so happy. Call you that
nothing, father?"
The father's heart was fairly touched now. He made no
answer to this last appeal, and Diamond ended off with saying:
" And there's the best of mine to come yet — and that's you,
daddy — except it be mother, you know. You're my friend,
daddy, ain't you? And I'm your friend, ain't I?"
"And God for us all," said his father, and then they were
both silent, for that was very solemn.
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CHAPTER XX
DIAMOND LEARNS TO READ
THE question of the tall gentleman as to whether Dia-
mond could read or not, set his father thinking it was
high time he could; and as soon as old Diamond was
suppered and bedded, he began the task that very night. But
it was not much of a task to Diamond, for his father took for
his lesson-book those very rhymes his mother had picked up
on the sea-shore; and as Diamond was not beginning too soon,
he learned very fast indeed. Within a month he was able to
spell out most of the verses for himself.
But he had never come upon the poem he thought he had
heard his mother read from it that day. He had looked through
and through the book several times after he knew the letters
and a few words, fancying he could tell the look of it, but had
always failed to find one more like it than another. So he wisely
gave up the search till he could really read. Then he resolved
to begin at the beginning, and read them all straight through.
This took him nearly a fortnight. When he had almost reached
the end, he came upon the following verses, which took his
fancy much, although they were certainly not very like those
he was in search of.
LITTLE BOY BLUE
Little Boy Blue lost his way in a wood.
Sing apples and cherries, roses and honey;
He said, " I would not go back if I could,
Ifs all so jolly and funny."
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He sang, " This wood is all my own,
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
So here I'll sit, like a king on my throne,
AU so jolly and funny."
A little snake crept out of the tree,
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
"Lie do^\Ti at my feet, little snake," said he,
All so jolly and funny.
A little bird sang in the tree overhead.
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
" Come and sing your song on my finger instead.
All so jolly and funny."
The snake coiled up; and the bird flew down.
And sang him the song of Birdie Brown.
Little Boy Blue found it tiresome to sit.
And he thought he had better walk on a bit.
So up he got, his way to take.
And he said, " Come along, little bird and snake."
And waves of snake o'er the damp leaves passed.
And the snake went first and Birdie Brown last;
By Boy Blue's head, with flutter and dart.
Flew Birdie Brown with its song in its heart.
He came where the apples grew red and sweet;
"Tree, drop me an apple down at my feet."
He came where the cherries hung plump and red;
"Come to my mouth, sweet kisses," he said.
And the boughs bow down, and the apples they dapple
The gTass, too many for him to grapple.
And the cherriest cherries, with never a miss.
Fall to his mouth, each a full-grown kiss.
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He met a little brook singing a song.
He said, "Little brook, you are going wrong.
" You must follow me, follow me, follow, I say.
Do as I tell you, and come this way."
And the song-singing, sing-songing forest brook
Leaped from its bed and after him took.
Followed him, followed. And pale and wan.
The dead leaves rustled as the water ran.
And every bird high up on the bough.
And every creature low" dowa below.
He called and the creatures obeyed the call.
Took their legs and their wings and followed him all;
Squirrels that carried their tails like a sack.
Each on his own little humpy brown back;
Householder snails, and slugs all tails,
And butterflies, flutterbies, ships all sails;
And weasels, and ousels, and mice, and larks.
And owls, and rere-mice, and harkydarks.
All went running, and creeping, and flowing.
After the merry boy fluttering and going;
The dappled fawns fawning, the fallow-deer following.
The swallows and flies, flying and swallowing;
Cockchafers, henchafers, cockloli-birds.
Cockroaches, henroaches, cuckoos in herds.
The spider forgot and followed him spinning.
And lost all his thread from end to beginning.
The gay wasp forgot his rings and his waist.
He never had made such undignified haste.
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The dragon-flies melted to mist with their hurrying.
The mole in his moleskins left his harrowing burrowing.
The bees went buzzing, so busy and beesy.
And the midges in columns so upright and easy.
But Little Boy Blue was not content.
Calling for followers still as he went.
Blowing his horn, and beating his drum,
And crying aloud, "Come all of you, come!"
He said to the shadows, "Come after me;"
And the shadows began to flicker and flee.
And they flew through the wood all flattering and fluttering
Over the dead leaves flickering and muttering.
And he said to the wind, "Come, follow; come, follow.
With whistle and pipe, and rustle and hollo."
And the wind wound round at his desire.
As if he had been the gold cock on the spire.
And the cock itself flew down from the church.
And left the farmers all in the lurch.
They run and they fly, they creep and they come,
Everj'thing, everything, all and some.
The very trees they tugged at their roots.
Only their feet were too fast in their boots,
After him leaning and straining and bendmg.
As on through their boles he kept walking and wendling.
Till out of the wood he burst on a lea,
Shouting and calling, " Come after me ! "
And then they rose up with a leafy hiss.
And stood as if nothing had been amiss.
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Little Boy Blue sat down on a stone,
And the creatures came round him every one.
And he said to the clouds, "I want you there;"
And down they sank through the thin blue air.
And he said to the sunset far in the west,
"Come here; I want you; I know best,"
And the sunset came and stood up on the wold.
And burned and glowed in purple and gold.
Then Little Boy Blue began to ponder:
"What's to be done with them all, I wonder."
Then Little Boy Blue, he said, quite low,
"What to do with you all I am sure I don't know."
Then the clouds clodded down till dismal it grew;
The snake sneaked close; round Birdie Brown flew;
The brook sat up like a snake on its tail;
And the wind came up with a what-will-you wail;
And all the creatures sat and stared;
The mole opened his very eyes and glared;
And for rats and bats and the world and his wife.
Little Boy Blue was afraid of his life.
Then Birdie Brown began to sing.
And what he sang was the very thing:
"You have brought us all hither, Little Boy Blue,
Pray what do you want us all to do?"
"Go away! go away!" said Little Boy Blue;
" I'm sure I don't want you — get away — do."
"No, no; no, no; no, yes, and no, no,"
Sang Birdie Brown, "it mustn't be so.
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" We cannot for nothing come here, and away.
Give us some work, or else we stay."
"Oh dear! and oh dear!" with sob and with sigh.
Said Little Boy Blue, and began to cry.
But before he got far, he thought of a thing;
And up he stood, and spoke like a king.
"Why do you hustle and jostle and bother?
Off with you all! Take me back to my mother."
The sunset stood at the gates of the west.
"Follow me, follow me" came from Birdie Brown's breast.
"I am going that way as fast as I can,"
Said the brook, as it sank and turned and ran.
Back to the woods fled the shadows like ghosts;
" If we stay, we shall all be missed from our posts."
Said the wind with a voice that had changed its cheer,
"I was just going there, when you brought me here."
"That's where I live," said the sack-backed squirrel.
And he turned his sack with a swing and a swirl.
Said the cock of the spire, "His father's churchwarden."
Said the brook running faster, "I run through his garden."
Said the mole, "Two hundred worms — there I caught 'em
Last year, and I'm going again next autumn."
Said they all, " If that's where you want us to steer for.
What in earth or in water did you bring us here for.? "
"Never you mind," said Little Boy Blue;
"That's what I tell you. If that you won't do,
" I'll get up at once, and go home without you.
I think I will; I begin to doubt you."
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He rose; and up rose the snake on its tail,
And hissed three times, half a hiss, half a wail.
Little Boy Blue he tried to go past him;
But wherever he turned, sat the snake and faced him.
"If you don't get out of my way," he said,
"I tell you, snake, I will break your head."
The snake he neither would go nor come;
So he hit him hard mth the stick of his drum.
The snake fell down as if he were dead.
And Little Boy Blue set his foot on his head.
And all the creatures they marched before him.
And marshalled him home with a high cockolorum.
And Birdie Brown sang Twirrrr twitter twirrrr twee —
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
Little Boy Blue has listened to me —
All so jolly and funny.
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SAL'S NANNY
DIAMOND managed with many blunders to read this
rhyme to his mother.
"Isn't it nice, mother?" he said,
"Yes, it's pretty," she answered.
**I think it means something," returned Diamond.'
"I'm sure I don't know what," she said.
" I wonder if it's the same boy — ^yes, it must be the same —
Little Boy Blue, you know. Let me see — ^how does that rhyme
go?
Little Boy Blue, come blow me yom* horn-
Yes, of course it is — ^for this one went 'blowing his horn snad
beating his drum.^ He had a drum too.
Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn;
The sheep's in the meadow, the cow's in the corn.
He had to keep them out, you know. But he wasn't mindi»g
his work. It goes —
Where's the little boy that looks after the sheep?
He's under the haystack, fast asleep.
There, you see, mother! And then, let me see^ —
Who'll go and wake him? No, not I;
For if I do, he'll be sure to cry.
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So I suppose nobody did wake him. He was a rather cross
little boy, I dare say, when woke up. And when he did wake
of himself, and saw the mischief the cow had done to the corn,
instead of running home to his mother, he ran away into the
wood and lost himself. Don't you think that's very likely,
mother?"
"I shouldn't wonder," she answered.
" So you see he was naughty ; for even when he lost himself
he did not want to go home. Any of the creatures would have
shown him the way if he had asked it — all but the snake. He
followed the snake, you know, and he took him farther away.
I suppose it was a young one of the same serpent that tempted
Adam and Eve. Father was telling us about it last Sunday,
you remember."
"Bless the child!" said his mother to herself; and then
added aloud, finding that Diamond did not go on, "Well, what
next.^"
"I don't know, mother. I'm sure there's a great deal more,
but what it is I can't say. I only know that he killed the snake.
I suppose that's what he had a drumstick for. He couldn't do
it with his horn."
"But surely you're not such a silly as to take it all for true,
Diamond.^"
"I think it must be. It looks true. That killing of the
snake looks true. It's what Tve got to do so often."
His mother looked uneasy. Diamond smiled full in her
face, and added —
"When baby cries and won't be happy, and when father
and you talk about your troubles, I mean."
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This did little to reassure his mother; and lest my reader
should have his qualms about it too, I venture to remind him
once more that Diamond had been to the back of the north
wind.
Finding she made no reply, Diamond went on —
" In a week or so, I shall be able to go to the tall gentleman
and tell him I can read. And I'll ask him if he can help me
to understand the rhyme."
But before the week was out, he had another reason for
going to Mr. Raymond.
For three days, on each of which, at one time or other.
Diamond's father was on the same stand near the National
Gallery, the girl was not at her crossing, and Diamond got
quite anxious about her, fearing she must be ill. On the fourth
day, not seeing her yet, he said to his father, who had that
moment shut the door of his cab upon a fare —
" Father, I want to go and look after the girl. She can't be
well."
"All right," said his father. "Only take care of yourself.
Diamond."
So saying he climbed on his box and drove off.
He had great confidence in his boy, you see, and would trust
him anywhere. But if he had known the kind of place in which
the girl lived, he would perhaps have thought twice before he
allowed him to go alone. Diamond, who did know something
of it, had not, however, any fear. From talking to the girl he
had a good notion of where about it was, and he remembered
the address well enough; so by asking his way some twenty
times, mostly of policemen, he came at length pretty near the
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place. The last policeman lie questioned looked down upon
liim from the summit of six feet two inches, and replied with
another question, but kindly:
"AVhat do you want there, my small kid? It ain't where
you was bred, I guess."
"No, sir, answered Diamond. "I live in Bloomsbury."
"That's a long way off," said the policeman.
"Yes, it's a good distance," answered Diamond; "but I
find my way about pretty well. Policemen are always kind to
me."
"But what on earth do you want here.''"
Diamond told him plainly what he was about, and of
course the man believed him, for nobody ever disbelieved Dia-
mond. People might think he was mistaken, but they never
thought he was telling a story.
"It's an ugly place," said the policeman.
"Is it far oQ?" asked Diamond.
"No. It's next door almost. But it's not safe."
"Nobody hurts me," said Diamond.
"I must go with you, I suppose."
"Oh, no! please not," said Diamond. "They might think
I was going to meddle with them, and I ain't, you know."
"Well, do as you please," said the man, and gave him full
directions.
Diamond set off, never suspecting that the policeman, who
was a kind-hearted man, with children of his own, was follow-
ing him close, and watching him round every comer. As he
went on, all at once he thought he remembered the place, and
whether it really was so, or only that he had laid up the police-
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man's instructions well in his mind, he went straight for the
cellar of old Sal.
"He's a sharp little kid, anyhow, for as simple as he
looks," said the man to himself. "Not a wrong turn does
he take! But old Sal's a rum un for such a child to pay
a morning visit to. She's worse when she's sober than when
ghe's half drunk. I've seen her when she'd have torn him
in pieces."
Happily then for Diamond, old Sal had gone out to get
some gin. When he came to her door at the bottom of the area-
stair and knocked, he received no answer. He laid his ear to
the door, and thought he heard a moaning within. So he tried
the door, and found it was not locked. It was a dreary place
indeed, — ^and very dark, for the window was below the level of
the street, and covered with mud, while over the grating which
kept people from falling into the area, stood a chest of drawers,
placed there by a dealer in second-hand furniture, which shut
out almost all the light. And the smell in the place w^as dread-
ful. Diamond stood still for a while, for he could see next to
nothing, but he heard the moaning plainly enough now. When
he got used to the darkness, he discovered his friend lying with
closed eyes and a white suffering face on a heap of little better
than rags in a corner of the den. He w^ent up to her and spoke,
but she made him no answer. Indeed, she was not in the least
aware of his presence, and Diamond saw that he could do
nothing for her without help. So taking a lump of barley-
sugar from his pocket, which he had bought for her as he came
along, and laying it beside her, he left the place, having already
made up his mind to go and see the tall gentleman, Mr. Ray-
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mond, and ask him to do something for Sal's Namiy, as the
girl was called.
By the time he got up the area-steps, three or four women
who had seen him go down were standing together at the top
waiting for him. They wanted his clothes for their children;
but they did not follow him down lest Sal should find them
there. The moment he appeared, they laid their hands on
him, and all began talking at once, for each wanted to get
some advantage over her neighbours. He told them quite
quietly, for he was not frightened, that he had come to see what
was the matter with Nanny.
"\Miat do you know about Nanny .^" said one of them
fiercely. "^Yait till old Sal comes home, and you'll catch it,
for going pn-ing into her house when she's out. If you don't
give me your jacket directly, I'll go and fetch her."
"I can't give you my jacket," said Diamond. "It belongs
to my father and mother, you know. It's not mine to give. Is
it now.^ You would not think it right to give away what wasn't
yours — would you now?"
" Give it away I No, that I wouldn't : I'd keep it," she said,
with a rough laugh. "But if the jacket ain't yours, what right
have you to keep it? Here, Cherrj', make haste. It'll be one
go apiece."
They all began to tug at the jacket, while Diamond stooped
and kept his arms bent to resist them. Before they had done
him or the jacket any harm, however, suddenly they all
scampered away; and Diamond, looking in the opposite direc-
tion, saw the t-all poHceman coming towards him.
"You had better have let me come with you, Httle man," he
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said, looking down in Diamond's face, which was flushed with
his resistance.
"You came just in the right time, thank you," returned
Diamond. "They've done me no harm."
"They would have if I hadn't been at hand, though."
"Yes; but you were at hand, you know, so they couldn't."
Perhaps the answer was deeper in purport than either Dia-
mond or the policeman knew. They walked away together.
Diamond telling his new friend how ill poor Nanny was, and
that he was going to let the tall gentleman know. The police-
man put him in the nearest way for Bloomsbury, and stepping
out in good earnest, Diamond reached Mr. Raymond's door in
less than an hour. WTien he asked if he was at home, the
servant, in return, asked w^hat he wanted.
"I want to tell him something."
"But I can't go and trouble him with such a message as
that."
"He told me to come to him — that is, when I could read —
and I can."
"How am I to know that.^"
Diamond stared w^th astonishment for one moment, then
answered :
"^Miy, I've just told you. That's how you know it."
But this man was made of coarser grain than the pohceman,
and instead of seeing that Diamond could not tell a lie, he put
his answer dovra as impudence, and saying, " Do you think I'm
going to take your word for it.^" shut the door in his face.
Diamond turned and sat down on the doorstep, thinking
with himself that the tall gentleman must either come in or
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come out, and he was therefore in the best possible position
for finding him. He had not waited long before the door
opened again; but when he looked round, it was only the
servant once more.
"Get away," he said. "Wliat are you doing on the door-
step.?"
"Waiting for Mr. Raymond," answered Diamond, getting
up.
"He's not at home."
"Then I'll wait till he comes," returned Diamond, sitting
down again with a smile.
What the man would have done next I do not know, but a
step sounded from the hall, and when Diamond looked round
again, there was the tall gentleman.
"Who's this, John.?" he asked.
" I don't know, sir. An imperent little boy as will sit on the
doorstep."
"Please, sir," said Diamond, "he told me you weren't at
home, and I sat down to wait for you."
"Eh, what!" said Mr. Raymond. "John! John! This
won't do. Is it a habit of yours to turn away my visitors.?
There'll be some one else to turn away, I'm afraid, if I find any
more of this kind of thing. Come in, my little man. I suppose
you've come to claim your sixpence?"
"No, sir, not that."
"What! can't you read yet?"
"Yes, I can now, a little. But I'll come for that next time.
I came to tell you about Sal's Nanny."
"Who's Sal's Nanny?"
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"The girl at the crossing you talked to the same day."
"Oh, yes; I remember. What's the matter .^^ Has she got
run over?"
Then Diamond told him all.
Now Mr. Raymond was one of the kindest men in London.
He sent at once to have the horse put to the brougham, took
Diamond with him, and drove to the Children's Hospital.
There he was well known to everybody, for he was not only a
large subscriber, but he used to go and tell the children stories
of an afternoon. One of the doctors promised to go and find
Nanny, and do what could be done — have her brought to the
hospital, if possible.
That same night they sent a litter for her, and as she could
be of no use to old Sal until she was better, she did not object
to having her removed. So she was soon lying in the fever
ward — ^for the first time in her life in a nice clean bed. But
she knew nothing of the whole affair. She was too ill to know
anything.
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CHAPTER XXII
IVIR. RAYMOND'S RIDDLE
MR. RAYMOND took Diamond home with him,
stopping at the Mews to tell his mother that he
would send him back soon. Diamond ran in with
the message himself, and when he reappeared he had in his
hand the torn and crumpled book which North Wind had
given him.
**Ah! I see," said Mr. Raymond: "you are going to claim
your sixpence now."
"I wasn't thinking of that so much as of another thing,"
said Diamond. "There's a rhyme in this book I can't quite
understand. I want you to tell me what it means, if you
please."
"I will if I can," answered Mr. Raymond. "You shall
read it to me when we get home, and then I shall see."
Still with a good many blunders, Diamond did read it after
a fashion. ^Ir. Raymond took the little book and read it over
again.
Now IVIr. Raymond was a poet himself, and so, although he
had never been at the back of the north wind, he was able to
understand the poem pretty well. But before saying anything
about it, he read it over aloud, and Diamond thought he un-
derstood it much better already.
"I'll tell you what I think it means," he then said. "It
means that people may have their way for a while, if they like,
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but it will get them into such troubles they'll wish they hadn't
had it."
"I know, I know!" said Diamond. "Like the poor cab-
man next door. He drinks too much."
"Just so," returned ]Mr. Raymond. "But when people
want to do right, things about them will try to help them.
Only they must kill the snake, you know."
"I was sure the snake had something to do with it," cried
Diamond triumphantly.
A good deal more talk followed, and Mr. Raymond gave
Diamond his sixpence.
"What will you do with it.^" he asked.
"Take it home to my mother," he answered. "She has a
teapot — such a black one ! — with a broken spout, and she keeps
all her money in it. It ain't much; but she saves it up to buy
shoes for me. And there's baby coming on famously, and
he'll want shoes soon. And every sixpence is something —
ain't it, sir.^"
"To be sure, my man. I hope you'll always make as good
a use of your money."
"I hope so, sir," said Diamond.
"And here's a book for you, full of pictures and stories and
poems. I wrote it myself, chiefly for the children of the hos-
pital where I hope Nanny is going. I don't mean I printed it,
you know. I made it," added Mr. Raymond, wishing Dia-
mond to understand that he was the author of the book.
"I know what you mean. I make songs myself. They're
awfully silly, but they please baby, and that's all they're meant
for."
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"Couldn't you let me hear one of them now?" said Mr.
Raymond.
*'No, sir, I couldn't. I forget them as soon as I've done
with them. Besides, I couldn't make a line without baby on
my knee. We make them together, you know. They're just
as much baby's as mine. It's he that pulls them out of me."
"I suspect the child's a genius," said the poet to himself,
"and that's what makes people think him silly."
Now if any of my child readers want to know what a genius
is — shall I try to tell them, or shall I not.'* I will give them
one very short answer: it means one who understands things
without any other body telling him what they mean. God
makes a few such now and then to teach the rest of us.
"Do you like riddles?" asked Mr. Raymond, turning over
the leaves of his own book.
"I don't know what a riddle is," said Diamond.
"It's something that means something else, and you've got
to find out what the something else is."
Mr. Raymond liked the old-fashioned riddle best, and had
written a few — one of which he now read.
I have only one foot, but thousands of toes;
My one foot stands, but never goes.
I have many arms, and they're mighty all;
And hundreds of fingers, large and small.
From the ends of my fingers my beauty grows.
I breathe with my hair, and I drink with my toes.
I grow bigger and bigger about the waist,
And yet I am always very tight laced.
None e'er saw me eat — I've no mouth to bite;
Yet I eat all day in the full sunlight.
In the summer with song I shake and quiver,
But in winter I fast and groan and shiver.
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"Do you know what that means. Diamond?'' he asked,
when he had finished.
**No, indeed, I don't," answered Diamond.
"Then you can read it for yourself, and think over it, and
see if you can find it out," said Mr. Raymond, giving him the
book. "And now you had better go home to your mother.
When you've found the riddle, you can come again."
If Diamond had had to find out the riddle in order to see
Mr. Raymond again, I doubt if he would ever have seen him.
"Oh then," I think I hear some little reader say, "he could
not have been a genius, for a genius finds out things without
being told."
I answered, " Genius finds out truths, not tricks." And if
you do not understand that, I am afraid you must be content
to wait till you grow older and know more.
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THE EARLY BIRD
WHEN Diamond got home he found his father at
home already, sitting by the fire and looking rather
miserable, for his head ached and he felt sick. He
had been doing night work of late, and it had not agreed with
him, so he had given it up, but not in time, for he had taken
some kind of fever. The next day he was forced to keep his
bed, and his wife nursed him, and Diamond attended to the
baby. If he had not been ill, it would have been delightful to
have him at home; and the first day Diamond sang more songs
than ever to the baby, and his father listened with some plea-
sure. But the next he could not bear even Diamond's sweet
voice, and was very ill indeed; so Diamond took the baby into
his own room, and had no end of quiet games with him there.
If he did pull all his bedding on the floor, it did not matter, for
he kept baby very quiet, and made the bed himself again, and
slept in it with baby all the next night, and many nights after.
But long before his father got well, his mother's savings
were all but gone. She did not say a word about it in the
hearing of her husband, lest she should distress him; and one
night, when she could not help crying, she came into Diamond's
room that his father might not hear her. She thought Dia-
mond was asleep, but he was not. When he heard her sobbing,
he was frightened, and said —
"Is father worse, mother?"
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"No, Diamond," she answered, as well as she could; "he's
a good bit better."
"Then what are you crying for, mother?"
"Because my money is almost all gone," she replied.
"O mammy, you make me think of a little poem baby and
I learned out of North Wind's book to-day. Don't you re-
member how I bothered you about some of the words?"
"Yes, child," said his mother heedlessly, thinking only of
what she should do after to-morrow.
Diamond began and repeated the poem, for he had a won-
derful memory.
A little bird sat on the edge of her nest;
Her yellow-beaks slept as sound as tops;
That day she had done her very best,
And had filled every one of their little crops.
She had filled her own just over-full.
And hence she was feeling a little dull.
*0h dear!' she sighed, as she sat with her head
Sunk in her chest, and no neck at all,
While her crop stuck out like a feather bed
Turned inside out, and rather small;
'What shall I do if things don't reform?
I don't know where there's a single worm.
* I've had twenty to-day, and the children five each.
Besides a few flies, and some very fat spiders;
No one will say I don't do as I preach —
I'm one of the best of bird-providers;
But where's the use? We want a storm —
I don't know where there's a single worm.'
* There's five in my crop,' said a wee, wee bird.
Which woke at the voice of his mother's pain;
'I know where there's five.' And with the word
He tucked in his head, and went off again.
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'The folly of childhood,' sighed his mother,
*Has always been my especial bother.'
The yellow-beaks they slept on and on —
And never had heard of the bogy To-morrow;
But the mother sat outside, making her moan —
She'll soon have to beg, or steal, or borrow;
For she never can tell the night before
Where she shall find one red worm more.
The fact, as I say, was, she'd had too many;
She couldn't sleep, and she called it virtue.
Motherly foresight, affection, any
Name you may call it that will not hurt you;
So it was late ere she tucked her head in,
And she slept so late it was almost a sin.
But the little fellow who knew of five.
Nor troubled his head about any more.
Woke very early, felt quite alive.
And wanted a sixth to add to his store;
He pushed his mother, the greedy elf.
Then thought he had better try for himself.
When his mother awoke and had rubbed her eyes.
Feeling less like a bird, and more like a mole.
She saw him — ^fancy with what surprise —
Dragging a huge worm out of a hole !
'Twas of his same hero the proverb took form:
^Tis the early bird that catches the loorm.
"There, mother!'* said Diamond, as he finished; "ain't it
funny?"
" I wish you were like that little bird. Diamond, and could
catch worms for yourself," said his mother, as she rose to go
and look after her husband.
Diamond lay awake for a few minutes, thinking what he
could do to catch worms. It was very little trouble to make up
his mind, however, and still less to go to sleep after it.
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ANOTHER EARLY BIRD
HE got up in the morning as soon as he heard the men
moving in the yard. He tucked in his little brother
so that he could not tumble out of bed, and then went
out, leaving the door open, so that if he should cry his mother
might hear him at once. When he got into the yard he found
the stable-door just opened.
"I'm the early bird, I think," he said to himself. "I hope
I shall catch the worm."
He would not ask any one to help him, fearing his project
might meet^with disapproval and opposition. With great diffi-
culty, but with the help of a broken chair he brought down
from his bedroom, he managed to put the harness on Diamond.
If the old horse had had the least objection to the proceeding,
of course he could not have done it; but even when it came to
the bridle, he opened his mouth for the bit, just as if he had
been taking the apple which Diamond sometimes gave him.
He fastened the cheek-strap very carefully, just in the usual
hole, for fear of choking his friend, or else letting the bit get
amongst his teeth. It was a job to get the saddle on; but
with the chair he managed it. If old Diamond had had an
education in physics to equal that of the camel, he would have
knelt down to let him put it on his back, but that was more
than could be expected of him, and then Diamond had to creep
quite under him to get hold of the girth. The collar was almost
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the worst part of the business ; but there Diamond could help
Diamond. He held his head very low till his little master had
got it over and turned it round, and then he lifted his head,
and shook it on to his shoulders. The yoke was rather diffi-
cult; but when he had laid the traces over the horse's neck,
the weight was not too much for him. He got him right at
last, and led him out of the stable.
By this time there w^ere several of the men watching him,
but they would not interfere, they were so anxious to see how
he would get over the various difficulties. They followed him
as far as the stable-door, and there stood watching him again
as he put the horse between the shafts, got them up one after
the other into the loops, fastened the traces, the belly-band, the
breeching, and the reins.
Then he got his whip. The moment he mounted the box,
the men broke into a hearty cheer of delight at his success.
But they would not let him go without a general inspection of
the harness; and although they found it right, for not a buckle
had to be shifted, they never allowed him to do it for himself
again all the time his father was ill.
The cheer brought his mother to the window, and there she
saw her little boy setting out alone with the cab in the gray of
the morning. She tugged at the window, but it was stiff; and
before she could open it, Diamond, who was in a great hurry,
was out of the mews, and almost out of the street. She called
*' Diamond! Diamond!" but there was no answer except from
Jack.
" Never fear for him, ma'am," said Jack. " It 'ud be only a
devil as would hurt him, and there ain*t so many o' them as
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some folk 'ud have you believe. A boy o' Diamond's size as
can 'arness a 'oss o' t'other Diamond's size, and put him to,
right as a trivet — if he do upset the keb — 'II fall on his feet,
ma'am."
"But he won't upset the cab, will he, Jack.^"
"Not he, ma'am. Leastways he won't go for to do it."
" I know as much as that myself. What do you mean?"
" I mean he's as little likely to do it as the oldest man in the
stable. How's the gov'nor to-day, ma'am?"
"A good deal better, thank you," she answered, closing the
window in some fear lest her husband should have been made
anxious by the news of Diamond's expedition. He knew pretty
well, however, what his boy was capable of, and although not
quite easy was less anxious than his mother. But as the even-
ing drew on, the anxiety of both of them increased, and every
sound of wheels made his father raise himself in his bed, and
his mother peep out of the window.
Diamond had resolved to go straight to the cabstand where
he was best known, and never to crawl for fear of getting
annoyed by idlers. Before he got across Oxford Street, how-
ever, he was hailed by a man who wanted to catch a train, and
was in too great a hurry to think about the driver. Having
carried him to King's Cross in good time, and got a good fare
in return, he set off again in great spirits, and reached the stand
in safety. He was the first there after all.
As the men arrived they all greeted him kindly, and in-
quired after his father.
"Ain't you afraid of the old 'oss running away with you?"
asked one.
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"No, he wouldn't run away with me," answered Diamond.
"He knows I'm getting the shillings for father. Or if he did
he would only run home."
"Well, you're a plucky one, for all your girl's looks!" said
the man; "and I wish ye luck."
"Thank you, sir," said Diamond. "I'll do what I can. I
came to the old place, you see, because I knew you would let
me have my turn here."
In the course of the day one man did try to cut him out, but
he was a stranger; and the shout the rest of them raised let
him see it would not do, and made him so far ashamed besides,
that he went away crawling.
Once, in a block, a policeman came up to him, and asked
him for his number. Diamond showed him his father's badge,
saying with a smile:
"Father's ill at home, and so I came out with the cab.
There's no fear of me. I can drive. Besides, the old horse
could go alone."
"Just as well, I dare say. You're a pair of 'em. But you
are a rum 'un for a cabby — ain't you now?" said the policeman.
"I don't know as I ought to let you go."
"I ain't done nothing," said Diamond. "It's not my fault
I'm no bigger. I'm big enough for my age."
"That's where it is," said the man. "You ain't fit."
"How do you know that.'^" asked Diamond, with his usual
smile, and turning his head like a little bird.
"Why, how are you to get out of this ruck now, when it
begins to move.f^"
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"Just you get up on the box," said Diamond, "and I'll
show you. There, that van's a-moving now. Jump up."
The policeman did as Diamond told him, and was soon
satisfied that the little fellow could drive.
"Well," he said, as he got down again, "I don't know as I
should be right to interfere. Good luck to you, my little man !"
"Thank you, sir," said Diamond, and drove away.
In a few minutes a gentleman hailed him.
"Are you the driver of this cab.^^" he asked.
"Yes, sir," said Diamond, showing his badge, of which he
was proud.
"You're the youngest cabman I ever saw. How am I to
know you won't break all my bones.?"
"I would rather break all my own," said Diamond. "But
if you're afraid, never mind me; I shall soon get another fare."
"I'll risk it," said the gentleman; and, opening the door
himself, he jumped in.
He was going a good distance, and soon found that Dia-
mond got him over the ground well. Now when Diamond had
only to go straight ahead, and had not to mind so much what
he was about, his thoughts always turned to the riddle Mr.
Raymond had set him; and this gentleman looked so clever
that he fancied he must be able to read it for him. He had
given up all hope of finding it out for himself, and he could not
plague his father about it when he was ill. He had thought of
the answer himself, but fancied it could not be the right one,
for to see how it all fitted required some knowledge of physi-
ology. So, when he reached the end of his journey, he got
down very quickly, and with his head just looking in at the
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window, said, as the gentleman gathered his gloves and news-
papers :
"Please, sir, can you tell me the meaning of a riddle?"
"You must tell me the riddle first," answered the gentle-
man, amused.
Diamond repeated the riddle.
"Oh! that's easy enough," he returned. "It's a tree."
"Well, it ain't got no mouth, sure enough; but how then
does it eat all day long.^*"
"It sucks in its food through the tiniest holes in its leaves,"
he answered. " Its breath is its food. And it can't do it except
in the daylight."
"Thank you, sir, thank you," returned Diamond. "I*m
sorry I couldn't find it out myself; Mr. Raymond would have
been better pleased with me."
"But you needn't tell him any one told you."
Diamond gave him a stare which came from the very back
of the north wind, where that kind of thing is unknown.
"That would be cheating," he said at last.
"Ain't you a cabby, then?"
"Cabbies don't cheat."
"Don't they? I am of a different opinion."
"I'm sure my father don't."
"What's your fare, young innocent?"
"Well, I think the distance is a good deal over three miles —
that's two shillings. Only father says sixpence a mile is too
little, though we can't ask for more."
"You're a deep one. But I think you're wrong. It's over
four miles — not much, but it is."
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"Then that's half-a-crown," said Diamond.
"Well, here's three shillings. Will that do?"
"Thank you kindly, sir. I'll tell my father how good you
were to me — first to tell me my riddle, then to put me right
about the distance, and then to give me sixpence over. It'll
help father to get well again, it will."
"I hope it may, my man. I shouldn't wonder if you're as
good as you look, after all."
As Diamond returned, he drew up at a stand he had never
been on before : it was time to give Diamond his bag of chopped
beans and oats. The men got about him, and began to chaff
him. He took it all good-humouredly, until one of them, who
was an ill-conditioned fellow, began to tease old Diamond by
poking him roughly in the ribs, and making general game of
him. That he could not bear, and the tears came in his eyes.
He undid the nose-bag, put it in the boot, and was just going
to mount and drive away, when the fellow interfered, and
would not let him get up. Diamond endeavored to persuade
him, and was very civil, but he would have his fun out of him,
as he said. In a few minutes a group of idle boys had as-
sembled, and Diamond found himself in a very uncomfortable
position. Another cab drew up at the stand, and the driver
got off and approached the assemblage.
"What's up here.f^" he asked, and Diamond knew the voice.
It was that of the drunken cabman.
"Do you see this young oyster? He pretends to drive a
cab," said his enemy.
"Yes, I do see him. And I sees you too. You'd better
leave him alone. He ain't no oyster. He's a angel come
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down on his own business. You be off, or I'll be nearer you
than quite agreeable."
The drunken cabman was a tall, stout man, who did not
look one to take liberties with.
*'0h! if he's a friend of yours," said the other, drawing
back.
Diamond got out the nose-bag again. Old Diamond should
have his feed out now.
*'Yes, he is a friend o' mine. One o' the best I ever had.
It's a pity he ain't a friend o' yourn. You'd be the better for
it, but it ain't no fault of hisn."
When Diamond went home at night, he carried with him
one pound one shilling and sixpence, besides a few coppers
extra, which had followed some of the fares.
His mother had got very anxious indeed — so much so that
she was almost afraid, when she did hear the sound of his cab,
to go and look, lest she should be again disappointed, and
should break down before her husband. But there was the
old horse, and there was the cab all right, and there was Dia-
mond on the box, his pale face looking triumphant as a full
moon in the twilight.
When he drew up at the stable-door, Jack came out, and
after a good many friendly questions and congratulations, said :
"You go in to your mother. Diamond. I'll put up the old
'oss. I'll take care on him. He do deserve some small atten-
tion, he do."
"Thank you. Jack," said Diamond, and bounded into the
house, and into the arms of his mother, who was waiting for
him at the top of the stair.
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The poor, anxious woman led him into his own room, sat
down on his bed, took him on her lap as if he had been a baby,
and cried.
"How's father?" asked Diamond, almost afraid to ask.
"Better, my child," she answered, "but uneasy about you,
my dear."
" Didn't you tell him I was the early bird gone out to catch
the worm?"
" That was what put it in your head, was it, you monkey?"
said his mother, beginning to get better.
"That or something else," answered Diamond, so Yery
quietly that his mother held his head back and stared in his
face.
"Well! of all the children!" she said, and said no more.
"And here's my worm," resumed Diamond.
But to see her face as he poured the shillings and sixpences
and pence into her lap! She burst out crying a second time,
and ran with the money to her husband.
And how pleased he was ! It did him no end of good. But
while he was counting the coins. Diamond turned to baby, who
was lying awake in his cradle, sucking his precious thumb, and
took him up, saying:
"Baby, baby! I haven't seen you for a whole year."
And then he began to sing to him as usual. And what he
sang was this, for he was too happy either to make a song of
his own or to sing sense. It was one out of IVIr. Raymond's
book.
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THE TRUE HISTORY OF THE CAT AND THE FIDDLE
Hey, diddle, diddle!
The cat and the fiddle!
He played such a merry tune.
That the cow went mad
With the pleasure she had,
And jumped right over the moon.
But then, don't you see?
Before that could be,
The moon had come down and listened.
The little dog hearkened,
So loud that he barkened,
"There's nothing like it, there isn't."
Hey, diddle, diddle!
Went the cat and the fiddle.
Hey diddle, diddle, dee, dee!
The dog laughed at the sport
Till his cough cut him short.
It w^as hey diddle, diddle, oh me 1
And back came the cow
W'ith a merry, merry low.
For she'd humbled the man in the moon.
The dish got excited.
The spoon was delighted.
And the dish waltzed away with the spoon.
But the man in the moon.
Coming back too soon
From the famous town of Norwich,
Caught up the dish.
Said, "It's just what I wish
To hold my cold plum-porridge!"
Gave the cow a rat-tat.
Flung water on the cat,
And sent him away like a rocket.
Said, "O Moon, there you are!"
Got into her car,
And went off with the spoon in his pocket.
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Hey ho! diddle, diddle!
The wet eat and wet fiddle,
They made such a caterwauling.
That the cow in a fright
Stood bolt upright
Bellowing now, and bawling;
And the dog on his tail,
Stretched his neck with a wail.
But "Ho! ho!" said the man in the moon —
"No more in the South
Shall I burn my mouth,
For I've found a dish and a spoon."
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DIAMOND'S DREAM
^'FTTlHERE, baby!" said Diamond; "I'm so happy that I
I can only sing nonsense. Oh, father, think if you had
•^ been a poor man, and hadn't had a cab and old Dia-
mond! "SMiat should I have done?"
**I don't know indeed what you could have done," said his
father from the bed.
"We should have all starved, my precious Diamond," said
his mother, whose pride in her boy was even greater than her
joy in the shillings. Both of them together made her heart
ache, for pleasure can do that as well as pain.
"Oh no! we shouldn't," said Diamond. "I could have
taken Nanny's crossing 'till she came back; and then the
money, instead of going for Old Sal's gin, would have gone
for father's beef -tea. I wonder what Nanny will do when she
gets well again. Somebody else will be sure to have taken the
crossing by that time. I wonder if she will fight for it, and
whether I shall have to help her. I won't bother my head
about that. Time enough yet! Hey diddle! hey diddle! hey
diddle diddle! I wonder whether Mr. Raymond would take
me to see Nanny. Hey diddle! hey diddle! hey diddle diddle!
The baby and fiddle! O, mother, I'm such a silly! But I
can't help it. I wish I could think of something else, but
there's nothing will come into my head but hey diddle diddle!
the cat and the fiddle! I wonder what the angels do — when
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they're extra happy, you know — when they've been driving
cabs all day and taking home the money to their mothers. Do
you think they ever sing nonsense, mother?"
"I dare say they've got their own sort of it," answered his
mother, "else they wouldn't be like other people."
She was thinking more of her twenty-one shillings and six
pence, and of the nice dinner she would get for her sick hus-
band next day, than of the angels and their nonsense, when she
said it. But Diamond found her answer all right.
"Yes, to be sure," he replied. "They wouldn't be like
other people if they hadn't their nonsense sometimes. But it
must be very pretty nonsense, and not like that silly hey diddle
diddle! the cat and the fiddle! I wish I could get it out of
my head. I wonder what the angels' nonsense is like. Non-
sense is a very good thing, ain't it, mother.? — a little of it now
and then; more of it for baby, and not so much for grown
people like cabmen and their mothers .^^ It's like the pepper
and salt that goes in the soup — that's it — isn't it, mother?
There's baby fast asleep ! Oh, what a nonsense baby it is — ^to
sleep so much! Shall I put him down, mother?"
Diamond chattered away. What rose in his happy little
heart ran out of his mouth, and did his father and mother good.
When he went to bed, which he did early, being more tired, as
you may suppose, than usual, he was still thinking what the
nonsense could be like which the angels sang when they were
too happy to sing sense. But before coming to any conclusion
he fell fast asleep. And no wonder, for it must be acknowl-
edged a difficult question.
That night he had a very curious dream which I think my
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readers would like to have told them. They would, at least,
if they are as fond of nice dreams as I am, and don't have
enough of them of their own.
He dreamed that he was running about in the twilight in
the old garden. He thought he was waiting for North Wind,
but she did not come. So he would run down to the back gate,
and see if she were there. He ran and ran. It was a good long
garden out of his dream, but in his dream it had grown so long
and spread out so wide that the gate he wanted was nowhere.
He ran and ran, but instead of coming to the gate found him-
self in a beautiful country, not like any country he had ever
been in before. There were no trees of any size; nothing
bigger in fact than hawthorns, which were full of may-blossom.
The place in which they grew was wild and dry, mostly covered
with grass, but having patches of heath. It extended on every
side as far as he could see. But although it was so wild, yet
wherever in an ordinary heath you might have expected furze
bushes, or holly, or broom, there grew roses — wild and rare —
all kinds. On every side, far and near, roses were glowing.
There too was the gum-cistus, whose flowers fall every night
and come again the next morning, lilacs and syringas and
laburnums, and many shrubs besides, of which he did not
know the names; but the roses were every^where. He wan-
dered on and on, wondering when it would come to an
end. It was of no use going back, for there was no house
to be seen anywhere. But he was not frightened, for you
know Diamond was used to things that were rather out of
the way. He threw himself down under a rose-bush, and fell
asleep.
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He woke, not out of his dream, but into it, thinking he
heard a child's voice, calHng "Diamond, Diamond!" He
jumped up, but all was still about him. The rose-bushes were
pouring out their odors in clouds. He could see the scent
like mists of the same color as the rose, issuing like a slow
fountain and spreading in the air till it joined the thin rosy
vapor which hung over all the wilderness. But again came
the voice calling him, and it seemed to come from over his
head. He looked up, but saw only the deep blue sky full of
stars — more brilliant, however, than he had seen them before;
and both sky and stars looked nearer to the earth.
While he gazed up, again he heard the cry. At the same
moment he saw one of the biggest stars over his head give a
kind of twinkle and jump, as if it went out and came in again.
He threw himself on his back, and fixed his eyes upon it. Nor
had he gazed long before it went out, leaving something like
a scar in the blue. But as he went on gazing he saw a face
where the star had been — a merry face, with bright eyes. The
eyes appeared not only to see Diamond, but to know that
Diamond had caught sight of them, for the face withdrew
the same moment. Again came the voice, calling " Diamond,
Diamond;" and in jumped the star to its place.
Diamond called as loud as he could, right up into the sky :
"Here's Diamond, down below you. What do you want
him to do?"
The next instant many of the stars round about that one
went out, and many voices shouted from the sky, —
"Come up; come up. We're so jolly! Diamond! Dia-
mond!"
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This was followed by a peal of the memest, kindliest
laughter, and all the stars jumped into their places again.
"How am I to come up?" shouted Diamond.
"Go round the rose-bush. It's got its foot in it," said the
first voice.
Diamond got up at once, and walked to the other side of
the rose-bush.
There he found what seemed the very opposite of what he
wanted — ^a stair down into the earth. It was of turf and moss.
It did not seem to promise well for getting into the sky, but
Diamond had learned to look through the look of things. The
voice must have meant that he was to go down this stair; and
down this stair Diamond went, without waiting to think more
about it.
It was such a nice stair, so cool and soft — all the sides as
well as the steps grown with moss and grass and ferns ! Down
and down Diamond went — a long way, until at last he heard
the gurgling and splashing of a little stream; nor had he gone
much farther before he met it — ^yes, met it coming up the stairs
to meet him, running up just as naturally as if it had been doing
the other thing. Neither was Diamond in the least surprised
to see it pitching itself from one step to another as it climbed
towards him; he never thought it was odd — ^and no more it
was, there. It would have been odd here. It made a merry
tune as it came, and its voice was like the laughter he had
heard from the sky. This appeared promising; and he went
on, down and down the stair, and up and up the stream, till at
last he came where it hurried out from under a stone, and the
stair stopped altogether. And as the stream bubbled up, the
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stone shook and swayed with its force; and Diamond thought
he would try to lift it. Lightly it rose to his hand, forced up
by the stream from below; and, by what would have seemed
an unaccountable perversion of things had he been awake,
threatened to come tumbling upon his head. But he avoided
it, and w^hen it fell, got upon it. He now saw that the opening
through which the water came pouring in was over his head,
and with the help of the stone he scrambled out by it, and
found himself on the side of a grassy hill which rounded away
from him in every direction, and down which came the brook
which vanished in the hole. But scarcely had he noticed so
much as this before a merry shouting and laughter burst upon
him, and a number of naked little boys came running, every
one eager to get to him first. At the shoulders of each fluttered
two little wings, which were of no use for flying, as they were
mere buds; only being made for it they could not help flutter-
ing as if they were flying. Just as the foremost of the troop
reached him, one or two of them fell, and the rest with shouts
of laughter came tumbling over them till they heaped up a
mound of struggling merriment. One after another they extri-
cated themselves, and each as he got free threw his arms round
Diamond and kissed him. Diamond's heart was ready to melt
within him from clear delight. When they had all embraced
him, —
"Now let us have some fun," cried one, and with a shout
they all scampered hither and thither, and played the wildest
gambols on the grassy slopes. They kept constantly coming
back to Diamond, however, as the centre of their enjoyment,
rejoicing over him as if they had found a lost playmate.
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There was a wind on the hillside which blew like the very
embodiment of living gladness. It blew into Diamond's heart,
and made him so happy that he was forced to sit down and cry.
"Now let's go and dig for stars," said one who seemed to
be the captain of the troop.
They all scurried away, but soon returned, one after an-
other, each with a pickaxe on his shoulder and a spade in his
hand. As soon as they were gathered, the captain led them in
a straight line to another part of the hill. Diamond rose and
followed.
"Here is where we begin our lesson for to-night," he said.
"Scatter and dig."
There was no more fun. Each went by himself, walking
slowly with bent shoulders and his eyes fixed on the ground.
Every now and then one would stop, kneel down, and look
intently, feeling with his hands and parting the grass. One
would get up and walk on again, another spring to his feet,
catch eagerly at his pickaxe and strike it into the ground once
and again, then throw it aside, snatch up his spade, and com-
mence digging at the loosened earth. Now one would sorrow-
fully shovel the earth into the hole again, trample it down with
his little bare white feet, and walk on. But another would give
a joyful shout, and after much tugging and loosening would
draw from the hole a lump as big as his head, or no bigger than
his fist; when the under side of it would pour such a blaze of
golden or bluish light into Diamond's eyes that he was quite
dazzled. Gold and blue were the commoner colors: the
jubilation was greater over red or green or purple. And every
time a star was dug up all the little angels dropped their tools
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and crowded about it, shouting and dancing and fluttering
their wing-buds.
When they had examined it well, they would kneel down
one after the other and peep through the hole; but they al-
ways stood back to give Diamond the first look. All that Dia-
mond could report, however, was, that through the star-holes
he saw a great many things and places and people he knew
quite well, only somehow they were different — ^there was some-
thing marvellous about them — ^he could not tell what. Every
time he rose from looking through a star-hole, he felt as if his
heart would break for joy; and he said that if he had not cried,
he did not know what would have become of him.
As soon as all had looked, the star was carefully fitted in
again, a little mould was strewn over it, and the rest of the
heap left as a sign that that star had been discovered.
At length one dug up a small star of a most lovely colour —
a colour Diamond had never seen before. The moment the
angel saw what it was, instead of showing it about, he handed
it to one of his neighbours, and seated himself on the edge of
the hole, saying:
"This will do for me. Good-bye. I'm off."
They crowded about him, hugging and kissing him; then
stood back with a solemn stillness, their wings lying close to
their shoulders. The little fellow looked round on them once
with a smile, and then shot himself headlong through the star-
hole. Diamond, as privileged, threw himself on the ground to
peep after him, but he saw nothing.
"It's no use," said the captain. "I never saw anything
more of one that went that way."
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"His wings can't be much use," said Diamond, concerned
and fearful, yet comforted by the calm looks of the rest.
"That's true," said the captain. *'He's lost them by this
time. They all do that go that way. You haven't got any,
you see."
"No," said Diamond. "I never did have any."
"Oh! didn't you.^^" said the captain.
"Some people say," he added, after a pause, "that they
come again. I don't know. I've never found the color I care
about myself. I suppose I shall some day."
Then they looked again at the star, put it carefully into its
hole, danced round it and over it — but solemnly, and called it
by the name of the finder.
"Will you know it again.^" asked Diamond.
"Oh yes. We never forget a star that's been made a
door of."
Then they went on with their searching and digging.
Diamond having neither pickaxe nor spade, had the more
time to think.
"I don't see any little girls," he said at last.
The captain stopped his shovelling, leaned on his spade,
rubbed his forehead thoughtfully with his left hand — the little
angels were all left-handed — ^repeated the words "little girls,"
and then, as if a thought had struck him, resumed his work,
saying—
"I think I know what you mean. I've never seen any of
them, of course; but I suppose that's the sort you mean. I'm
told — but mind I don't say it is so, for I don't know — that
when we fall asleep, a troop of angels very like ourselves, only
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quite different, goes round to all the stars we have discovered,
and discovers them after us. I suppose with our shovelling
and handling we spoil them a bit; and I dare say the clouds
that come up from below make them smoky and dull some-
times. They say — mind, I say they say — these other angels
take them out one by one, and pass each round as we do, and
breathe over it, and rub it with their white hands, which are
softer than ours, because they don't do any pick-and-spade
work, and smile at it, and put it in again; and that is what
keeps them from growing dark."
"How jolly!" thought Diamond. "I should like to see
them at their work too. — When do you go to sleep.''" he asked
the captain.
" When we grow sleepy," answered the captain. "They do
say — but mind I say they say — that it is when those others —
what do you call them.^ I don't know if that is their name; I
am only guessing that may be the sort you mean — when they
are on their rounds and come near any troop of us we fall
asleep. They live on the west side of the hill. None of us
have ever been to the top of it yet."
Even as he spoke, he dropped his spade. He tumbled down
beside it, and lay fast asleep. One after the other each of the
troop dropped his pickaxe or shovel from his listless hands,
and lay fast asleep by his work.
"Ah!" thought Diamond to himself, with delight, "now
the girl-angels are coming, and I, not being an angel, shall not
fall asleep like the rest, and I shall see the girl-angels."
But the same moment he felt himself growing sleepy. He
struggled hard w^ith the invading power. He put up his fingers
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to his eyelids and pulled them open. But it was of no use.
He thought he saw a glimmer of pale rosy light far up the
green hill, and ceased to know.
When he awoke, all the angels were starting up wide awake
too. He expected to see them lift their tools, but no, the time
for play had come. They looked happier than ever, and each
began to sing where he stood. He had not heard them sing
before.
"Now," he thought, "I shall know what kind of nonsense
the angels sing when they are merry. They don't drive cabs,
I see, but they dig for stars, and they work hard enough to be
merry after it."
And he did hear some of the angels' nonsense; for if it was
all sense to them, it had only just as much sense to Diamond
as made good nonsense of it. He tried hard to set it down in
his mind, listening as closely as he could, now to one, now to
another, and now to all together. But while they were yet
singing he began, to his dismay, to find that he was coming
awake — faster and faster. And as he came awake, he found
that, for all the goodness of his memory, verse after verse of
the angels' nonsense vanished from it. He always thought he
could keep the last, but as the next began he lost the one be-
fore it, and at length awoke, struggling to keep hold of the last
verse of all. He felt as if the effort to keep from forgetting
that one verse of the vanishing song nearly killed him. And
yet by the time he was wide aw^ake he could not be sure of
that even. It was something like this:
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White hands of whiteness
Wash the stars' faces,
Till ghtter, ghtter, ght, goes their brightness
Down to poor places.
This, however, was so near sense that he thought it could not
be really what they did sing.
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CHAPTER XXVI
DIAMOND TAKES A FARE THE WRONG WAY RIGHT
THE next morning Diamond was up almost &s early as
before. He liad nothing to fear from his mother now,
and made no secret of what he was about. By the time
he reached the stable, several of the men were there. They
asked him a good many questions as to his luck the day before,
and he told them all they wanted to know. But when he pro-
ceeded to harness the old horse, they pushed him aside with
rough kindness, called him a baby, and began to do it all for
him. So Diamond ran in and had another mouthful of tea
and bread and butter; and although he had never been so tired
as he was the night before, he started quite fresh this morning.
It was a cloudy day, and the wind blew hard from the north —
so hard sometimes that, perched on the box with just his toes
touching the ground. Diamond wished that he had some kind
of strap to fasten himself down with lest he should be blown
away. But he did not really mind it.
His head was full of the dream he had dreamed; but it did
not make him neglect his work, for his work was not to dig
stars but to drive old Diamond and pick up fares. There are
not many people who can think about beautiful things and do
common work at the same time. But then there are not many
people who have been to the back of the north wind.
There was not much business doing. And Diamond felt
rather cold, notwithstanding his mother had herself put on his
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comforter and helped him with his greatcoat. But he was too
well aware of his dignity to get inside his cab as some do. A
cabman ought to be above minding the weather — at least so
Diamond thought. At length he was called to a neighbouring
house, where a young woman with a heavy box had to be taken
to Wapping for a coast-steamer.
He did not find it at all pleasant, so far east and so near the
river; for the roughs were in great force However, there
being no block, not even in Nightingale Lane, he reached the
entrance of the wharf, and set down his passenger without an-
noyance. But as he turned to go back, some idlers, not content
with chaffing him, showed a mind to the fare the young woman
had given him. They were just pulling him off the box, and
Diamond was shouting for the police, when a pale-faced man,
in very shabby clothes, but with the look of a gentleman some-
where about him, came up, and making good use of his stick,
drove them off.
"Now, my little man," he said, "get on while you can.
Don't lose any time. This is not a place for you."
But Diamond was not in the habit of thinking only of him-
self. He saw that his new friend looked weary, if not ill, and
very poor.
" Won't you jump in, sir?" he said. " I will take you where-
ever you like."
"Thank you, my man; but I have no money; so I can't."
" Oh ! I don't want any money. I shall be much happier if
you will get in. You have saved me all I had. I owe you a
lift, sir."
"Which way are you going.?"
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"To Charing Cross; but I don't mind where I go."
"Well, I am very tired. If you will take me to Charing
Cross, I shall be greatly obliged to you. I have walked from
Gravesend, and had hardly a penny left to get through the
tunnel."
So saying, he opened the door and got in, and Diamond
drove away.
But as he drove he could not help fancying he had seen the
gentleman — for Diamond knew he was a gentleman — before.
Do all he could, however, he could not recall where or when.
Meantime his fare, if we may call him such, seeing he was to
pay nothing, whom the relief of being carried had made less
and less inclined to carry himself, had been turning over things
in his mind, and, as they passed the Mint, called to Diamond,
Avho stopped his horse, got down, and went to the window.
"If you didn't mind taking me to Chiswick, I should be
able to pay you when we got there. It's a long way, but you
shall have the whole fare from the Docks — and something
over."
"Very well, sir," said Diamond. "I shall be most happy."
He was just climbing up again, when the gentleman put
his head out of the window and said —
"It's The Wilderness — Mr. Coleman's place; but I'll direct
you when we come into the neighbourhood."
It flashed upon Diamond who he was. But he got upon his
box to arrange his thoughts before making any reply.
The gentleman was IVIr. Evans, to whom Miss Coleman was
to have been married, and Diamond had seen him several
times with her in the garden. I have said that he had not
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behaved very well to Miss Coleman. He had put off their
marriage more than once in a cowardly fashion, merely be-
cause he was ashamed to marry upon a small income, and Hve
in a humble way. When a man thinks of what people will say
in such a case, he may love, but his love is but a poor affair.
Mr. Coleman took him into the firm as a junior partner, and it
was in a measure through his influence that he entered upon
those speculations which ruined him. So his love had not
been a blessing. The ship which North Wind had sunk was
their last venture, and ]\Ir. Evans had gone out with it in the
hope of turning its cargo to the best advantage. He was one
of the single boat-load which managed to reach a desert island,
and he had gone through a great many hardships and sufferings
since then. But he was not past being taught, and his troubles
had done him no end of good, for they had made him doubt
himself, and begin to think, so that he had come to see that he
had been foolish as well as wicked. For, if he had had Miss
Coleman with him in the desert island, to build her a hut, and
hunt for her food, and make clothes for her, he w^ould have
thought himself the most fortunate of men; and when he was
at home, he would not marry till he could afford a man-servant.
Before he got home again, he had even begun to understand
that no man can make haste to be rich without going against
the will of God, in which case it is the one frightful thing to
be successful. So he had come back a more humble man, and
longing to ask Miss Coleman to forgive him. But he had no
idea what ruin had fallen upon them, for he had never made
himself thoroughly acquainted with the firm's affairs. Few
speculative people do know their own affairs. Hence he never
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doubted he should find matters much as he left them, and ex-
pected to see them all at The Wilderness as before. But if he
had not fallen in with Diamond, he would not have thought
of going there first.
What was Diamond to do.^ He had heard his father and
mother drop some remarks concerning Mr. Evans which made
him doubtful of him. He understood that he had not been
so considerate as he might have been. So he went rather
slowly till he should make up his mind. It was, of course, of
no use to drive Mr. Evans to Chiswick. But if he should tell
him what had befallen them, and where they lived now, he
might put off going to see them, and he was certain that Miss
Coleman, at least, must want very much to see Mr. Evans.
He was pretty sure also that the best thing in any case was to
bring them together, and let them set matters right for them-
selves.
The moment he came to this conclusion, he changed his
course from westward to northward, and went straight for
Mr. Coleman's poor little house in Hoxton. Mr. Evans was
too tired and too much occupied with his thoughts to take the
least notice of the streets they passed through, and had no
suspicion, therefore, of the change of direction.
By this time the wind had increased almost to a hurricane,
and as they had often to head it, it was no joke for either of
the Diamonds. The distance, however, was not great. Before
they reached the street where Mr. Coleman lived it blew so
tremendously, that when Miss Coleman, who was going out a
little way, opened the door, it dashed against the wall with such
a bang, that she was afraid to venture, and went in again. In
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five minutes after. Diamond drew up at the door. As soon as
he had entered the street, however, the wind blew right behind
them, and when he pulled up, old Diamond had so much ado
to stop the cab against it, that the breeching broke. Young
Diamond jumped off his box, knocked loudly at the door, then
turned to the cab and said — before Mr. Evans had quite begun
to think something must be amiss:
"Please, sir, my harness has given way. Would you mind
stepping in here for a few minutes? They're friends of mine.
I'll take you where you like after I've got it mended. I shan't
be many minutes, but you can't stand in this wind."
Half stupid with fatigue and want of food Mr. Evans
yielded to the boy's suggestion, and walked in at the door
which the maid held with difficulty against the wind. She
took Mr. Evans for a visitor, as indeed he was, and showed
him into the room on the ground-floor. Diamond, who had
followed into the hall, whispered to her as she closed the
door —
"Tell Miss Coleman. It's Miss Coleman he wants to see."
"I don't know," said the maid. "He don't look much like
a gentleman."
"He is, though; and I know him, and so does Miss Cole-
man."
The maid could not but remember Diamond, having seen
him when he and his father brought the ladies home. So she
believed him, and went to do what he told her.
What passed in the little parlour when Miss Coleman came
down does not belong to my story, which is all about Diamond.
If he had known that Miss Coleman thought Mr. Evans was
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dead, perhaps he would have managed it differently. There
was a cry and a running to and fro in the house, and then all
was quiet again.
Almost as soon as Mr. Evans went in, the wind began to
cease, and was now still. Diamond found that by making the
breeching just a little tighter than was quite comfortable for
the old horse he could do very well for the present; and, think-
ing it better to let him have his bag in this quiet place, he sat
on the box till the old horse should have eaten his dinner. In a
little while Mr. Evans came out, and asked him to come in.
Diamond obeyed, and to his delight Miss Coleman put her
arms round him and kissed him, and there was payment for
him! not to mention the five precious shillings she gave him,
which he could not refuse because his mother wanted them so
much at home for his father. He left them nearly as happy as
they w^ere themselves.
The rest of the day he did better, and, although he had not
so much to take home as the day before, yet on the whole the
result was satisfactory. And what a story he had to tell his
father and mother about his adventures, and how he had done,
and what was the result ! They asked him such a multitude of
questions! some of which he could answer, and some of which
he could not answer; and his father seemed ever so much better
from finding that his boy was already not only useful to his
family but useful to other people, and quite taking his place as
a man who judged what was wise, and did work worth doing.
For a fortnight Diamond went on driving his cab, and keep-
ing his family. He had begun to be known about some parts
of London, and people would prefer taking his cab because
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they liked wliat they heard of him. One gentleman who lived
near the mews, engaged him to carry him to the City every
morning at a certain hour; and Diamond was punctual as
clockwork — though to effect that, required a good deal of care,
for his father's watch was not much to be depended on, and
had to be watched itself by the clock of St. George's church.
Between the two, however, he did make a success of it.
After that fortnight, his father was able to go out again.
Then Diamond went to make inquiries about Nanny, and this
led to something else.
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THE CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL
THE first day his father resumed his work, Diamond
went with him as usuaL In the afternoon, however,
his father, having taken a fare to the neighbom-hood,
went home, and Diamond drove the cab the rest of the day.
It was hard for old Diamond to do all the work, but they could
not afford to have another horse. They contrived to save him
as much as possible, and fed him well, and he did bravely.
The next morning his father was so much stronger that Dia-
mond thought he might go and ask Mr. Raymond to take him
to see Nanny. He found him at home. His servant had grown
friendly by this time, and showed him in without any cross-
questioning. Mr. Raymond received him with his usual kind-
ness, consented at once, and walked with liim to the Hospital,
which was close at hand. It was a comfortable old-fashioned
house, built In the reign of Queen Anne, and in her day, no
doubt, inhabited by rich and fashionable people; now It was a
home for poor sick children, who were carefully tended for
love's sake. There are regions in London where a hospital in
every other street might be full of such children, whose fathers
and mothers are dead, or unable to take care of them.
When Diamond followed Mr. Raymond Into the room
where those children who had got over the worst of their illness
and were growing better lay, he saw a number of little Iron bed-
steads, with their heads to the walls, and in every one of them
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a child, whose face was a story in itself. In some, health had
begun to appear in a tinge upon the cheeks, and a doubtful
brightness in the eyes, just as out of the cold dreary winter the
spring comes in blushing buds and bright crocuses. In others
there were more of the signs of winter left. Their faces re-
minded you of snow and keen cutting winds, more than of
sunshine and soft breezes and butterflies; but even in them the
signs of suffering told that the suffering was less, and that if the
spring-time had but arrived, it had yet arrived.
Diamond looked all round, but could see no Nanny. He
turned to Mr. Raymond with a question in his eyes.
"Well?" said Mr. Raymond.
"Nanny's not here," said Diamond.
"Oh, yes, she is."
'*I don't see her."
"I do, though. There she is."
He pointed to a bed right in front of where Diamond was
standing.
"That's not Nanny," he said.
'It is Nanny. I have seen her many times since you have.
Illness makes a great difference."
"Why, that girl must have been to the back of the north
wind!" thought Diamond, but he said nothing, only stared;
and as he stared, something of the old Nanny began to dawn
through the face of the new Nanny. The old Nanny, though
a good girl, and a friendly girl, had been rough, blunt in her
speech, and dirty in her person. Her face would always have
reminded one who had already been to the back of the north
wind of something he had seen in the best of company, but it
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liad been coarse notwithstanding, partly from the weather,
l^artly from her hving amongst low people, and partly from
having to defend herself: now it was so sweet, and gentle,
and refined, that she might have had a lady and gentleman for
a father and mother. And Diamond could not help thinking
of words which he had heard in the chm'ch the day before:
"Surely it is good to be afilicted;" or something like that.
North Wind, somehoAv or other, must have had to do with her!
She had grown from a rough girl into a gentle maiden.
Mr. Raymond, however, w^as not surprised, for he was used
to see such lovely changes — something like the change which
passes upon the crawling, many -footed creature, when it turns
sick and ill, and revives a butterfly, with two wings instead of
many feet. Instead of her having to take care of herself, kind
hands ministered to her, making her comfortable and sweet and
clean, soothing her aching head, and giving her cooling drink
when she was thirsty; and kind eyes, the stars of the kingdom
of heaven, had shone upon her; so that, what with the fire of
the fever and the dew of tenderness, that w^hich w^as coarse in
her had melted away, and her whole face had gi'own so refined
and sweet that Diamond did not know her. But as he gazed,
the best of the old face, all the true and good part of it, that
which was Nanny herself, dawned upon him, like the moon
coming out of a cloud, until at length, instead of only believing
Mr. Raymond that this was she, he saw for himself that it was
Nanny indeed — very w^orn, but grown beautiful.
He went up to her. She smiled. He had heard her laugh,
but had never seen her smile before.
"Nanny, do you know me?" said Diamond.
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She only smiled again, as if the question was amusing.
She was not likely to forget him; for although she did not
yet know it was he who had got her there, she had dreamed of
him often, and had talked much about him when delirious.
Nor was it much wonder, for he was the only boy except Joe
who had ever shown her kindness.
Meantime Mr. Raymond was going from bed to bed, talk-
ing to the little people. Every one knew him, and every one
was eager to have a look, and a smile, and a kind word from
him. Diamond sat down on a stool at the head of Nanny's
bed. She laid her hand in his. No one else of her old acquain-
tance had been near her.
Suddenly a little voice called aloud —
"Won't Mr. Raymond tell us a story?"
"Oh, yes, please do! please do!" cried several little voices
which also were stronger than the rest. For Mr. Raymond
was in the habit of telling them a story when he went to see
them, and they enjoyed it far more than the other nice things
which the doctor permitted him to give them.
"Very well," said Mr. Raymond, "I will. What sort of a
story shall it be?"
"A true story," said one little girl.
"A fairy tale," said a little boy.
"Well," said Mr. Raymond, "I suppose, as there is a dif-
ference, I may choose. I can't think of any true story just at
this moment, so I w^ill tell you a sort of a fairy one."
"Oh, jolly!" exclaimed the little boy who had called out for
a fairy tale.
"It came into my head this morning as I got out of bed,"
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continued Mr. Raymond; "and if it turns out pretty well, I
will write it down, and get somebody to print it for me, and
then you shall read it when you like."
"Then nobody ever heard it before?" asked one older child.
"No, nobody."
"Oh!" exclaimed several, thinking it very grand to have the
first telling; and I dare say there might be a peculiar freshness
about it, because everything would be nearly as new to the
story-teller himself as to the listeners.
Some were only sitting up and some were lying down, so
there could not be the same busy gathering, and bustling, and
shifting to and fro with which children generally prepare them-
selves to hear a story; but their faces, and the turning of their
heads, and many feeble exclamations of expected pleasure,
showed that all such preparations were making within
them.
Mr. Raymond stood in the middle of the room, that he
might turn from side to side, and give each a share of seeing
him. Diamond kept his place by Nanny's side, with her hand
in his. I do not know how much of Mr. Raymond's story the
smaller children understood; indeed, I don't quite know how
much there was in it to be understood, for in such a story every
one has just to take what he can get. But they all listened
with apparent satisfaction, and certainly w^ith great attention.
IVIr. Raymond wrote it down afterwards, and here it is — some-
what altered, no doubt, for a good story-teller tries to make his
stories better every time he tells them. I cannot myself help
thinking that he w^as somewhat indebted for this one to the
old story of The Sleeping Beauty.
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CHAPTER XXVIII
LITTLE DAYLIGHT
NO house of any pretension to be called a palace is in the
least worthy of the name, except it has a wood near it
— very near it — and the nearer the better. Not all
round it — I don't mean that, for a palace ought to be open to
the sun and wind, and stand high and brave, with weather-
cocks glittering and flags flying; but on one side of every
palace there must be a wood. And there was a very grand
wood indeed beside the palace of the king who was going to be
Daylight's father; such a grand wood, that nobody yet had
ever got to the other end of it. Near the house it was kept very
trim and nice, and it was free of brushwood for a long way in;
but by degrees it got wild, and it grew wilder, and wilder, and
wilder, until some said wild beasts at last did what they Uked
in it. The king and his courtiers often hunted, however, and
this kept the wild beasts far away from the palace.
One glorious summer morning, when the wind and sun were
out together, when the vanes were flashing and the flags frolick-
ing against the blue sky, little Daylight made her appearance
from somewhere — nobody could tell where — a beautiful baby,
with such bright eyes that she might have come from the sun,
only by and by she showed such hvely ways that she might
equally well have come out of the wind. There was great ju-
bilation in the palace, for this was the first baby the queen had
had, and there is as much happiness over a new baby in a
palace as in a cottage.
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But there is one disadvantage of living near a wood; you
do not know quite who your neighbors may be. Everybody
knew there were in it several fairies, living within a few miles
of the palace, who always had had something to do with each
new baby that came; for fairies live so much longer than we,
that they can have business with a good many generations of
human mortals. The curious houses they lived in were well
known also, — one, a hollow oak; another, a birch -tree, though
nobody could ever find how that fairy made a house of it;
another, a hut of growing trees intertwined, and patched up
with turf and moss. But there was another fairy who had
lately come to the place, and nobody even knew she was a fairy
except the other fairies. A wicked old thing she was, always
concealing her power, and being as disagreeable as she could,
in order to tempt people to give her offence, that she might
have the pleasure of taking vengeance upon them. The people
about thought she was a witch, and those who knew her by
sight were careful to avoid offending her. She lived in a mud
house, in a swampy part of the forest.
In all history we find that fairies give their remarkable
gifts to prince or princess, or any child of sufficient importance
in their eyes, always at the christening. Now this we can
understand, because it is an ancient custom amongst human
beings as well; and it is not hard to explain why wicked fairies
should choose the same time to do unkind things; but it is
difficult to understand how they should be able to do them, for
you would fancy all wicked creatures would be powerless on
such an occasion. But I never knew of any interference on the
part of a wicked fairy that did not turn out a good thing in the
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end. What a good thing, for instance, it was that one princess
should sleep for a hundred years ! Was she not saved from all
the plague of young men who were not worthy of her? And
did she not come awake exactly at the right moment when the
right prince kissed her? For my part, I cannot help wishing
a good many girls would sleep till just the same fate overtook
them. It would be happier for them, and more agreeable to
their friends.
Of course all the known fairies were invited to the christen-
ing. But the king and queen never thought of inviting an old
witch. For the power of the fairies they have by nature;
whereas a witch gets her power by wickedness. The other
fairies, however, knowing the danger thus run, provided as
well as they could against accidents from her quarter. But
they could neither render her powerless, nor could they arrange
their gifts in reference to hers beforehand, for they could not
tell what those might be.
Of course the old hag was there without being asked. Not
to be asked was just what she wanted, that she might have a
sort of a reason for doing what she wished to do. For somehow
even the wickedest of creatures likes a pretext for doing the
wrong thing.
Five fairies had one after the other given the child such gifts
as each counted best, and the fifth had just stepped back to
her place in the suiTounding splendor of ladies and gentle-
men, when, mumbling a laugh between her toothless gums, the
wicked fairy hobbled out into the middle of the circle, and at
the moment when the archbishop was handing the baby to the
lady at the head of the nursery department of state affairs,
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addressed him thus, giving a bite or two to every word before
she could part with it:
"Please your Grace, I'm very deaf: would your Grace
mind repeating the princess's name?"
"With pleasure, my good woman," said the archbishop,
stooping to shout in her ear; "the infant's name is little Day-
light."
"And little daylight it shall be," cried the fairy, in the tone
of a dry axle, "and little good shall any of her gifts do her.
For I bestow upon her the gift of sleeping all day long, whether
she will or not. Ha, ha! He, he! Hi, hi!"
Then out started the sixth fairy, who, of course, the others
had iarranged should come after the wicked one, in order to
undo as much as she might.
"If she sleep all day," she said, mournfully, "she shall, at
least, wake all night."
"A nice prospect for her mother and me!" thought the poor
king; for they loved her far too much to give her up to nurses,
especially at night, as most kings and queens do — and are sorry
for it afterwards.
"You spoke before I had done," said the wicked fairy.
"That's against the law. It gives me another chance."
"I beg your pardon," said the other fairies, all together.
"She did. I hadn't done laughing," said the crone. "I
had only got to Hi, hi! and I had to go through Ho, ho! and
Hu, hu! So I decree that if she wakes all night she shall wax
and wane with its mistress the moon. And what that may
mean I hope her royal parents will live to see. Ho, ho! Hu,
hu!"
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But out stepped another iairy, for they had been wise
enough to keep two in reserve, because every fairy knew the
trick of one.
"Until," said the seventh fairy, "a prince comes who shall
kiss her without knowing it."
The wicked fairy made a horrid noise like an angry cat, and
hobbled away. She could not pretend that she had not finished
her speech this time, for she had laughed Ho, ho! and Hu, hu!
"I don't know what that means," said the poor king to the
seventh fairy.
"Don't be afraid. The meaning will come with the thing
itself," said she.
The assembly broke up, miserable enough — the queen, at
least, prepared for a good many sleepless nights, and the lady
at the head of the nursery department anything but comfort-
able in the prospect before her, for of course the queen could
not do it all. As for the king, he made up his mind, with what
courage he could summon, to meet the demands of the case,
but wondered whether he could with any propriety require
the First Lord of the Treasury to take a share of the burden
laid upon him.
I will not attempt to describe what they had to go through
for some time. But at last the household settled into a regular
system — a very irregular one in some respects. For at certain
seasons the palace rang all night with bursts of laughter from
little Daylight, whose heart the old fairy's curse could not
reach; she was Daylight still, only a little in the wrong place,
for she always dropped asleep at the first hint of dawn in the
east. But her merriment was of short duration. When the
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moon was at the full, she was in glorious spirits, and as beauti-
ful as it was possible for a child of her age to be. But as the
moon waned, she faded, until at last she was wan and withered
like the poorest, sickliest child you might come upon in the
streets of a great city in the arms of a homeless mother. Then
the night was quiet as the day, for the little creature lay in her
gorgeous cradle night and day with hardly a motion, and indeed
at last without even a moan, like one dead. At first they often
thought she was dead, but at last they got used to it, and only
consulted the almanac to find the moment when she would
begin to revive, which, of course, was with the first appearance
of the silver thi'ead of the crescent moon. Then she would
move her lips, and they would give her a little nourishment;
and she would grow better and better and better, until for a
few days she was splendidly well. When well, she was always
merriest out in the moonlight; but even when near her worst,
she seemed better when, in warm summer nights, they carried
her cradle out into the light of the waning moon. Then in her
sleep she would smile the faintest, most pitiful smile.
For a long time very few people ever saw her awake. As
she grew older she became such a favorite, however, that
about the palace there were always some who would contrive
to keep awake at night, in order to be near her. But she soon
began to take every chance of getting away from her nm-ses and
enjoying her moonlight alone. And thus things went on until
she was nearly seventeen years of age. Her father and mother
had by that time got so used to the odd state of things that they
had ceased to wonder at them. All their arrangements had
reference to the state of the Princess Daylight, and it is amaz-
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ing how things contrive to accommodate themselves. But
how any prince was ever to find and deliver her, appeared in-
conceivable.
As she grew older she had grown more and more beautiful,
with the sunniest hair and the loveliest eyes of heavenly blue,
brilliant and profound as the sky of a June day. But so much
more painful and sad was the change as her bad time came on.
The more beautiful she was in the full moon, the more withered
and worn did she become as the moon weaned. At the time at
which my story has now arrived, she looked, when the moon
was small or gone, like an old woman exhausted with suffering.
This was the more painful that her appearance was umiatural;
for her hair and eyes did not change. Her wan face was both
drawn and wrinkled, and had an eager hungry look. Her
skinny hands moved as if wishing, but unable, to lay hold of
somethmg. Her shoulders were bent forward, her chest went
in, and she stooped as if she were eighty years old. At last
she had to be put to bed, and there await the flow of the tide
of life. But she grew to dislike being seen, still more being-
touched by any hands, during this season. One lovely summer
evening, when the moon lay all but gone upon the verge of the
horizon, she vanished from her attendants, and it was only
after searching for her a long time in great terror, that they
found her fast asleep in the forest, at the foot of a silver birch,
and carried her home.
A little way from the palace there was a great open glade,
covered with the greenest and softest grass. This was her
favorite haunt; for here the full moon shone free and glori-
ous, while through a vista in the trees she could generally see
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more or less of the dying moon as it crossed the opening. Here
she had a Uttle rustic house built for her, and here she mostly
resided. None of the court might go there without leave, and
her own attendants had learned by this time not to be officious
in waiting upon her," so that she was very much at liberty.
Whether the good fairies had anything to do with it or not
I cannot tell, but at last she got into the way of retreating fur-
ther mto the wood every night as the moon waned, so that
sometimes they had great trouble in finding her; but as she
was always very angry if she discovered they were w^atching
her, they scarcely dared to do so. At length one night they
thought they had lost her altogether. It was morning before
they found her. Feeble as she was, she had w^andered into a
thicket a long way from the glade, and there she lay — fast
asleep, of course.
Although the fame of her beauty and sweetness had gone
abroad, yet as everybody knew she was under a bad spell, no
king in the neighborhood had any desire to have her for a
daughter-in-law. There were serious objections to such a rela-
tion.
About this time in a neighboring kingdom, in consequence
of the wickedness of the nobles, an insurrection took place
upon the death of the old king, the gi-eater part of the nobility
was massacred, and the young prince was compelled to flee for
his life, disguised like a peasant. For some time, until he got
out of the country, he suffered much from hunger and fatigue;
but when he got into that ruled by the princess's father, and
had no longer any fear of being recognized, he fared better, for
the people were kind. He did not abandon his disguise, how-
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ever. One tolerable reason was that he had no other clothes
to put on, and another that he had very little money, and did
not know where to get any more. There was no good in telling
everybody he met that he was a prince, for he felt that a prince
ought to be able to get on like other people, else his rank only
made a fool of him. He had read of princes setting out upon
adventure; and here he was out in similar case, only without
having had a choice in the matter. He would go on, and see
what would come of it.
For a day or two he had been walking through the palace-
wood, and had had next to nothing to eat, when he came upon
the strangest little house, inhabited by a very nice tidy moth-
erly old woman. This was one of the good fairies. The mo-
ment she saw him she knew quite well who he was and what
was going to come of it; but she was not at liberty to interfere
with the orderly march of events. She received him with the
kindness she would have show^n to any other traveller, and gave
him bread and milk, which he thought the most delicious food
he had ever tasted, wondering that they did not have it for
dinner at the palace sometimes. The old woman pressed
him to stay all night. When he awoke he was amazed to
find how well and strong he felt. She would not take any of
the money he offered, but begged him, if he found occasion of
continuing in the neighborhood, to return and occupy the
same quarters.
"Thank you much, good mother," answered the prince;
"but there is little chance of that. The sooner I get out of
this wood the better."
"I don't know that," said the fairy.
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"What do you mean?" asked the prince.
"Why how should I know?" returned she.
"I can't tell," said the prince.
"Very well," said the fairy.
"How strangely you talk!" said the prince.
"Do I?" said the fairy.
"Yes, you do," said the prince.
"Very well," said the fairy.
The prince was not used to be spoken to in this fashion, so
he felt a little angry, and turned and walked away. But this
did not offend the fairy. She stood at the door of her little
house looking after him till the trees hid him quite. Then she
said "At last!" and went in.
The prince wandered and wandered, and got nowhere. The
sun sank and sank and went out of sight, and he seemed no
nearer the end of the wood than ever. He sat down on a
fallen tree, ate a bit of bread the old woman had given him,
and waited for the moon ; for, although he was not much of an
astronomer, he knew the moon would rise some time, because
she had risen the night before. Up she came, slow and slow,
but of a good size, pretty nearly round indeed; whereupon,
greatly refreshed with his piece of bread, he got up and went
— he knew not whither.
After walking a considerable distance, he thought he was
coming to the outside of the forest; but when he reached what
he thought the last of it, he found himself only upon the edge
of a great open space in it, covered with grass. The moon
shone very bright, and he thought he had never seen a more
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lovely spot. Still it looked dreary because of its loneliness,
for he could not see the house at the other side. He sat down
weary again, and gazed into the glade. He had not seen so
much room for several days.
All at once he spied something in the middle of the grass.
What could it be? It moved; it came nearer. Was it a
human creature, gliding across — a girl dressed in white, gleam-
ing in the moonshine.^ She came nearer and nearer. He crept
behind a tree and watched, wondering. It must be some
strange being of the wood — a nymph whom the moonlight and
the warm dusky air had enticed from her tree. But when she
came close to where he stood, he no longer doubted she was
human — for he had caught sight of her sunny hair, and her
clear blue eyes, and the loveliest face and form that he had
ever seen. All at once she began singing like a nightingale,
and dancing to her ow^n music, with her eyes ever turned to-
wards the moon. She passed close to where he stood, dancing
on by the edge of the trees and away in a great circle towards
the other side, until he could see but a spot of white in the
yellowish green of the moonlit grass. But when he feared it
would vanish quite, the spot grew, and became a figure once
more. She approached him again, singing and dancing and
waving her arms over her head, until she had completed the
circle. Just opposite his tree she stood, ceased her song,
dropped her arms, and broke out into a long clear laugh,
musical as a brook. Then, as if tired, she threw herself on the
grass, and lay gazing at the moon. The prince was almost
afraid to breathe lest he should startle her, and she should
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vanish from his sight. As to venturing near her, that never
came into his head.
She had lain for a long hour or longer, when the prince be-
gan again to doubt concerning her. Perhaps she was but a
vision of his own fancy. Or was she a spirit of the wood,
after all.^ If so, he too would haunt the wood, glad to have
lost kingdom and everything for the hope of being near her.
He would build him a hut in the forest, and there he would
live for the pure chance of seeing her again. Upon nights like
this at least she would come out and bask in the moonlight,
and make his soul blessed. But while he thus dreamed she
sprang to her feet, turned her face full to the moon, and began
singing as if she would draw her down from the sky by the
power of her entrancing voice. She looked more beautiful
than ever. Again she began dancing to her own music, and
danced away into the distance. Once more she returned in a
similar manner; but although he was watching as eagerly as
before, what with fatigue and what with gazing, he fell fast
asleep before she came near him. When he awoke it was
broad daylight, and the princess was nowhere.
He could not leave the place. What if she should come the
next night! He would gladly endure a day's hunger to see
her again: he would buckle his belt quite tight. He walked
round the glade to see if he could discover any prints of her
feet. But the grass was so short, and her steps had been so
light, that she had not left a single trace behind her.
He walked half-way round the wood without seeing any-
thing to account for her presence. Then he spied a lovely little
house, with thatched roof and low eaves, surrounded by an
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exquisite garden, with doves aud peacocks walking in it. Of
course this must be where the gracious lady who loved the
moonlight lived. Forgetting his appearance, he wailced to
wards the door, determined to make inquiries, but as he passed
a little pond full of gold and silver fishes, he caught sight of
himself and turned to find the door to the kitchen. There he
knocked, and asked for a piece of bread. The good-natured
cook brought him in, and gave him an excellent breakfast,
which the prince found nothing the worse for being served in
the kitchen. While he ate, he talked v.^th his entertainer, and
learned that this w^as the favorite retreat of the Princess Day-
light. But he learned nothing more, both because he was
afraid of seeming inquisitive, and because the cook did not
choose to be heard talking about her mistress to a peasant lad
who had begged for his breakfast.
As he rose to take his leave, it occurred to him that he might
not be so far from the old v/oman's cottage as he had thought,
and he asked the cook whether she knew anything of such a
place, describing it as well as he could. She said she knew it
well enough, adding with a smile —
"It's there you're going, is it.^"
"Yes, if it's not far off."
"It's not more than three miles. But mind what you are
about, you know."
"Why do you say that.?^"
"If you're after any mischief, she'll make you repent it."
"The best thing that could happen under the circum-
stances," remarked the prince.
"\Miat do you mean by that?" asked the cook.
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"Why, it stands to reason," answered the prince, "that if
you wish to do anything wrong, the best thing for you is to be
made to repent of it."
"I see," said the cook. "Well, I think you may venture.
She's a good old soul."
"AMiich way does it lie from here.?" asked the prince.
She gave him full instructions; and he left her with many
thanks.
Being now refreshed, however, the prince did not go back to
the cottage that day: he remained in the forest, amusing him-
self as best he could, but waiting anxiously for the night, in the
hope that the princess would again appear. Nor was he dis-
appointed, for, directly the moon rose, he spied a glimmering
shape far across the glade. As it drew nearer, he saw it was
she indeed — not dressed in white as before: in a pale blue like
the sky, she looked lovelier still. He thought it was that the
blue suited her better than the white; he did not know that
she was really more beautiful because the moon was nearer the
full. In fact the next night was full moon, and the princess
would then be at the zenith of her loveliness.
The prince feared for some time that she was not coming
near his hiding-place that night; but the circles in her dance
ever widened as the moon rose, until at last they embraced the
whole glade, and she came still closer to the trees where he
was hiding than she had come the night before. He was en-
tranced with her loveliness, for it was indeed a marvellous
thing. All night long he watched her, but dared not go near
her. He would have been ashamed of watching her too, had he
not become almost incapable of thinking of anything but how
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beautiful she was. He watched the whole night long, and saw
that as the moon went down she retreated in smaller and
smaller circles, until at last he could see her no more.
Weary as he was, he set out for the old woman's cottage,
where he arrived just in time for her breakfast, which she
shared with him. He then went to bed, and slept for many
hours. When he awoke, the sun was down, and he departed in
great anxiety lest he should lose a glimpse of the lovely vision.
But, whether it was by the machinations of the swamp-fairy, or
merely that it is one thing to go and another to return by the
same road, he lost his way. I shall not attempt to describe his
misery when the moon rose, and he saw nothing but trees, trees,
trees. She was high in the heavens before he reached the glade.
Then indeed his troubles vanished, for there was the princess
coming dancing towards him, in a dress that shone like gold, and
with shoes that glimmered through the grass like fire-flies. She
was of course still more beautiful than before. Like an embodied
sunbeam she passed him, and danced away into the distance.
Before she returned in her circle, clouds had begun to gather
about the moon. The Avind rose, the trees moaned, and their
lighter branches leaned all one way before it. The prince
feared that the princess would go in, and he should see her no
more that night. But she came dancing on more jubilant than
ever, her golden dress and her sunny hair streaming out upon
the blast, waving her arms towards the moon, and in the ex-
uberance of her delight ordering the clouds away from off her
face. The prince could hardly believe she was not a creature of
the elements, after all.
By the time she had completed another circle, the clouds
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had gathered deep, and there were growHngs of distant thun-
der. Just as she passed the tree where he stood, a flash of
Hghtning bHnded him for a moment, and when he saw again, to
his horror, the princess lay on the ground. He darted to her,
thinking she had been struck; but when she heard him coming,
she was on her feet in a moment.
"What do you want.^" she asked.
"I beg your pardon. I thought — the lightning "said
the prince, hesitating.
"There is nothing the matter," said the princess, waving
him off rather haughtily.
The poor prince turned and walked towards the wood.
"Come back," said Daylight: "I like you. You do what
you are told. Are you good?"
"Not so good as I should like to be," said the prince.
"Then go and grow better," said the princess.
Again the disappointed prince turned and went.
"Come back," said the princess.
He obeyed, and stood before her waiting.
"Can you tell me what the sun is like.^" she asked.
"No," he answered. "But w^here's the good of asking
what you know.^^"
"But I don't know," she rejoined.
"Why, everybody knows."
"That's the very thing: I'm not everybody. I've never
seen the sun."
"Then you can't know what it's like till you do see it."
"I think you must be a prince," said the princess.
"Do I look like one.^" said the prince.
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"I can't quite say that."
"Then why do you think so?"
"Because you both do what you are told and speak the
truth. — Is the sun so very bright.^"
"As bright as the lightning."
"But it doesn't go out like that, does it.^"
"Oh no. It shines like the moon, rises and sets like the
moon, is much the same shape as the moon, only so bright that
you can't look at it for a moment."
"But I iDOidd look at it," said the princess.
"But you couldn't," said the prince.
"But I could," said the princess.
"Why don't you, then.?"
"Because I can't."
"Why can't you.?"
" Because I can't wake. And I never shall wake until "
Here she hid her face in her hands, turned away, and
walked in the slowest, stateliest manner towards the house.
The prince ventured to follow her at a little distance, but she
turned and made a repellent gesture, which, like a true gentle-
man-prince, he obeyed at once. He w^aited a long time, but
as she did not come near him again, and as the night had now
cleared, he set off at last for the old woman's cottage.
It was long past midnight when he reached it, but, to his
surprise, the old woman was paring potatoes at the door.
Fairies are fond of doing odd things. Indeed, however they
may dissemble, the night is always their day. And so it is
with all who have fairy blood in them.
"Why, what are you doing there, this time of the night,
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mother?" said the prince; for that was the kind way in which
any young man in his country w^ould address a woman who
was much older than himself.
"Getting your supper ready, my son," she answered.
"Oh! I don't w^ant any supper," said the prince.
"Ah! you've seen Dayhght," said she.
"I've seen a princess w^ho never saw it," said the prince.
"Do you Hke her.^" asked the fairy.
"Oh! don't I.^" said the prince. "More than you would
believe, mother."
"A fairy can believe anything that ever was or ever could
be," said the old woman.
"Then are you a fairy .^" asked the prince.
"Yes," said she.
"Then what do you do for things not to believe.^" asked
the prince.
"There's plenty of them — everything that never was nor
ever could be."
"Plenty, I grant you," said the prince. "But do you
believe there could be a princess who never saw the daylight.^
Do you believe that, now.^"
This the prince said, not that he doubted the princess, but
that he wanted the fairy to tell him more. She was too old a
fairy, however, to be caught so easily.
"Of all people, fairies must not tell secrets. Besides, she's
a princess."
"Well, I'll tell you a secret. I'm a prince."
"I know that."
"How do you know it?"
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"By the curl of the third eyelash on your left eyelid."
"Which corner do you count from?"
"That's a secret."
"Another secret. f* Well, at least, if I am a prince, there
can be no harm in telling me about a princess."
"It's just princes I can't tell."
" There ain't any more of them — are there .^^ " said the prince.
"What! you don't think you're the only prince in the
world, do you.f^"
"Oh, dear, no! not at all. But I know there's one too
many just at present, except the princess "
"Yes, yes, that's it," said the fairy.
"What's itf asked the prince.
But he could get nothing more out of the fairy, and had
to go to bed unanswered, which was something of a trial.
Now wicked fairies will not be bound by the laws which the
good fairies obey, and this always seems to give the bad the
advantage over the good, for they use means to gain their
ends which the others will not. But it is all of no consequence,
for what they do never succeeds; nay, in the end it brings
about the very thing they are trying to prevent. So you see
that somehow, for all their cleverness, wicked fairies are dread-
fully stupid, for, although from the beginning of the world
they have really helped instead of thwarting the good fairies,
not one of them is a bit the wiser for it. She will try the bad
thing just as they all did before her; and succeeds no better
of course.
The prince had so far stolen a march upon the swamp-
fairy that she did not know he was in the neighborhood until
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after he had seen the princess those three times. When she
knew it, she consoled herself by thinking that the princess
must be far too proud and too modest for any young man to
venture even to speak to her before he had seen her six times
at least. But there was even less danger than the wicked
fain' thought; for, however much the princess might desire
to be set free, she was dreadfully afraid of the wrong prince.
Now, however, the fairy was going to do all she could.
She so contrived it by her deceitful spells, that the next
night the prince could not by any endeavour find his way to
the glade. It would take me too long to tell her tricks. They
would be amusing to us, who know that they could not do
any harm, but they were somethmg other than amusing to the
poor prince. He wandered about the forest till daylight, and
then fell fast asleep. The same -thing occurred for seven fol-
lowing days, during which neither could he find the good
fairs^'s cottage. After the third quarter of the moon, however.
the bad fairv^ thought she might be at ease about the affair for
a fortnight at least, for there was no chance of the prince
wishmg to kiss the princess during that period. So the first
day of the fourth quarter he did find the cottage, and the
next day he found the glade. For nearly another week he
haunted it. But the princess never came. I have little doubt
she was on the farther edge of it some part of every night, but
at this period she always wore black, and, there being little
or no light, the prince never saw her. Nor would he have
knowTi her if he had seen her. How could he have taken the
worn decrepit creature she was now, for the glorious Princess
Dayhght?
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At last, one night when there was no moon at all, he ven-
tured near the house. There he heard voices talking, although
it was past midnight; for her women were in considerable
uneasiness, because the one whose turn it was to watch her
had fallen asleep, and had not seen which way she went, and
this was a night when she would probably wander very far,
describing a circle which did not touch the open glade at all,
but stretched away from the back of the house, deep into that
side of the forest — a part of which the prince knew nothing.
When he understood from what they said that she had dis-
appeared, and that she must have gone somewhere in the said
direction, he plunged at once into the wood to see if he could
find her. For hours he roamed with nothing to guide him but
the vague notion of a circle which on one side bordered on the
house, for so much had he picked up from the talk he had
overheard.
It was getting towards the dawn, but as yet there was no
streak of light in the sky, when he came to a great birch-tree,
and sat dowTi weary at the foot of it. While he sat — very
miserable, j^ou may be sure — ^full of fear for the princess, and
wondering how her attendants could take it so quietly, he be-
thought himself that it would not be a bad plan to light a fire,
which, if she were anywhere near, would attract her. This he
managed with a tinder-box, which the good fairy had given
him. It was just beginning to blaze up, when he heard a
moan, which seemed to come from the other side of the tree.
He sprung to his feet, but his heart throbbed so that he had
to lean for a moment against the tree before he could move.
When he got round, there lav a human form in a little dark
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heap on the earth. There was light enough from his fire to
show that it was not the princess. He Hfted it in his arms,
hardly heavier than a child, and carried it to the flame. The
countenance was that of an old woman, but it had a fear-
fully strange look. A black hood concealed her hair, and her
eyes were closed. He laid her dow^n as comfortably as he
could, chafed her hands, put a little cordial from a bottle,
also the gift of the fairy, into her mouth; took off his coat
and ^VTapped it about her, and in short did the best he could.
In a little while she opened her eyes and looked at him — so
pitifully! The tears rose and flowed dow^n her gray wrinkled
cheeks, but she said never a word. She closed her eyes again,
but the tears kept on flowing, and her whole appearance was
so utterly pitiful that the prince w^as very near crying too. He
begged her to tell him what was the matter, promising to do
all he could to help her; but still she did not speak. He
thought she was dying, and took her in his arms again to carry
her to the princess's house, where he thought the good-
natured cook might be able to do something for her. When
he lifted her, the tears flowed faster, and she gave such a sad
moan that it went to his very heart.
" Mother, mother ! " he said " Poor mother ! " and kissed
her on the withered lips.
She started; and what eyes they were that opened upon
him! But he did not see them, for it was still very dark, and
he had enough to do to make his way through the trees
towards the house.
Just as he approached the door, feeling more tired than he
could have imagined possible — she was such a little thin old
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thing — she began to move, and became so restless that, unable
to carry her a moment longer, he thought to lay her on the
grass. But she stood upright on her feet. Her hood had
dropped, and her hair fell about her. The first gleam of the
morning was caught on her face: that face was bright as the
never-aging Dawn, and her eyes were lovely as the sky of
darkest blue. The prince recoiled in over-mastering wonder.
It was Daylight herself whom he had brought from the forest !
He fell at her feet, nor dared look up until she laid her hand
upon his head. He rose then.
"You kissed me when I was an old woman: there! I kiss
you when I am a young princess," murmured Daylight. — "Is
that the sun coming.^"
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CHAPTER XXIX
RUBY
THE childrtni were delighted with the story, and made
many amusing remarks upon it. Mr. Raymond prom-
ised to search his brain for another, and when he had
found one to bring it to them. Diamond having taken leave
of Nanny, and promised to go and see her again soon, went
away with him.
Now Mr. Raymond had been turning over in his mind
what he could do both for Diamond and for Nanny. He had
therefore made some acquaintance with Diamond's father, and
had been greatly pleased with him. But he had come to the
resolution, before he did anything so good as he would like to do
for them, to put them all to a certain test. So as they walked
away together, he began to talk with Diamond as follow^s: —
''Nanny must leave the hospital soon, Diamond."
"I'm glad of that, sir."
"Why.f^ Don't you think it's a nice place.^^"
"Yes, very. But it's better to be well and doing some-
thing, you know, even if it's not quite so comfortable."
"But they can't keep Nanny so long as they w^ould like.
They can't keep her till she's quite strong. There are always
so many sick children they want to take in and make better.
And the question is, AYliat will she do when they send her out
again?"
"That's just what I can't tell, though I've been thinking
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of it over and over, sir. Her crossing was taken long ago, and
I couldn't bear to see Nanny fighting for it, especially with
such a poor fellow as has taken it. He's quite lame, sir."
"She doesn't look much like fighting, now, does she, Dia-
mond?"
"No, sir. She looks too like an angel. Angels don't
fight — do they, sir.^"
"Not to get things for themselves, at least," said Mr.
Raymond.
"Besides," added Diamond, "I don't quite see that she
would have any better right to the crossing than the boy who
has got it. Nobody gave it to her; she only took it. And
now he has taken it."
" If she were to sweep a crossing — soon at least — after the
illness she has had, she would be laid up again the very first
wet day," said Mr. Raymond.
"And there's hardly any money to be got except on the
wet days," remarked Diamond reflectively. "Is there nothing
else she could do, sir?"
"Not without being taught, I'm afraid."
"Well, couldn't somebody teach her something?"
"Couldn't you teach her. Diamond?"
"I don't know anything myself, sir. I could teach her to
dress the baby ; but nobody would give her anything for doing
things like that: they are so easy. There wouldn't be much
good in teaching her to drive a cab, for where would she get
the cab to drive? There ain't fathers and old Diamonds
everywhere. At least poor Nanny can't find any of them,
I doubt."
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"Perhaps if she were taught to be nice and clean, and only
speak gentle words "
"Mother could teach her that," interrupted Diamond.
"And to dress babies, and feed them, and take care of
them," Mr. Raymond proceeded, "she might get a place as a
nurse somewhere, you know\ People do give money for that."
"Then I'll ask mother," said Diamond.
"But you'll have to give her her food then; and your
father, not being strong, has enough to do already without
that."
"But here's me," said Diamond: "I help him out with it.
When he's tired of driving, up I get. It don't make any
difference to old Diamond. I don't mean he likes me as well
as my father — of course he can't, you know^ — nobody could;
but he does his duty all the same. It's got to be done, you
know, sir; and Diamond's a good horse — isn't he, sir.^"
"From your description I should say certainly; but I have
not the pleasure of his acquaintance myself."
"Don't you think he will go to heaven, sir?"
"That I don't know anything about," said Mr. Raymond.
"I confess I should be glad to think so," he added, smiling
thoughtfully.
"I'm sure he'll get to the back of the north wind, any-
how," said Diamond to himself; but he had learned to be
very careful of saying such things aloud.
"Isn't it rather too much for him to go in the cab all day
and every day.^" resumed Mr. Raymond.
"So father says, when he feels his ribs of a morning. But
then he says the old horse do eat well, and the moment he's
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had his supper, down he goes, and never gets up till he's
called; and, for the legs of him, father says that makes no
end of a differ. Some horses, sir ! they won't lie down all night
long, but go to sleep on their four pins, like a haystack, father
says. / think it's very stupid of them, and so does old Dia-
mond. But then I suppose they don't know better, and so
they can't help it. We mustn't be too hard upon them,
father says."
"Your father must be a good man. Diamond."
Diamond looked up in Mr. Raymond's face, wondering
what he could mean.
"I said your father must be a good man, Diamond."
"Of course," said Diamond. "How could he drive a cab
if he wasn't?"
"There are some men drive cabs who are not very good,"
objected Mr. Raymond.
Diamond remembered the drunken cabman, and saw that
his friend was right.
"Ah! but," he returned, "he must be, you know, with
such a horse as old Diamond."
"That does make a difference," said Mr. Raymond. "But
it is quite enough that he is a good man, without our trying
to account for it. Now, if you like, I will give you a proof
that I think him a good man. I am going away on the Con-
tinent for a while — for three months, I believe — and I am going
to let my house to a gentleman who does not want the use of
my brougham. My horse is nearly as old, I fancy, as your
Diamond, but I don't want to part with him, and I don't
want him to be idle; for nobody, as you say, ought to be idle;
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but neither do I want him to be worked very hard. Now, it
has come into my head that perhaps your father would take
charge of him, and work him under certain conditions."
"My father will do what's right," said Diamond. "I'm
sure of that."
" Well, so I think. Will you ask him when he comes home
to call and have a little chat with me — to-day, some time?"
"He must have his dinner first," said Diamond. "No,
he's got his dinner with him to-day. It must be after he's
had his tea."
"Of course, of course. Any time will do. I shall be at
home all day."
"Very well, sir. I will tell him. You may be sure he will
come. My father thinks you a very kind gentleman, and I
know he is right, for I know your very own self, sir."
Mr. Raymond smiled, and as they had now reached his
door, they parted, and Diamond went home. As soon as his
father entered the house. Diamond gave him Mr. Raymond's
message, and recounted the conversation that had preceded it.
His father said little, but took thought-sauce to his bread and
butter, and as soon as he had finished his meal, rose, saying:
"I will go to your friend directly, Diamond. It would be
a grand thing to get a little more money. We do want it."
Diamond accompanied his father to Mr. Raymond's door,
and there left him.
He was shown at once into Mr. Raymond's study, where
he gazed with some wonder at the multitude of books on the
walls, and thought what a learned man Mr. Raymond must be.
Presently Mr. Raymond entered, and after saying much
the same about his old horse, made the following distinct pro-
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posal — one not over-advantageous to Diamond's father, but
for which he had reasons — namely, that Joseph should have
the use of Mr. Raymond's horse while he was away, on con-
dition that he never worked him more than six hours a day,
and fed him well, and that, besides, he should take Nanny
home as soon as she was able to leave the hospital, and pro-
vide for her as for one of his own children, neither better nor
worse — so long, that is, as he had the horse.
Diamond's father could not help thinking it a pretty close
bargain. He should have both the girl and the horse to feed,
and only six hours' work out of the horse.
"It will save your own horse," said Mr. Raymond.
"That is true," answered Joseph; "but all I can get by
my own horse is only enough to keep us, and if I save him and
feed your horse and the girl — don't you see, sir.'^"
"Well, you can go home and think about it, and let me
know by the end of the week. I am in no hurry before then."
So Joseph went home and recounted the proposal to his
wife, adding that he did not think there was much advantage
to be got out of it.
"Not much that way, husband," said Diamond's mother,
"but there would be an advantage, and what matter who
gets it!"
"I don't see it," answered her husband. "Mr. Raymond
is a gentleman of property, and I don't discover any much
good in helping him to save a little more. He won't easily
get one to make such a bargain, and I don't mean he shall get
me. It would be a loss rather than a gain — I do think — at
least, if I took less work out of our own horse."
" One hour would make a difference to old Diamond. But
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that's not the main point. You must think what an advantage
it would be to the poor girl that hasn't a home to go to!"
"She is one of Diamond's friends," thought his father.
"I could be kind to her, you know," the mother went on,
"and teach her housework, and how to handle a baby; and,
besides, she would help me, and I should be the stronger for
it, and able to do an odd bit of charing now and then, when
I got the chance."
"I won't hear of that," said her husband. "Have the girl
by all means. I'm ashamed I did not think of both sides of
the thing at once. I wonder if the horse is a great eater. To
be sure, if I gave Diamond two hours' additional rest, it would
be all the better for the old bones of him, and there would be
four hours extra out of the other horse. That would give
Diamond something to do every day. He could drive old
Diamond after dinner, and I could take the other horse out
for six hours after tea, or in the morning, as I found best. It
might pay for the keep of both of them, — that is, if I had good
luck. I should like to oblige Mr. Raymond, though he be
rather hard, for he has been very kind to our Diamond, wife.
Hasn't he now?"
"He has indeed, Joseph," said his wife, and there the con-
versation ended.
Diamond's father went the very next day to Mr. Raymond,
and accepted his proposal; so that the week after, having got
another stall in the same stable, he had two horses instead of
one. Oddly enough, the name of the new horse was Ruby,
for he was a very red chestnut. Diamond's name came from
a white lozenge on his forehead. Young Diamond said they
ivere rich now, with such a big diamond and such a big ruby.
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CHAPTER XXX
NANNY'S DREAM
NANNY was not fit to be moved for some time yet,
and Diamond went to see her as often as he could.
But being more regularly engaged now, seeing he went
out every day for a few hours with old Diamond, and had his
baby to mind, and one of the horses to attend to, he could
not go so often as he w^ould have liked.
One evening, as he sat by her bedside, she said to him :
"I've had such a beautiful dream. Diamond! I should
like to tell it you."
"Oh! do," said Diamond; "I am so fond of dreams!"
"She must have been to the back of the north wind," he
said to himself.
"It was a very foolish dream, you know. But somehow
it was so pleasant! What a good thing it is that you believe
the dream all the time you are in it!"
My readers must not suppose that poor Nanny was able
to say what she meant so well as I put it down here. She had
never been to school, and had heard very little else than
vulgar speech until she came to the hospital. But I have been
to school, and although that could never make me able to
dream so well as Nanny, it has made me able to tell her
dream better than she could herself. And I am the more
desirous of doing this for her that I have already done the
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best I could for Diamond's dream, and it would be a shame to
give the boy all the advantage.
"I will tell you all I know about it," said Nanny. "The
day before yesterday, a lady came to see us — a very beautiful
lady, and verj^ beautifully dressed. I heard the matron say
to her that it was ver\^ kind of her to come in blue and gold;
and she answered that she knew w^e didn't like dull colors.
She had such a lovely shaw^I on, just like redness dipped in
milk, and all worked over with flowers of the same color.
It didn't shine much; it was silk, but it kept in the shine.
When she came to my bedside, she sat down, just where you
are sitting. Diamond, and laid her hand on the counterpane.
I was sitting up, with my table before me, ready for my tea.
Her hand looked so pretty in its blue glove, that I was tempted
to stroke it. I thought she wouldn't be angry, for everybody
that comes to the hospital is kind. It's only in the streets
they ain't kind. But she drew her hand away, and I almost
cried, for I thought I had been rude. Instead of that, however,
it was only that she didn't like giving me her glove to stroke,
for she drew it off, and then laid her hand where it was before.
I wasn't sure, but I ventured to put out my ugly hand."
"Your hand ain't ugly, Nanny," said Diamond; but
Nanny went on —
"And I stroked it again, and then she stroked mine, —
think of that! And there was a ring on her finger, and I
looked doTVTi to see what it was like. And she drew it off, and
put it upon one of my fingers. It was a red stone, and she
told me they called it a ruby."
"Oh, that is funny!" said Diamond. "Our new horse is
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called Ruby. We've got another horse — a red one — such a
beauty!"
But Nanny went on with her story.
"I looked at the ruby all the time the lady was talking to
me, — it was so beautiful! And as she talked I kept seeing
deeper and deeper into the stone. At last she rose to go
away, and I began to pull the ring off my finger; and what
do you think she said.^ — 'Wear it all night, if you like. Only
you must take care of it. I can't give it you, for some one
gave it to me; but you may keep it till to-morrow.' Wasn't
it kind of her.^ I could hardly take my tea, I was so delighted
to hear it; and I do think it was the ring that set me dream-
ing; for, after I had taken my tea, I leaned back, half lying
and half sitting, and looked at the ring on my finger. By
degrees I began to dream. The ring grew larger and larger,
until at last I found that I was not looking at a red stone, but
at a red sunset, which shone in at the end of a long street near
where Grannie lives. I was dressed in rags as I used to be,
and I had great holes in my shoes, at which the nastj' mud
came through to my feet. I didn't use to mind it before, but
now I thought it horrid. And there was the great red sunset,
with streaks of green and gold between, standing looking at
me. Wliy couldn't I live in the sunset instead of in that dirt?
Why was it so far away always.^ Why did it never come into
our wretched street? It faded away, as the sunsets always
do, and at last went out altogether. Then a cold wind began
to blow, and flutter all my rags about "
"That was North Wind herself," said Diamond.
*'Eh?" said Nanny, and went on with her story.
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"I turned my back to it, and wandered away. I did not
know where I was going, only it was warmer to go that way.
I don't think it was a north wind, for I found myself some-
where in the west end at last. But it doesn't matter in a
dream which wind it was."
"I don't know that," said Diamond. "I believe North
Wind can get into our dreams — ^yes, and blow in them. Some-
times she has blown me out of a dream altogether."
"I don't know what you mean. Diamond," said Nanny.
"Never mind," answered Diamond. "Two people can't
always understand each other. They'd both be at the back of
the north wind directly, and what would become of the other
places without them?"
"You do talk so oddly!" said Nanny. "I sometimes
think they must have been right about you."
"What did they say about me.^^" asked Diamond.
"They called you God's baby."
"How kind of them! But I knew that."
"Did you know what it meant, though? It meant that
you were not right in the head."
"I feel all right," said Diamond, putting both hands to his
head, as if it had been a globe he could take off and set on again.
"Well, as long as you are pleased I am pleased," said
Nanny.
"Thank you, Nanny. Do go on with your story. I think
I like dreams even better than faiiy tales. But they must be
nice ones, like yours, you know."
"Well, I went on, keeping my back to the wind, until I
came to a fine street on the top of a hill. How it happened I
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don't know, but the front door of one of the houses was open,
and not only the front door, but the back door as well, so
that I could see right through the house — and what do you
think I saw? A garden place with green grass, and the moon
shining upon it! Think of that! There was no moon in the
street, but through the house there was the moon. I looked
and there was nobody near; I would not do any harm, and
the grass was so much nicer than the mud! But I couldn't
think of going on the grass with such dirty shoes: I kicked
them off in the gutter, and ran in on my bare feet, up the steps,
and through the house, and on to the grass; and the moment
I came into the moonlight, I began to feel better."
"That's why North Wind blew you there," said Dia-
mond.
"It came of Mr. Raymond's story about the Princess
Daylight," returned Nanny. "Well, I lay down upon the
grass in the moonlight without thinking how I was to get out
again. Somehow the moon suited me exactly. There was not
a breath of the north wind you talk about; it was quite gone."
"You didn't want her any more, just then. She never
goes where she's not wanted," said Diamond. "But she blew
you into the moonlight, anyhow."
"Well, we won't dispute about it," said Nanny: "you've
got a tile loose, you know."
"Suppose I have," returned Diamond, "don't you see it
may let in the moonlight, or the sunlight for that matter?'*
"Perhaps yes, perhaps no," said Nanny.
"And you've got your dreams, too, Nanny.'*
"Yes, but I know they're dreams."
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"So do I. But I know besides they are something more
as well."
"Oh! do you?" rejoined Nanny. "I don't."
"All right," said Diamond. "Perhaps you will some day."
"Perhaps I won't," said Nanny.
Diamond held his peace, and Nanny resumed her story.
"I lay a long time, and the moonlight got in at every tear
in my clothes, and made me feel so happy "
"There, I tell you!" said Diamond.
"What do you tell me.^^" returned Nanny.
"North Wind "
"It was the moonlight, I tell you," persisted Nanny, and
again Diamond held his peace.
"All at once I felt that the moon was not shining so strong.
I looked up, and there was a cloud, all crapey and fluffy,
trying to drown the beautiful creature. But the moon was so
round, just like a whole plate, that the cloud couldn't stick to
her; she shook it off, and said there, and shone out clearer and
brighter than ever. But up came a thicker cloud, — and 'You
shan't' said the moon; and *I will' said the cloud, — but it
couldn't: out shone the moon, quite laughing at its impu-
dence. I knew her ways, for I've always been used to watch
her. She's the only thing worth looking at in our street at
night."
"Don't call it your street," said Diamond. "You're not
going back to it. You're coming to us, you know."
"That's too good to be true," said Nanny.
"There are very few things good enough to be true," said
Diamond; "but I hope this is. Too good to be true it can't
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be. Isn't true good? and isn't good good? And how, then,
can anything be too good to be true? That's like old Sal — to
say that."
"Don't abuse Grannie, Diamond. She's a horrid old thing,
she and her gin bottle; but she'll repent some day, and then
you'll be glad not to have said anything against her."
"Why?" said Diamond.
"Because you'll be sorry for her."
"I am sorry for her now."
"Very well. That's right. She'll be sorry too. And
there'll be an end of it."
"All right. You come to us," said Diamond.
"Where was I?" said Nanny.
**Telling me how the moon served the clouds."
"Yes. But it wouldn't do, all of it. Up came the clouds
and the clouds, and they came faster and faster, until the
moon was covered up. You couldn't expect her to throw off
a hundred of them at once — could you?"
"Certainly not," said Diamond.
"So it grew very dark; and a dog began to yelp in the
house. I looked and saw that the door to the garden was shut.
Presently it was opened — not to let me out, but to let the dog
in — yelping and bounding. I thought if he caught sight of
me, I was in for a biting first, and the police after. So I
jumped up, and ran for a little summer-house in the corner of
the garden. The dog came after me, but I shut the door in
his face. It was well it had a door — wasn't it?"
"You dreamed of the door because you wanted it," said
Diamond.
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"No, I didn't; it came of itself. It was there, in the true
dream."
"There — I've caught you!" said Diamond. "I knew you
beheved in the dream as much as I do."
"Oh, well, if you will lay traps for a body!" said Nanny.
"Anyhow, I was safe inside the summer-house. And what do
you think .^ — There was the moon beginning to shine again —
but only through one of the panes — and that one was just the
color of the ruby. Wasn't it funny?"
"No, not a bit funny," said Diamond.
"If you w^ll be contrary!" said Nanny.
"No, no," said Diamond; "I only meant that was the
very pane I should have expected her to shine through."
"Oh, very well!" returned Nanny.
What Diamond meant, I do not pretend to saj^ He had
curious notions about things.
"And now," said Nanny, "I didn't know what to do, for
the dog kept barking at the door, and I couldn't get out. But
the moon was so beautiful that I couldn't keep from looking
at it through the red pane. And as I looked it got larger and
larger till it filled the whole pane and outgrew it, so that I
could see it through the other panes; and it grew till it j&lled
them too and the whole window, so that the summer-house
was nearly as bright as day.
"The dog stopped barking, and I heard a gentle tap-
ping at the door, like the wind blowing a little branch
against it."
"Just like her," said Diamond, who thought eveiy thing
strange and beautiful must be done by North Wind.
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"So I turned from the window and opened the door; and
what do you think I saw?"
'*A beautiful lady," said Diamond.
"No — the moon itself, as big as a little house, and as
round as a ball, shining like yellow silver. It stood on the
grass — down on the very grass: I could see nothing else for
the brightness of it. And as I stared and wondered, a door
opened in the side of it, near the ground, and a curious little
old man, with a crooked thing over his shoulder, looked out,
and said : ' Come along, Nanny ; my lady wants you. We're
come to fetch you.' I wasn't a bit frightened. I went up to
the beautiful bright thing, and the old man held down his
hand, and I took hold of it, and gave a jump, and he gave me
a lift, and I was inside the moon. And what do you think it
was like.^ It was such a pretty little house, with blue windows
and white curtains! At one of the windows sat a beautiful
lady, with her head leaning on her hand, looking out. She
seemed rather sad, and I was sorry for her, and stood staring
at her.
" 'You didn't think I had such a beautiful mistress as
that!' said the queer little man. 'No, indeed!' I answered:
'who would have thought it.^' 'Ah! who indeed? But you
see you don't know everything.' The little man closed the
door, and began to pull at a rope which hung behind it with a
weight at the end. After he had pulled a while, he said —
'There, that will do; we're all right now.' Then he took me
by the hand and opened a little trap in the floor, and led me
down two or three steps, and I saw like a great hole below me.
'Don't be frightened,' said the little man, 'It's not a hole.
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It's only a window. Put your face down and look through.'
I did as he told me, and there was the garden and the summer-
house, far away, lying at the bottom of the moonlight.
'There!' said the little man; 'we've brought you off! Do you
see the little dog barking at us down there in the garden?'
I told him I couldn't see anything so far. 'Can you see any-
thing so small and so far off.^' I said. 'Bless you, child!' said
the little man; 'I could pick up a needle out of the grass if
I had only a long enough arm. There's one lying by the door
of the summer-house now.' I looked at his eyes. They were
very small, but so bright that I think he saw by the light that
went out of them. Then he took me up, and up again by a
little stair in a corner of the room, and through another trap-
door, and there was one great round window above us, and
I saw the blue sky and the clouds, and such lots of stars, all
so big, and shining as hard as ever they could!"
"The little girl-angels had been polishing them," said Dia-
mond.
"What nonsense you do talk!" said Nanny.
"But my nonsense is just as good as yours, Nanny. When
you have done, I'll tell you my dream. The stars are in it —
not the moon, though. She was away somewhere. Perhaps
she was gone to fetch you then. I don't think that, though,
for my dream was longer ago than yours. She might have
been to fetch some one else, though; for w^e can't fancy it's
only us that get such fine things done for them. But do tell
me what came next."
Perhaps one of my child-readers may remember whether
the moon came down to fetch him or her the same night that
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Diamond had his dream. I cannot tell, of course. I know
she did not come to fetch me, though I did think I could make
her follow me when I was a boy — not a very tiny one either.
"The little man took me all round the house, and made
me look out of every window. Oh, it was beautiful! There
we were, all up in the air, in such a nice clean little house!
*Your work will be to keep the windows bright,' said the
little man. *You won't find it very difficult, for there ain't
much dust up here. Only, the frost settles on them some-
times, and the drops of rain leave marks on them.' 'I can
easily clean them inside,' I said; ' but how am I to get the frost
and the rain off the outside of them.^' *0h!' he said, *it's
quite easy. There are ladders all about. You've only got to
go out at the door, and climb about. There are a great many
windows you haven't seen yet, and some of them look into
places you don't know anything about. I used to clean them
myself, but I'm getting rather old, you see. Ain't I now?'
*I can't teU,' I answered. *You see I never saw you when
you were younger.' * Never saw the man in the moon?' said
he. *Not very near.' I answered — *not to tell how young or
how old he looked. I have seen the bundle of sticks on his
back.' For Jim had pointed that out to me. Jim was very
fond of looking at the man in the moon. Poor Jim ! I wonder
he hasn't been to see me. I'm afraid he's ill too."
"I'll try to find out," said Diamond, "and let you know."
"Thank you," said Nanny. "You and Jim ought to be
friends."
"But what did the man in the moon say, when you told
him you had seen him with the bundle of sticks on his back?"
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"He laughed. But I thought he looked offended too. His
little nose turned up sharper, and he drew the corners of his
mouth down from the tips of his ears into his neck. But he
didn't look cross, you know."
"Didn't he say anything?"
"Oh, yes! He said: 'That's all nonsense. What you saw
was my bundle of dusters. I was going to clean the windows.
It takes a good many, you know. Really, what they do say
of their superiors down there ! ' ' It's only because they don't
know better,' I ventured to say. 'Of course, of course,' said
the little man. ' Nobody ever does know better. Well, I for-
give them, and that sets it all right, I hope.' 'It's very good
of you,' I said. 'No!' said he, 'it's not in the least good of
me. I couldn't be comfortable otherwise.' After this he said
nothing for a while, and I laid myself on the floor of his garret,
and stared up and around at the great blue beautifulness. I
had forgotten him almost, when at last he said: 'Ain't you
done yet.^' 'Done what.^^' I asked. 'Done saying your pray-
ers,'says he. 'I wasn't saying my prayers,' I answered. 'Oh
yes, you were,' said he, 'though you didn't know it! And
now I must show you something else.'
"He took my hand and led me down the stair again, and
through a narrow passage, and through another, and another,
and another. I don't know how there could be room for so
many passages in such a little house. The heart of it must be
ever so much farther from the sides than they are from each
other. How could it have an inside that was so independent
of its outside? There's the point. It was funny — wasn't it.
Diamond?"
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"No," said Diamond. He was going to say that that was
very much the sort of thing at the back of the north wind;
but he checked himself and only added, "All right. I don't
see it. I don't see why the inside should depend on the out-
side. It ain't so with the crabs. They creep out of their
outsides and make new ones. Mr. Raymond told me so."
"I don't see what that has got to do with it," said Nanny.
"Then go on with your story, please," said Diamond.
" What did you come to, after going through all those winding
passages into the heart of the moon.^"
"I didn't say they were winding passages. I said they
were long and narrow. They didn't wind. They went by
corners."
"That's worth knowing," remarked Diamond. "For who
knows how soon he may have to go there .^ But the main
thing is, what did you come to at last.^"
"We came to a small box against the wall of a tiny room.
The little man told me to put my ear against it. I did so, and
heard a noise something like the purring of a cat, only not so
loud, and much sweeter. 'What is it?' I asked. * Don't you
know the sound?' returned the little man. 'No,' I answered.
'Don't you know the sound of bees?' he said. I had never
heard bees, and could not know the sound of them. 'Those
are my lady's bees, ' he went on. I had heard that bees gather
honey from the flowers, 'But where are the flowers for them?'
I asked. 'My lady's bees gather their honey from the sun
and the stars,' said the little man. 'Do let me see them,' I
said. 'No. I daren't do that,' he answered. 'I have no
business with them. I don't understand them. Besides, they
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are so bright that if one were to fly into your eye, it would
blind you altogether.' ' Then you have seen them? ' ' Oh, yes !
Once or twice, I think. But I don't quite know: they are so
very bright — like buttons of lightning. Now I've showed
you all I can to-night, and we'll go back to the room.' I fol-
lowed him, and he made me sit down under a lamp that hung
from the roof, and gave me some bread and honey.
''The lady had never moved. She sat with her forehead
leaning on her hand, gazing out of the little window, hung
like the rest with white cloudy curtains. From where I was
sitting I looked out of it too, but I could see nothing. Her
face was very beautiful, and very white, and very still, and
her hand was as white as the forehead that leaned on it. I did
not see her whole face — only the side of it, for she never moved
to turn it full upon me, or even to look at me.
"How long I sat after I had eaten my bread and honey, I
don't know. The little man was busy about the room, pulling
a string here, and a string there, but chiefly the string at the
back of the door. I was thinking with some uneasiness that
he would soon be wanting me to go out and clean the windows,
and I didn't fancy the job. At last he came up to me with a
great armful of dusters. 'It's time you set about the win-
dows,' he said; 'for there's rain coming, and if they're quite
clean before, then the rain can't spoil them.' I got up at
once. 'You needn't be afraid,' he said. 'You won't tumble
off. Only you must be careful. Always hold on with one
hand while you rub with the other.' As he spoke, he opened
the door. I started back in a terrible fright, for there was
nothing but blue air to be seen under me, like a great water
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without a bottom at all. But what must be must, and to live
up here was so much nicer than down in the mud with holes
in my shoes, that I never thought of not doing as I was told.
The little man showed me how and where to lay hold while I
put my foot round the edge of the door on to the first round of
a ladder. 'Once you're up,' he said, 'you'll see how you have
to go well enough.' I did as he told me, and crept out very
carefully. Then the little man handed me the bundle of dusters,
saying, ' I always carry them on my reaping hook, but I don't
think you could manage it properly. You shall have it if
you like.' I wouldn't take it, however, for it looked dangerous.
"I did the best I could with the dusters, and crawled up
to the top of the moon. But what a grand sight it was ! The
stars were all over my head, so bright and so near that I could
almost have laid hold of them. The round ball to which I
clung went bobbing and floating away through the dark blue
above and below and on every side. It was so beautiful that
all fear left me, and I set to work diligentl3\ I cleaned window
after window. At length I came to a very little one, in at
which I peeped. There was the room with the box of bees
in it! I laid my ear to the window, and heard the musical
hum quite distinctly. A great longing to see them came upon
me, and I opened the window and crept in. The little box
had a door like a closet. I opened it — the tiniest crack —
when out came the light with such a sting that I closed it
again in terror — not, however, before three bees had shot
out into the room, where they darted about like flashes of
lightning. Terribly frightened, I tried to get out of the win-
dow again, but I could not: there was no way to the outside
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of the moon but through the door; and that was in the room
where the lady sat. No sooner had I reached the room, than
the three bees, which had followed me, flew at once to the lady,
and settled upon her hair. Then first I saw her move. She
started, put up her hand, and caught them; then rose and,
having held them into the flame of the lamp one after the
other, turned to me. Her face was not so sad now as stern.
It frightened me much. * Nanny, you have got me into
trouble,' she said. 'You have been letting out my bees, which
it is all I can do to manage. You have forced me to burn
them. It is a great loss, and there will be a storm.' As she
spoke, the clouds had gathered all about us. I could see them
come crowding up white about the windows. 'I am sorry to
find,' said the lady, 'that you are not to be trusted. You
must go home again — you won't do for us.' Then came a
great clap of thunder, and the moon rocked and swayed. All
grew dark about me, and I fell on the floor, and lay half-
stunned. I could hear everything but could see nothing.
'Shall I throw her out of the door, my lady?' said the little
man. 'No,' she answered; 'she's not quite bad enough for
that. I don't think there's much harm in her; only she'll
never do for us. She would make dreadful mischief up here.
She's only fit for the mud. It's a great pity. I am sorry
for her. Just take that ring off her finger. I am sadly afraid
she has stolen it.' The little man caught hold of my hand, and
I felt him tugging at the ring. I tried to speak what was true
about it, but, after a terrible effort, only gave a groan. Other
things began to come into my head. Somebody else had a
hold of me. The little man wasn't there. I opened my eyes
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at last, and saw the nurse. I had cried out in my sleep, and
she had come and waked me. But, Diamond, for all it was
only a dream, I cannot help being ashamed of myself yet for
opening the lady's box of bees."
"You wouldn't do it again — would you — if she were to
take you back.'*" said Diamond.
"No. I don't think anything would ever make me do it
again. But where's the good.? I shall never have the chance."
"I don't know that," said Diamond.
"You silly baby! It w^as only a dream," said Nanny.
"I know that, Nanny, dear. But how can you tell you
mayn't dream it again?"
"That's not a bit likely."
"I don't know that," said Diamond.
" You're always saying that," said Nanny. " I don't like it."
"Then I won't say it again — if I don't forget," said Dia-
mond. "But it was such a beautiful dream! — wasn't it,
Nanny.? What a pity you opened that door and let the bees
out! You might have had such a long dream, and such nice
talks with the moon-lady ! Do try to go again, Nanny. I do
so want to hear more."
But now the nurse came and told him it was time to go;
and Diamond went, saying to himself, "I can't help thinking
that North Wind had something to do w^th that dream. It
would be tiresome to lie there all day and all night too —
without dreaming. Perhaps if she hadn't done that, the moon
might have carried her to the back of the north wind — who
knows?"
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IT was a great delight to Diamond when at length Nanny
was well enough to leave the hospital and go home to
their house. She was not very strong yet, but Diamond's
mother was very considerate of her, and took care that she
should have nothing to do she was not quite fit for. If Nanny
had been taken straight from the street, it is very probable
she would not have been so pleasant in a decent household, or
so easy to teach; but after the refining influences of her illness
and the kind treatment she had had in the hospital, she
moved about the house just like some rather sad pleasure
haunting the mind. As she got better, and the color came
back to her cheeks, her step grew lighter and quicker, her
smile shone out more readily, and it became certain that she
would soon be a treasure of help. It was gTeat fun to see
Diamond teaching her how to hold the baby, and wash and
dress him, and often they laughed together over her awk-
wardness. But she had not many such lessons before she was
able to perform those duties quite as well as Diamond himself.
Things however did not go well with Joseph from the very
arrival of Ruby. It almost seemed as if the red beast had
brought ill luck with him. The fares were fewer, and the pay
less. Ruby's services did indeed make the week's income at
first a little beyond what it used to be, but then there were
two more to feed. After the first month he fell lame, and for
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the whole of the next Joseph dared not attempt to work him.
I camiot say that he never grumbled, for his own health was
far from what it had been; but I can say that he tried to do
his best. During all that month, they lived on very short
commons indeed, seldom tasting meat except on Sundays, and
poor old Diamond, who worked hardest of all, not even then
— so that at the end of it he was as thin as a clothes-horse,
while Ruby was as plump and sleek as a bishop's cob.
Nor was it much better after Ruby was able to work again,
for it was a season of great depression in business, and that is
very soon felt amongst the cabmen. City men look more after
their shillings, and their wives and daughters have less to
spend. It was besides a wet autumn, and bread rose greatly
in price. When I add to this that Diamond's mother was but
poorly, for a new baby was coming, you will see that these
were not very jolly times for our friends in the Mews.
Notwithstanding the depressing influences around him,
however, Joseph was able to keep a little hope alive in his
heart; and when he came home at night, would get Diamond
to read to him, and would also make Nanny produce her book
that he might see how she was getting on. For Diamond had
taken her education in hand, and as she was a clever child,
she was very soon able to put letters and words together.
Thus the three months passed away, but Mr. Raymond
did not return. Joseph had been looking anxioush'^ for him,
chiefly with the desire of getting rid of Ruby — not that he
was absolutely of no use to him, but that he was a constant
weight upon his mind. Indeed, as far as provision went, he
was rather worse off with Ruby and Nanny than he had been
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before, but on the other hand, Nanny was a great help in the
house, and it was a comfort to him to think that when the new
baby did come, Nanny would be with his wife.
Of God's gifts a baby is of the greatest; therefore it is no
wonder that when this one came, she was as heartily welcomed
by the little household as if she had brought plenty with her.
Of course she made a great difference in the work to be done
— far more difference than her size warranted, but Nanny was
no end of help, and Diamond was as much of a sunbeam as
ever, and began to sing to the new baby the first moment he
got her in his arms. But he did not sing the same songs to her
that he had sung to his brother; for, he said, she was a new
baby and must have new songs; and besides, she was a sister-
baby and not a brother-baby, and of course would not like the
same kind of songs. Where the difference in his songs lay,
however, I do not pretend to be able to point out. One thing
I am sure of, that they not only had no small share in the
education of the little girl, but helped the whole family a great
deal more than they were aware.
How they managed to get through the long dreary expen-
sive winter, I can hardly say. Sometimes things were better,
sometimes worse. But at last the spring came, and the winter
was over and gone, and that was much. Still Mr. Raymond
did not return, and although the mother would have been able
to manage without Nanny now, they could not look for a place
for her so long as they had Ruby; and they were not alto-
gether sorry for this.
One week at last was worse than they had yet had. They
were almost without bread before it was over. But the sadder
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he saw his father and mother looking, the more Diamond set
himself to sing to the two babies.
One thing which had increased their expenses was, that
they had been forced to hire another Httle room for Nanny.
When the second baby came, Diamond gave up his room that
Nanny might be at hand to help his mother, and went to hers,
which, although a fine place to what she had been accustomed
to, was not very nice in his eyes. He did not mind the change
though, for was not his mother the more comfortable for it?
And was not Nanny more comfortable too.'* And indeed was
not Diamond himself more comfortable that other people were
more comfortable .^^ And if there was more comfort every way,
the change was a happy one.
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DIAMOND AND RUBY
IT was Friday night, and Diamond, like the rest of the
household, had had very little to eat that day. The
mother would always pay the week's rent before she laid
out anything even on food. His father had been very gloomy
— so gloomy that he had actually been cross to his wife. It is
a strange thing how the pain of seeing the suffering of those
we love will sometimes make us add to their suffering by being
cross with them. This comes of not liaAdng faith enough in
God, and shows how necessary this faith is, for when w-e lose
it, w^e lose even the kindness which alone can soothe the suffer-
ing. Diamond in consequence had gone to bed very quiet and
thoughtful — a little troubled indeed.
It had been a very stormy winter; and even now that the
spring had come, the north wind often blew. When Diamond
went to his bed, which was in a tiny room in the roof, he heard
it like the sea moaning; and when he fell asleep he still heard
the moaning. All at once he said to himself, "Am I awake,
or am I asleep?" But he had no time to answer the question,
for there was North Wind calling him. His heart beat very
fast, it was such a long time since he had heard that voice.
He jumped out of bed, and looked everywhere, but could not
see her. "Diamond, come here," she said again and again;
but where the here was he could not tell. To be sure the room
was all but quite dark, and she might be close beside him.
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"Dear North Wind," said Diamond, "I want so much to
go to you, but I can't tell where."
"Come here, Diamond," was all her answer.
Diamond opened the door, and went out of the room, and
down the stair and into the yard. His little heart was in a
flutter, for he had long given up all thought of seeing her again.
Neither now was he to see her. When he got out, a great puff
of wind came against him, and in obedience to it he turned his
back, and went as it blew. It blew him right up to the stable-
door, and went on blowing.
"She wants me to go into the stable," said Diamond to
himself; "but the door is locked."
He knew where the key was, in a certain hole in the wall —
far too high for him to get at. He ran to the place, howerer:
just as he reached it there came a wild blast, and down fell
the key clanging on the stones at his feet. He picked it up,
and ran back and opened the stable-door, and went in. And
what do you think he saw.^^
A little light came through the dusty window from a gas-
lamp, sufficient to show him Diamond and Ruby with their
two heads up, looking at each other across the partition of
their stalls. The light showed the white mark on Diamond's
forehead, but Ruby's eye shone so bright, that he thought
more light came out of it than went in. This is what he
saw.
But what do you think he heard.''
He heard the two horses talking to each other — in a strange
language, which yet, somehow or other, he could understand,
and turn over in his mind in English. The first words he
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heard were from Diamond, who apparently had been already
quarreling with Ruby.
"Look how fat you are. Ruby!" said old Diamond. "You
are so plump and your skin shines so, you ought to be ashamed
of yourself."
"There's no harm in being fat," said Ruby in a deprecat-
ing tone. "No, nor in being sleek. I may as well shine as
not."
"No harm?" retorted Diamond. "Is it no harm to go
eating up all poor master's oats, and taking up so much of his
time grooming you, when you only work six hours — no, not
six hours a day, and, as I hear, get along no faster than a
big dray-horse with two tons behind him? — So they tell me."
"Your master's not mine," said Ruby. "I must attend
to my own master's interests, and eat all that is given me,
and be as sleek and fat as I can, and go no faster than I need."
"Now really if the rest of the horses weren't all asleep, poor
things — they work till they're tired — I do believe they would
get up and kick you out of the stable. You make me ashamed
of being a horse. You dare to say my master ain't your master !
That's your gratitude for the w^ay he feeds you and spares
you ! Pray where would your carcass be if it weren't for him? "
"He doesn't do it for my sake. If I were his own horse,
he would work me as hard as he does you."
"And I'm proud to be so worked. I wouldn't be as fat
as you — not for all you're worth. You're a disgrace to the
stable. Look at the horse next you. Hes something like a
horse — all skin and bone. And his master ain't over kind to
him either. He put a stinging lash on his whip last week.
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But that old horse knows he's got the wife and children to
keep — as well as his drunken master — and he works like a
horse. I dare say he grudges his master the beer he drinks,
but I don't believe he grudges anything else."
"Well, I don't grudge yours what he gets by me," said
Ruby.
"Gets!" retorted Diamond. "What he gets isn't worth
grudging. It comes to next to nothing — what with your fat
and your shine."
"W^ell, at least you ought to be thankful you're the better
for it. You get a two hours' rest a day out of it."
"I thank my master for that — not you, you lazy fellow!
You go along like a buttock of beef upon castors — ^j^ou do."
"Ain't you afraid I'll kick, if you go on like that. Dia-
mond.^"
" Kick ! You couldn't kick if you tried. You might heave
your rump up half a foot, but for lashing out — oho! If you
did, you'd be down on your belly before you could get your
legs under you again. It's my belief, once out, they'd stick
out for ever. Talk of kicking! Why don't you put one foot
before the other now and then when you're in the cab.^ The
abuse master gets for your sake is quite shameful. No decent
horse would bring it on him. Depend upon it, Ruby, no
cabman likes to be abused any more than his fare. But his
fares, at least when you are between the shafts, are very
much to be excused. Indeed they are."
"Well, you see. Diamond, I don't want to go lame again."
"I don't believe you w^ere so very lame after all — there!"
"Oh, but I was."
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"Then I believe it was all your own fault. I'm not lame.
I never was lame in all my life. You don't take care of your
Jegs. You never lay them down at night. There you are
with your huge carcass crushing down your poor legs all
night long. You don't even care for your own legs— so long
as you can eat, eat, and sleep, sleep. You a horse indeed!"
"But I tell you I 2vas lame."
"I'm not denying there was a puffy look about your off-
pastern. But my belief is, it wasn't even grease — it was fat."
"I tell you I put my foot on one of those horrid stones
they make the roads with, and it gave my ankle such a twist."
"Ankle indeed ! Why should you ape your betters? Horses
ain't got any ankles: they're only pasterns. And so long as
you don't lift your feet better, but fall asleep between every
step, you'll run a good chance of laming all your ankles as you
call them, one after another. It's not your lively horse that
comes to grief in that way. I tell you I believe it wasn't much,
and if it was, it was your own fault. There! I've done. I'm
going to sleep. I'll try to think as well of you as I can. If
you would but step out a bit and run off a little of your fat!"
Here Diamond began to double up his knees; but Ruby
spoke again, and, as young Diamond thought, in a rather
different tone.
"I say. Diamond, I can't bear to have an honest old horse
like you, think of me like that. I will tell you the truth: it
was my own fault that I fell lame."
"I told you so," returned the other, tumbling against the
partition as he rolled over on his side to give his legs every
possible privilege in their narrow circumstances.
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"I meant to do it, Diamond."
At the words, the old horse arose with a scramble like
thunder, shot his angry head and glaring eye over into Ruby's
stall, and said —
*'Keep out of my way, you unworthy wretch, or I'll bite
you. You a horse! Why did you do that?"
"Because I wanted to grow fat."
"You grease-tub! Oh! my teeth and tail! I thought you
were a humbug! Why did you want to get fat.^ There's no
truth to be got out of you but by cross-questioning. You
ain't fit to be a horse."
"Because once I am fat, my nature is to keep fat for a long
time; and I didn't know when master might come home and
want to see me."
"You conceited, good-for-nothing brute! You're only fit
for the knacker's yard. You wanted to look handsome, did
you? Hold your tongue, or I'll break my halter and be at
you — with your handsome fat!"
" Never mind. Diamond. You're a good horse. You can't
hurt me."
"Can't hurt you! Just let me once try."
"No, you can't."
"Why then?"
"Because I'm an angel."
"What's that?"
"Of course you don't know."
"Indeed I don't."
"I know you don't. An ignorant, rude old human horse,
like you, couldn't know it. But there's young Diamond listen-
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ing to all we're saying; and he knows well enough there are
horses in heaven for angels to ride upon, as well as other
animals, lions and eagles and bulls, in more important situa-
tions. The horses the angels ride, must be angel-horses, else
the angels couldn't ride upon them. Well, I'm one of them."
"You ain't."
"Did you ever know a horse tell a lie?"
"Never before. But you've confessed to shamming lame."
" Nothing of the sort. It was necessary I should grow fat,
and necessary that good Joseph, your master, should grow lean.
I could have pretended to be lame, but that no horse, least of
all an angel-horse, would do. So I must be lame, and so I
sprained my ankle — for the angel-horses have ankles — they
don't talk horse-slang up there — and it hurt me very much, I
assure you. Diamond, though you mayn't be good enough to
be able to believe it."
Old Diamond made no reply. He had lain do^vn again,
and a sleepy snort, very like a snore, revealed that, if he was
not already asleep, he was past understanding a word that
Ruby was saying. When young Diamond found this, he
thought he might venture to take up the dropt shuttlecock
of the conversation.
"I'm good enough to believe it, Ruby," he said.
But Ruby never turned his head, or took any notice of
him. I suppose he did not understand more of English than
just what the coachmen and stablemen were in the habit of
addressing him with. Finding, however, that his companion
made no reply, he shot his head over the partition and look-
ing down at him said —
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"You just wait till to-morrow, and you'll see whether I'm
speaking the truth or not. — I declare the old horse is fast
asleep! — Diamond! — No I won't."
Ruby turned away, and began pulling at his hay-rack in
silence.
Diamond gave a shiver, and looking round saw that the
door of the stable w^as open. He began to feel as if he had
been dreaming, and after a glance about the stable to see if
North Wind was anywhere visible, he thought he had better
go back to bed.
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CHAPTER XXXIII
THE PROSPECT BRIGHTENS
THE next morning, Diamond's mother said to his father,
**I'm not quite comfortable about that child again."
"Which child, Martha?" asked Joseph. "You've got
a choice now."
"Well, Diamond I mean. I'm afraid he's getting into his
queer ways again. He's been at his old trick of walking in his
sleep. I saw him run up the stair in the middle of the night."
"Didn't you go after him, wife?"
"Of course I did — and found him fast asleep in his bed.
It's because he's had so little meat for the last six weeks,
I'm afraid."
^'It may be that. I'm very sorry. But if it don't please
God to send us enough, what am I to do, wife?"
"You can't help it, I know, my dear good man," returned
Martha. "And after all I don't know. I don't see why he
shouldn't get on as well as the rest of us. There I'm nursing
baby all this time, and I get along pretty well. I'm sure, to
hear the little man singing, you wouldn't think there was much
amiss with him."
For at that moment Diamond was singing like a lark in
the clouds. He had the new baby in his arms, while his
mother was dressing herself. Joseph was sitting at his break-
fast— a little weak tea, drv" bread, and very dubious butter—
which Nanny had set for him, and which he was enjoying
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because he was hungry. He had groomed both horses, and
had got old Diamond harnessed ready to put to.
"Think of a fat angel, Dulcimer!" said Diamond.
The baby had not been christened yet, but Diamond,
in reading his bible, had come upon the word dulcimer, and
thought it so pretty that ever after he called his sister Dul-
cimer.
"Think of a red fat angel, Dulcimer!" he repeated; "for
Ruby's an angel of a horse, Dulcimer. He sprained his ankle
and got fat on purpose."
"What purpose. Diamond.'^" asked his father.
"All! that I can't tell. I suppose to look handsome when
his master comes," answered Diamond. — "What do you think.
Dulcimer.'^ It must be for some good, for Ruby's an angel."
"I wish I were rid of him, anyhow," said his father; "for
he weighs heavy on my mind."
"No wonder, father: he's so fat," said Diamond. "But
you needn't be afraid, for everybody says he's in better con-
dition than when you had him."
"Yes, but he may be as thin as a tin horse before his owner
comes. It was too bad to leave him on my hands this way."
"Perhaps he couldn't help it," suggested Diamond. "I
dare say he has some good reason for it."
"So I should have said," returned his father, "if he had
not driven such a hard bargain with me at first."
"But we don't know what may come of it yet, husband,"
said his wife. "Mr. Raymond may give a little to boot, seeing
you've had more of the bargain than you wanted or reckoned
upon."
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"I'm afraid not: he's a hard man," said Joseph, as he rose
and went to get his cab out.
Diamond resumed his singing. For some time he carolled
snatches of everything or anything; but at last it settled down
into something like what follows. I cannot tell where or how
he got it.
Where did you come from, baby dear?
Out of the everywhere into here.
Where did you get your eyes so blue?
Out of the sky as I came through.
What makes the light in them sparkle and spin?
Some of the starry spikes left in.
Where did you get that little tear?
I found it waiting when I got here.
What makes your forehead so smooth and high?
A soft hand stroked it as I went by.
What makes your cheek like a warm white rose?
I saw something better than any one knows.
Whence that three-cornered smile of bliss?
Three angels gave me at once a kiss.
Where did you get this pearly ear?
God spoke, and it came out to hear.
Where did you get those arms and hands?
Love made itself into hooks and bands.
Feet, whence did you come, you darling things?
From the same box as the cherubs' wings.
How did they all just come to be you?
God thought about me, and so I grew.
But how did you come to us, you dear?
God thought about you, and so I am here.
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" You never made that song. Diamond," said his mother.
*' No, mother. I wish I had. No, I don't. That would be
to take it from somebody else. But it's mine for all that."
"What makes it yours?"
"I love it so."
"Does loving a thing make it yours.^"
"I think so, mother — at least more than anything else can.
If I didn't love baby (which couldn't be, you know), she
wouldn't be mine a bit. But I do love baby, and baby is my
very own Dulcimer."
"The baby's mine. Diamond."
"That makes her the more mine, mother."
"How do you make that out.^^"
"Because you're mine, mother."
"Is that because you love me.^^"
"Yes, just because. Love makes the only myness," said
Diamond.
When his father came home to have his dinner, and change
Diamond for Ruby, they saw him look very sad, and he told
them he had not had a fare worth mentioning the whole
morning.
"We shall all have to go to the workhouse, wife," he said.
"It would be better to go to the back of the north wind,"
said Diamond, dreamily, not intending to say it aloud.
"So it would," answered his father. "But how are we to
get there. Diamond.^"
"We must wait till we're taken," returned Diamond.
Before his father could speak again, a knock came to the
door, and in walked Mr. Raymond with a smile on his face.
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Joseph got up and received him respectfully, but not very
cordially. Martha set a chair for him, but he would not sit
down.
"You are not very glad to see me," he said to Joseph.
"You don't want to part with the old horse.*'
"Indeed, sir, you are mistaken there. WTiat with anxiety
about him, and bad luck, I've wished I were rid of him a
thousand times. It was only to be for three months, and
here it's eight or nine."
"I'm sorry to hear such a statement," said Mr. Raymond.
"Hasn't he been of service to you.'"'
"Not much, not with his lameness "
"Ah!" said Mr. Raymond, hastily — "you've been laming
him — have you.^ That accounts for it. I see, I see."
"It wasn't my fault, and he's all right now. I don't know
how it happened, but "
"He did it on purpose," said Diamond. "He put his
foot on a stone just to twist his ankle."
"How do you know that, Diamond?" said his father, turn-
ing to him. "I never said so, for I could not think how it
came."
"I heard it — in the stable," answered Diamond.
"Let's have a look at him," said Mr. Raymond.
"If you'll step into the yard," said Joseph, "I'll bring
him out."
They went, and Joseph, having first taken off his harness,
walked Ruby into the middle of the yard.
"Why," said Mr. Raymond, "you've not been using him
well."
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*'I don't know what you mean by that, sir. I didn't expect
to hear that from you. He's sound in wind and limb — as
sound as a barrel."
"And as big, you might add. Why, he's as fat as a pig!
You don't call that good usage!"
Joseph was too angry to make any answer.
"You've not worked him enough, I say. That's not mak-
ing a good use of him. That's not doing as you'd be done
by."
"I shouldn't be sorry if I w^as served the same, sir."
"He's too fat, I say."
"There was a whole month I couldn't work him at all,
and he did nothing but eat his head off. He's an awful eater.
I've taken the best part of six hours a day out of him since,
but I'm always afraid of his coming to grief again, and so I
couldn't make the most even of that. I declare to you, sir,
when he's between the shafts, I sit on the box as miserable as
if I'd stolen him. He looks all the time as if he was a-bottling
up of complaints to make of me the minute he set eyes on
you again. There! look at him now, squinting round at me
with one eye! I declare to you, on my word, I haven't laid
the whip on him more than three times."
"I'm glad to hear it. He never did want the whip."
"I didn't say that, sir. If ever a horse wanted the whip,
he do. He's brought me to beggary almost with his snail's
pace. I'm very glad you've come to rid me of him."
"I don't know that," said Mr. Raymond. "Suppose I
were to ask you to buy him of me — cheap."
"I wouldn't have him in a present, sir. I don't like him.
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And I wouldn't drive a horse that I didn't like — no, not for
gold. It can't come to good where there's no love between
'em."
"Just bring out your own horse, and let me see what sort
of a pair they'd make."
Joseph laughed rather bitterly as he went to fetch Dia-
mond.
When the two were placed side by side, Mr. Raymond
could hardly keep his countenance, but from a mingling of
feelings. Beside the great red round barrel Ruby, all body
and no legs, Diamond looked like a clothes-horse with a skin
thrown over it. There was hardly a spot of him where you
could not descry some sign of a bone underneath. Gaunt
and grim and weary he stood, kissing his master, and heed-
ing no one else.
"You haven't been using him well," said Mr. Raymond.
"I must say," returned Joseph, throwing an arm round
his horse's neck, "that the remark had better have been
spared, sir. The horse is worth three of the other now."
"I don't think so. I think they make a very nice pair.
If the one's too fat, the other's too lean — so that's all right.
And if you won't buy my Ruby, I must buy your Diamond."
"Thank you, sir," said Joseph, in a tone implying any-
thing but thanks.
"You don't seem to like the proposal," said Mr. Raymond.
"I don't," returned Joseph. "I wouldn't part with my
old Diamond for his skin as full of nuggets as it is of bones."
"Wlio said anything about parting with him.^"
"You did now, sir."
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"No; I didn't. I only spoke of buying him to make a
pair with Ruby. We could pare Ruby and patch Diamond a
bit. And for height, they are as near a match as I care about.
Of course you would be the coachman — if only you would
consent to be reconciled to Ruby."
Joseph stood bewildered, unable to answer.
"I've bought a small place in Kent," continued Mr. Ray-
mond, "and I must have a pair to my carriage, for the roads
are hilly thereabouts. I don't want to make a show with a
pair of high-steppers. I think these will just do. Suppose for
a week or two, you set yourself to take Ruby down and bring
Diamond up. If we could only lay a pipe from Ruby's sides
into Diamond's, it would be the work of a moment. But I
fear that wouldn't answer."
A strong inclination to laugh intruded upon Joseph's in-
clination to cry, and made speech still harder than before.
"I beg your pardon, sir," he said at length. "I've been
so miserable, and for so long, that I never thought you was
only a chaffing of me when you said I hadn't used the horses
well. I did grumble at you, sir, many's the time in my trouble;
but whenever I said anything, my little Diamond would look
at me with a smile, as much as to say: 'I know him better
than you, father;' and upon my word, I always thought the
boy must be right."
"Will you sell me old Diamond then?"
"I will, sir, on one condition — that if ever you want to
part with him or me, you give me the option of buying him.
I could not part with him, sir. As to who calls him his, that's
nothing; for, as Diamond says, it's only loving a thing
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that can make it yours — and I do love old Diamond, sir,
dearly."
"Well, there's a cheque for twenty pounds, which I wrote
to offer you for him, in case I should find you had done the
handsome thing by Ruby. Will that be enough.'^"
"It's too much, sir. His body ain't worth it — shoes and
all. It's only his heart, sir — that's worth millions — but his
heart'll be mine all the same, so it's too much, sir."
"I don't think so. It won't be, at least, by the time we've
got him fed up again. You take it and welcome. Just go on
with your cabbing for another month, only take it out of Ruby
and let Diamond rest, and by that time I shall be ready for
you to go down into the country."
"Thank you, sir, thank you. Diamond set you down for
a friend, sir, the moment he saw you. I do believe that child
of mine knows more than other people."
"I think so too," said Mr. Raymond as he walked away.
He had meant to test Joseph when he made the bargain
about Ruby, but had no intention of so greatly prolonging the
trial. He had been taken ill in Switzerland, and had been quite
unable to return sooner. He went away now highly gratified
at finding that he had stood the test, and was a true man.
Joseph rushed in to his wife who had been standing at the
window anxiously waiting the result of the long colloquy.
When she heard that the horses were to go together in double
harness, she burst forth into an immoderate fit of laughter.
Diamond came up with the baby in his arms and made big
anxious eyes at her, saying,
"What is the matter with you, mother dear? Do cry a
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little. It will do you good. When father takes ever so small
a drop of spirits, he puts water to it."
"You silly darling!" said his mother; "how could I but
laugh at the notion of that great fat Ruby going side by side
with our poor old Diamond.^"
"But why not, mother.'^ With a month's oats, and noth-
ing to do, Diamond'll be nearer Ruby's size than you will
father's. I think it's very good for different sorts to go to-
gether. Now Ruby will have a chance of teaching. Diamond
better manners."
"How dare you say such a thing. Diamond.'^" said his
father, angrily. "To compare the two for manners, there's
no comparison possible. Our Diamond's a gentleman."
"I don't mean to say he isn't, father; for I dare say some
gentlemen judge their neigbours unjustly. That's all I mean.
Diamond shouldn't have thought such bad things of Ruby.
He didn't try to make the best of him."
"How do you know that, pray.^*"
"I heard them talking about it one night."
"Who?"
"Why, Diamond and Ruby. Ruby's an angel."
Joseph stared and said no more. For all his new gladness,
he was very gloomy as he re-harnessed the angel, for he thought
his darling Diamond was going out of his mind.
He could not help thinking rather differently, however,
when he found the change that had come over Ruby. Con-
sidering his fat, he exerted himself amazingly, and got over
the ground with incredible speed. So willing, even anxious,
was he to go now, that Joseph had to hold him quite tight.
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Then, as he laughed at his own fancies, a new fear came
upon him lest the horse should break his wind, and Mr. Ray-
mond have good cause to think he had not been using him
well. He might even suppose that he had taken advantage
of his new instructions, to let out upon the horse some of his
pent-up dislike; whereas in truth, it had so utterly vanished
that he felt as if Ruby too had been his friend all the time.
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CHAPTER XXXIV
IN THE COUNTRY
BEFORE the end of the month, Ruby had got respect-
ably thin, and Diamond respectably stout. They
really began to look fit for double harness.
Joseph and his wife had got their affairs in order, and
everything ready for migrating at the shortest notice; and
they felt so peaceful and happy that they judged all the
trouble they had gone through well worth enduring. As for
Nanny, she had been so happy ever since she left the hospital,
that she expected nothing better, and saw nothing attractive
in the notion of the country. At the same time, she had not
the least idea of what the word coimtry meant, for she had
never seen anything about her but streets and gas-lamps.
Besides, she was more attached to Jim than to Diamond:
Jim was a reasonable being. Diamond in her eyes at best
only an amiable, over-grown baby, whom no amount of expos-
tulation would ever bring to talk sense, not to say think it.
Now that she could manage the baby as well as he, she judged
herself altogether his superior. Towards his father and mother,
she was all they could wish.
Diamond had taken a great deal of pains and trouble to
find Jim, and had at last succeeded through the help of the tall
policeman, who was glad to renew his acquaintance with the
strange child. Jim had moved his quarters, and had not heard
of Nanny's illness till some time after she was taken to the
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hospital, where he was too shy to go and inquire about her.
But when at length she went to live with Diamond's family,
Jim was willing enough to go and see her. It was after one
of his visits, during which they had been talking of her new
prospects, that Nanny expressed to Diamond her opinion of
the country.
"There ain't nothing in it but the sun and moon, Dia-
mond."
"There's trees and flow^ers," said Diamond.
"Well, thej^ ain't no count," returned Nanny.
"Ain't they? They're so beautiful, they make you happy
to look at them."
"That's because you're such a silly."
Diamond smiled with a far-away look, as if he were gazing
through clouds of green leaves and the vision contented him.
But he was thinking with himself what more he could do for
Nanny; and that same evening he went to find Mr. Ray-
mond, for he had heard that he had returned to town.
"x\h! how do you do. Diamond.^" said Mr. Raymond;
"I am glad to see you."
And he was indeed, for he had grown very fond of him.
His opinion of him was very different from Nanny's.
"What do you want now, my child?" he asked.
"I'm ahvays wanting something, sir," answered Diamond.
"Well, that's quite right, so long as what you want is
right. Everybody is always wanting something; only we
don't mention it in the right place often enough. "WTiat is
it now?"
"There's a friend of Nanny's, a lame boy, called Jim."
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"I've heard of him," said Mr. Raymond. "Well?"
" Nanny doesn't care much about going to the country, sir."
"Well, what has that to do with Jim.^"
"You couldn't find a corner for Jim to work in — could
you, sir.^"
"I don't know that I couldn't. That is, if you can show
good reason for it."
"He's a good boy, sir."
"Well, so much the better for him."
"I know he can shine boots, sir."
"So much the better for us."
"You want your boots shined in the country — don't you,
sir.?"
"Yes, to be sure."
"It wouldn't be nice to walk over the flowers with dirty
boots — would it, sir.?"
"No, indeed."
"They wouldn't like it— would they.?"
"No, they wouldn't."
"Then Nanny would be better pleased to go, sir."
"If the flowers didn't like dirty boots to walk over them,
Nanny wouldn't mind going to the country? Is that it? I
don't quite see it."
"No, sir; I didn't mean that. I meant, if you would take
Jim with you to clean your boots, and do odd jobs, you know,
sir, then Nanny would like it better. She's so fond of Jim!"
*'Now you come to the point. Diamond. I see what you
mean, exactly. I will turn it over in my mind. Could you
bring Jim to see me?"
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"I'll try, sir. But they don't mind me much. — They think
I'm silly," added Diamond, with one of his sweetest smiles.
What Mr. Raymond thought, I dare hardly attempt to put
down here. But one part of it was, that the highest wisdom
must ever appear folly to those who do not possess it.
"I think he would come though — after dark, you know,"
Diamond continued. " He does well at shining boots. People's
kind to lame boys, you know, sir. But after dark, there ain't
so much doing."
Diamond succeeded in bringing Jim to Mr. Raymond, and
the consequence was that he resolved to give the boy a chance.
He provided new clothes for both him and Nanny; and upon
a certain day, Joseph took his wife and three children, and
Nanny and Jim, by train to a certain station in the county of
Kent, where they found a cart waiting to carry them and
their luggage to The Mound, which was the name of Mr. Ray-
mond's new residence. I will not describe the varied feelings
of the party as they went, or when they arrived. All I will
say is, that Diamond, who is my only care, was full of quiet
delight — a gladness too deep to talk about.
Joseph returned to town the same night, and the next
morning drove Ruby and Diamond down, with the carriage
behind them, and Mr. Raymond and a lady in the carriage.
For Mr. Raymond was an old bachelor no longer: he was bring-
ing his wife with him to live at The Mound. The moment Nanny
saw her, she recognized her as the lady who had lent her the
ruby-ring. That ring had been given her by Mr. Raymond.
The weather was very hot, and the woods very shadowy.
There were not a great many wild flowers, for it was getting
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well towards autumn, and the most of the wild flowers rise
early to be before the leaves, because if they did not, they
would never get a glimpse of the sun for them. So they have
their fun over, and are ready to go to bed again by the time
the trees are dressed. But there was plenty of the loveliest
grass and daisies about the house, and Diamond's chief pleas-
ure seemed to be to lie amongst them, and breathe the pure
air. But all the time, he was dreaming of the country at the
back of the north wind, and trying to recall the songs the
river used to sing. For this was more like being at the back
of the north wind than anything he had known since he left
it. Sometimes he would have his little brother, sometimes
his little sister, and sometimes both of them in the grass with
him, and then he felt just like a cat with her first kittens,
he said, only he couldn't purr — all he could do was to sing.
These were very different times from those when he used
to drive the cab, but you must not suppose that Diamond
was idle. He did not do so much for his mother now, because
Nanny occupied his former place; but he helped his father
still, both in the stable and the harness-room, and generally
went with him on the box that he might learn to drive a pair,
and be ready to open the carriage-door. Mr. Raymond ad-
vised his father to give him plenty of liberty.
*'A boy like that," he said, "ought not to be pushed."
Joseph assented heartily, smiling to himself at the idea of
pushing Diamond. After doing everything that fell to his
share, the boy had a wealth of time at his disposal. And a
happy, sometimes a merry time it was. Only for two months
or so, he neither saw nor heard anything of North Wind.
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CHAPTER XXXV
I MAKE DIAMOND'S ACQUAINTANCE
MR. RAYMOND'S house was called The Mound, be-
cause it stood upon a little steep knoll, so smooth
and symmetrical that it showed itself at once to be
artificial. It had, beyond doubt, been built for Queen Eliza-
beth as a hunting-tower — a place, namely, from the top of
which you could see the country for miles on all sides, and
so be able to follow with your eyes the flying deer and the
pursuing hounds and horsemen. The mound had been cast
up to give a good basement-advantage over the neighboring
heights and woods. There was a great quarry -hole not far
off, brimful of water, from which as the current legend stated,
the materials forming the heart of the mound — a kind of stone
unfit for building— had been dug. The house itself was of
brick, and they said the foundations were first laid in the
natural level, and then the stones and earth of the mound
were heaped about and between them, so that its great height
should be well buttressed.
Joseph and his wife lived in a little cottage a short way
from the house. It was a real cottage, with a roof of thick
thatch, which, in June and July, the wind sprinkled with the
red and white petals it shook from the loose topmost sprays
of the rose-trees climbing the walls. At first Diamond had a
nest under this thatch — a pretty little room with white muslin
curtains, but afterwards Mr. and Mrs. Raymond wanted to
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have him for a page in the house, and his father and mother
were quite pleased to have him employed without his leaving
them. So he was dressed in a suit of blue, from which his
pale face and fair hair came out like the loveliest blossom, and
took up his abode in the house.
"Would you be afraid to sleep alone. Diamond?" asked
his mistress.
"I don't know what you mean, ma'am," said Diamond.
"I never was afraid of anything that I can recollect — not
much, at least."
"There's a little room at the top of the house — all alone,"
she returned: "perhaps you would not mind sleeping there?"
"I can sleep anywhere, and I like best to be high up.
Should I be able to see out?"
"I will show you the place," she answered; and taking
him by the hand, she led him up and up the oval-winding
stair in one of the two towers.
Near the top they entered a tiny little room, with two win-
dows from which you could see over the whole country.
Diamond clapped his hands with delight.
"You would like this room, then, Diamond?" said his
mistress.
"It's the grandest room in the house," he answered. "I
shall be near the stars, and yet not far from the tops of the
trees. That's just what I like."
I daresay he thought also, that it would be a nice place
for North Wind to call at in passing; but he said nothing of
that sort. Below him spread a lake of green leaves, with
glimpses of grass here and there at the bottom of it. As he
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looked down, he saw a squirrel appear suddenly, and as sud-
denly vanish amongst the topmost branches.
*'Aha! little squirrel," he cried, "my nest is built higher
than yours."
"You can be up here with your books as much as you
like," said his mistress. "I will have a little bell hung at the
door, which I can ring when I want you. Half-way down the
stair is the drawing-room."
So Diamond was installed as page, and his new room got
ready for him.
It was very soon after this that I came to know Diamond.
I was then a tutor in a family whose estate adjoined the little
property belonging to The Mound. I had made the acquaint-
ance of Mr. Raymond in London some time before, and was
walking up the drive towards the house to call upon him one
fine warm evening, when I saw Diamond for the first time.
He was sitting at the foot of a great beech-tree, a few yards
from the road, with a book on his knees. He did not see me.
I walked up behind the tree, and peeping over his shoulder,
saw that he was reading a fairy-book.
"What are you reading.^" I said, and spoke suddenly, with
the hope of seeing a startled little face look round at me.
Diamond turned his head as quietly as if he were only obey-
ing his mother's voice, and the calmness of his face rebuked
my unkind desire and made me ashamed of it.
"I am reading the story of the Little Lady and the Goblin
Prince," said Diamond.
"I am sorry I don't know the story," I returned. "Who
is it by.?"
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"Mr. Raymond made it."
"Is he your uncle?" I asked at a guess.
"No. He's my master."
"What do you do for him.^" I asked respectfully.
"Anything he wishes me to do," he answered. "I am busy
for him now. He gave me this story to read. He wants my
opinion upon it."
"Don't you find it rather hard to make up your mind.^"
"Oh dear no! Any story always tells me itself what I'm
to think about it. Mr. Raymond doesn't want me to say
whether it is a clever story or not, but whether I like it, and
why I like it. I never can tell what they call clever from what
they call silly, but I always know whether I like a story or
not."
"And can you always tell why you like it or not.^"
"No. Very often I can't at all. Sometimes I can. I
always know, but I can't always tell why. Mr. Raymond
writes the stories, and then tries them on me. Mother does
the same when she makes jam. She's made such a lot of jam
since we came here! And she always makes me taste it to
see if it'll do. Mother knows by the face I make whether it
will or not."
At this moment I caught sight of two more children ap-
proaching. One was a handsome girl, the other a pale-faced,
awkward-looking boy, who limped much on one leg. I with-
drew a little, to see what would follow, for they seemed in
some consternation. After a few hurried words, they w^ent off
together, and I pursued my way to the house, where I was as
kindly received by Mr. and Mrs. Raymond as I could have
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desired. From them I learned something of Diamond, and
was in consequence the more glad to find him, when I re-
turned, seated in the same place as before.
"What did the boy and girl want with you, Diamond.^"
I asked.
"They had seen a creature that frightened them."
"And they came to tell you about it.^^"
"They couldn't get water out of the well for it. So they
wanted me to go with them."
"They're both bigger than you."
"Yes, but they were frightened at it."
"And weren't you frightened at it.^^"
"No."
"Wliy?"
"Because I'm silly. I'm never frightened at things."
I could not help thinking of the old meaning of the word
silly.
"And what was it?" I asked.
"I think it was a kind of an angel — a very little one. It
had a long body and great wings, which it drove about it so
fast that they grew a thin cloud all round it. It flew back-
wards and forwards over the well, or hung right in the middle,
making a mist of its wings, as if its business was to take care
of the water."
"And what did you do to drive it away?"
"I didn't drive it away. I knew, whatever the creature
was, the well was to get water out of. So I took the jug,
dipped it in, and drew the water."
"And what did the creature do?"
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"Flew about."
"And it didn't nurt you?"
"No. Why should it.^ I wasn't doing anything wrong."
"What did your companions say then.^"
"They said — 'Thank you, Diamond. What a dear silly
you are."
"And weren't you angry with them.?"
"No! Why should I.'^ I should like if they would play
with me a little; but they always like better to go away to-
gether when their work is over. They never heed me. I
don't mind it much, though. The other creatures are friendly.
They don't run away from me. Only they're all so busy with
their own work, they don't mind me much."
"Do you feel lonely, then?"
"Oh, no! When nobody minds me, I get into my nest,
and look up. And then the sky does mind me, and thinks
about me."
"Where is your nest?"
He rose, saying "I will show you," and led me to the other
side of the tree.
There hung a little rope-ladder from one of the lower
boughs. The boy climbed up the ladder and got upon the
bough. Then he climbed further into the leafy branches, and
went out of sight.
After a little while, I heard his voice coming down out of
the tree.
"I am in my nest now," said the voice.
"I can't see you," I returned.
"I can't see you either, but I can see the first star peep-
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ing out of the sky. I should Hke to get up into the sky.
Don't you think I shall, some day.^"
"Yes, I do. Tell me what more you see up there."
"I don't see anything more, except a few leaves, and the
big sky over me. It goes swinging about. The earth is all
behind my back. There comes another star! The wind is
like kisses from a big lady. When I get up here I feel as if
I were in North Wind's arms."
This was the first I heard of North Wind.
The whole ways and look of the child, so full of quiet wis-
dom, yet so ready to accept the judgment of others in his own
dispraise, took hold of my heart, and I felt myself wonderfully
drawn towards him. It seemed to me, somehow, as if little
Diamond possessed the secret of life, and was himself what
he was so ready to think the lowest living thing— an angel of
God with something special to say or do. A gush of reverence
came over me, and with a single good night, I turned and left
him in his nest.
I saw him often after this, and gained so much of his con-
fidence that he told me all I have told you. I cannot pre-
tend to account for it. I leave that for each philosophical
reader to do after his own fashion. The easiest way is that
of Nanny and Jim, who said often to each other that Diamond
had a tile loose. But Mr. Raymond was much of my opinion
concerning the boy; while Mrs. Raymond confessed that she
often rang her bell just to have once more the pleasure of
seeing the lovely stillness of the boy's face, with those blue
eyes which seemed rather made for other people to look into
than for himself to look out of.
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It was plainer to others than to himself that he felt the
desertion of Nanny and Jim. They appeared to regard him
as a mere toy, except when they found he could minister to
the increase of their privileges or indulgences, when they made
no scruple of using him — generally with success. They w^ere
however well-behaved to a wonderful degree; w^hile I have
little doubt that much of their good behavior was owing
to the unconscious influence of the boy they called God's
baby.
One very strange thing is, that I could never find out
where he got some of his many songs. At times they would
be but bubbles blown out of a nursery rhyme, as was the fol-
lowing, w^hich I heard him sing one evening to his little Dul-
cimer. There w^ere about a score of sheep feeding in a pad-
dock near him, their white w^ool dyed a pale rose in the light
of the setting sun. Those in the long shadows from the trees
w^ere dead white; those in the sunlight were half glorified
with pale rose.
Little Bo Peep, she lost her sheep,
And didn't know where to find them;
They were over the height and out of sight.
Trailing their tails behind them.
Little Bo Peep woke out of her sleep,
Jump'd up and set out to find them:
"The silly things, they've got no wings.
And they've left their trails behind them.
"They've taken their tails, but they've left their trails,
"And so I shall follow and find them;"
For wherever a tail had dragged a trail,
The long grass grew behind them.
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And days eyes and butter-cups, cow's lips and crow's feet
Were glittering in the sun.
She threw down her book, and caught up her crook.
And after her sheep did run.
She ran, and she ran, and ever as she ran.
The grass grew higher and higher;
Till over the hill the sun began
To set in a flame of fire.
She ran on still — up the grassy hill.
And the grass grew higher and higher;
When she reached its crown, the sun was down
And had left a trail of fire.
The sheep and their tails were gone, all gone —
And no more trail behind them!
Yes, yes! they were there — long-tailed and fair.
But, alas! she could not find them.
Purple and gold, and rosy and blue,
With their tails all white behind them,
Her sheep they did run in the trail of the sun.
She saw them, but could not find them.
After the sun, like clouds they did run.
But she knew they were her sheep:
She sat down to cry, and look up at the sky.
But she cried herself asleep.
And as she slept the dew fell fast.
And the wind blew from the sky;
And strange things took place that shun the day's face,
Because they are sweet and shy.
Nibble, nibble, crop! she heard as she woke:
A hundred little lambs
Did pluck and eat the grass so sweet
That grew in the trails of their dams.
Little Bo Peep caught up her crook.
And wiped the tears that did blind her;
And nibble nibble crop ! without a stop,
The lambs came eating behind her.
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Home, home she came, both tired and lame,
With three times as many sheep.
In a month or more, they'll be as big as before,
And then she'll laugh in her sleep.
But what would you say, if one fine day.
When they've got their bushiest tails,
Their grown up game should be just the same.
And she have to follow their trails?
Never weep, Bo Peep, though you lose your sheep.
And do not know where to find them;
'Tis after the sun the mothers have run,
And there are their lambs behind them.
I confess again to having touched up a little, but it loses
far more in Diamond's sweet voice singing it than it gains by
a rhyme here and there.
Some of them were out of books Mr. Raymond had given
him. These he always knew, but about the others he could
seldom tell. Sometimes he would say, "I made that one;"
but generally he would say, "I don't know; I found it some-
where;" or "I got it at the back of the north wind."
One evening I found him sitting on the grassy slope under
the house, with his Dulcimer in his arms and his little brother
rolling on the grass beside them. He was chanting in his usual
way, more like the sound of a brook than anything else I can
think of. Wien I went up to them he ceased his chant.
"Do go on, Diamond. Don't mind me," I said.
He began again at once. While he sang, Nanny and Jim
sat a little way off, one hemming a pocket-handkerchief, and
the other reading a story to her, but they never heeded Dia-
mond. This is as near what he sang as I can recollect, or
reproduce rather.
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What would you see if I took you up
To my little nest in the air?
You would see the sky like a clear blue cup
Turned upside downwards there.
What would you do if I took you there
To my little nest in the tree?
My child with cries would trouble the air.
To get what she could but see.
What would you get in the top of the tree
For all your crying and grief?
Not a star would you clutch of all you see —
You could only gather a leaf.
But when you had lost your greedy grief,
Content to see from afar,
You would find in your hand a withering leaf,
In your heart a shining star.
As Diamond went on singing, it grew very dark, and just
as he ceased there came a great flash of lightning, that blinded
us all for a moment. Dulcimer crowed with pleasure; but
when the roar of thunder came after it, the little brother gave
a loud cry of terror. Nannj^ and Jim came running up to us,
pale with fear. Diamond's face too was paler than usual, but
with delight. Some of the glory seemed to have clung to it,
and remained shining.
"You're not frightened — are you. Diamond?" I said.
"No. Why should I be?" he answered with his usual
question, looking up in my face with calm shining eyes.
"He ain't got sense to be frightened," said Nanny, going
up to him and giving him a pitying hug.
"Perhaps there's more sense in not being frightened,
Nanny," I returned. "Do you think the lightning can do
as it likes?'*
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"It might kill you," said Jim.
"Oh no, it mightn't!" said Diamond.
As he spoke there came another great flash, and a tearing
crack.
*' There's a tree struck!" I said; and when we looked
round, after the blinding of the flash had left our eyes, we saw
a huge bough of the beech-tree in which was Diamond's nest,
hanging to the ground like the broken wing of a b^rd.
"There!" cried Nanny; "I told you so. If you had been
up there you see what would have happened, you little silly!"
"No, I don't," said Diamond, and began to sing to Dulci-
mer. All I could hear of the song, for the other children were
going on with their chatter, was —
The clock struck one,
And the mouse came down.
Dickery, dickery, dock!
Then there came a blast of wind, and the rain followed in
straight-pouring lines, as if out of a watering-pot. Diamond
jumped up with his little Dulcimer in his arms, and Nanny
caught up the little boy, and they ran for the cottage. Jim
vanished with a double shuffle, and I went into the house.
\Mien I came out again to return home, the clouds were
gone, and the evening sky glimmered through the trees, blue,
and pale-green towards the west, I turned my steps a little
aside to look at the stricken beech. I saw the bough torn
from the stem, and that was all the twilight would allow me
to see. ^^^lile I stood gazing, down from the sky came a
sound of singing, but the voice was neither of lark nor of
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nightingale: it was sweeter than either: it was the voice of
Diamond, up in his airy nest: —
The lightning and thunder.
They go and they come;
But the stars and the stillness
Are always at home.
And then the voice ceased.
"Good night. Diamond," I said.
"Good night, sir," answered Diamond.
As I walked away pondering, I saw the great black top of
the beech swaying about against the sky in an upper wind,
and heard the murmur as of many dim half-articulate voices
filling the solitude around Diamond's nest.
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CHAPTER XXXVI
DIAMOND QUESTIONS NORTH WIND
MY readers will not wonder that, after this, I did my
very best to gain the friendship of Diamond. Nor
did I find this at all difficult, the child was so ready
to trust. Upon one subject alone was he reticent — the story
of his relations with North Wind. I fancy he could not quite
make up his mind what to think of them. At all events it
was some little time before he trusted me with this, only
then he told me everything. If I could not regard it all in
exactly the same light as he did, I was, while guiltless of the
least pretence, fully sympathetic, and he was satisfied with-
out demanding of me any theory of difficult points involved.
I let him see plainly enough, that whatever might be the
explanation of the marvellous experience, I would have given
much for a similar one myself.
On an evening soon after the thunderstorm, in a late twi-
light, with a half -moon high in the heavens, I came upon
Diamond in the act of climbing by his little ladder into the
beech-tree.
"What are you always going up there for. Diamond.^" I
heard Nanny ask, rather rudely, I thought.
"Sometimes for one thing, sometimes for another, Nanny,"
answered Diamond, looking skywards as he climbed.
"You'll break your neck some day," she said.
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"I'm going up to look at the moon to-night," he added,
without heeding her remark.
"You'll see the moon just as well down here," she returned.
"I don't think so."
"You'll be no nearer to her up there."
"Oh, yes! I shall. I must be nearer her, you know. I wish I
could dream as pretty dreams about her as you can, Nanny."
"You silly! you never have done about that dream. I
never dreamed but that one, and it was nonsense enough,
I'm sure."
"It wasn't nonsense. It was a beautiful dream — and a
funny one too, both in one."
"But what's the good of talking about it that way, when
you know it was only a dream? Dreams ain't true."
"That one was true, Nanny. You know it was. Didn't
you come to grief for doing what you were told not to do.^*
And isn't that true.'^"
"I can't get any sense into him," exclaimed Nanny, with
an expression of mild despair. "Do you really believe, Dia-
mond, that there's a house in the moon, with a beautiful
lady, and a crooked old man and dusters in it?"
"If there isn't, there's something better," he answered,
and vanished in the leaves over our heads.
I went into the house, where I visited often in the even-
ings. When I came out, there was a little wind blowing,
very pleasant after the heat of the day, for although it was
late summer now it was still hot. The tree-tops were swing-
ing about in it. I took my way past the beech, and called
up to see if Diamond were still in his nest in its rocking head.
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"Are you there, Diamond?" I said.
"Yes, sir," came his clear voice in reply.
"Isn't it growing too dark for you to get down safely?"
"Oh, no, sir — if I take time to it. I know my way so
well, and never let go with one hand till I've a good hold with
the other."
"Do be careful," I insisted — foolishly, seeing the boy was
as careful as he could be already.
"I'm coming," he returned. "I've got all the moon I
want to-night."
I heard a rustling and a rustling drawing nearer and
nearer. Three or four minutes elapsed, and he appeared at
length creeping down his little ladder. I took him in my
arms, and set him on the ground.
"Thank you sir," he said. "That's the north wind blow-
ing, isn't it, sir?"
"I can't tell," I answered. "It feels cool and kind, and
I think it may be. But I couldn't be sure except it were
stronger; for a gentle wind might turn any way amongst the
trunks of the trees."
"I shall know when I get up to my own room," said
Diamond. "I think I hear my mistress's bell. Good night,
sir."
He ran to the house, and I went home.
His mistress had rung for him only to send him to bed,
for she was very careful over him, and I daresay thought he
was not looking well. When he reached his ow^n room, he
opened both his windows, one of which looked to the north
and the other to the east, to find how the wind blew. It blew
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right in at the northern window. Diamond was very glad,
for he thought perhaps North Wind herself would come now:
a real north wind had never blown all the time since he left
London. But, as she always came of herself, and never when
he was looking for her, and indeed almost never when he was
thinking of her, he shut the east window, and went to bed.
Perhaps some of my readers may wonder that he could go to
sleep with such an expectation; and, indeed, if I had not
known him, I should have wondered at it myself; but it was
one of his peculiarities, and seemed nothing strange in him.
He was so full of quietness that he could go to sleep almost
any time, if he only composed himself and let the sleep come.
This time he went fast asleep as usual.
But he woke in the dim blue night. The moon had van-
ished. He thought he heard a knocking at his door.
"Somebody wants me," he said to himself, and jumping
out of bed, ran to open it.
But there was no one there. He closed it again, and, the
noise still continuing, found that another door in the room was
rattling. It belonged to a closet, he thought, but he had
never been able to open it. The wind blowing in at the win-
dow must be shaking it. He would go and see if it was so.
The door now opened quite easily, but to his surprise, in-
stead of a closet he found a long narrow room. The moon,
which was sinking in the west, shone in at an open window
at the further end. The room was low with a coved ceiling,
and occupied the whole top of the house, immediately under
the roof. It was quite empty. The yellow light of the half-
moon streamed over the dark floor. He was so delighted at
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the discovery of the strange desolate moonHt place close to
his own snug little room, that he began to dance and skip
about the floor. The wind came in through the door he had
left open, and blew about him as he danced, and he kept
turning towards it that it might blow in his face. He kept
picturing to himself the many places, lovely and desolate, the
hill-sides and farm-yards and tree-tops and meadows, over
which it had blown on its way to The Mound. And as he
danced, he grew more and more delighted with the motion
and the wind; his feet grew stronger, and his body lighter,
until at length it seemed as if he were borne up on the air,
and could almost fly. So strong did his feeling become, that
at last he began to doubt whether he was not in one of those
precious dreams he had so often had, in which he floated about
on the air at will. But something made him look up, and to
his unspeakable delight, he found his uplifted hands lying in
those of North Wind, who was dancing with him, round and
round the long bare room, her hair now falling to the floor,
now filling the arched ceiling, her eyes shining on him like
twinkling stars, and the sweetest of grand smiles playing
breezily about her beautiful mouth. She was, as so often
before, of the height of a rather tall lady. She did not stoop
in order to dance w^th him, but held his hands high in hers.
When he saw her, he gave one spring, and his arms were
about her neck, and her arms holding him to her bosom. The
same moment she swept with him through the open window
in at which the moon was shining, made a circuit like a bird
about to alight, and settled with him in his nest on the top
of the great beech-tree. There she placed him on her lap
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and began to hush him as if he were her own baby, and Dia-
mond was so entirely happy that he did not care to speak a
word. At length, however, he found that he was going to
sleep, and that would be to lose so much, that, pleasant as it
was, he could not consent.
"Please, dear North Wind," he said, "I am so happy that
I'm afraid it's a dream. How am I to know that it's not a
dream .^"
"What does it matter.^" returned North Wind.
"I should cry," said Diamond.
"But why should you cry? The dream, if it is a dream,
is a pleasant one — is it not.^"
"That's just why I want it to be true."
"Have you forgotten what 3^ou said to Nanny about her
dream.?"
"It's not for the dream itself — I mean, it's not for the
pleasure of it," answered Diamond, "for I have tha,t, whether
it be a dream or not; it's for you. North Wind: I can't bear
to find it a dream, because then I should lose you. You
would be nobody then, and I could not bear that. You ain't
a dream, are you, dear North W^ind.? Do say A^o, else I
shall cry, and come awake, and you'll be gone for ever. I
daren't dream about you once again if you ain't anybody."
"I'm either not a dream, or there's something better that's
not a dream. Diamond," said North Wind, in a rather sor-
rowful tone, he thought.
"But it's not something better — it's you I want. North
Wind," he persisted, already beginning to cry a little.
She made no answ^er, but rose with him in her arms and
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sailed away over the tree-tops till they came to a meadow,
where a flock of sheep was feeding.
" Do you remember what the song you were singmg a week
ago says about Bo-Peep — how she lost ^^^^ sheep, but got
twice as many lambs?" asked North Wi^d, sitting down on
the grass, and placing him in her lap as before.
"Oh yes, I do, well enough," answefed Diamond; "but
I never just quite liked that rhyme."
"Why not, child.?"
"Because it seems to say one's as god^ ^^ another, or two
new ones are better than one that's lost. I've been thinking
about it a great deal, and it seems to rd^ that although any
one sixpence is as good as any other s^^Pence, not twenty
lambs would do instead of one sheep w"^^^ ^^^e you knew.
Somehow, when once you've looked into .anybody s eyes, right
deep down into them, I mean, nobody will do for that one
any more. Nobody, ever so beautiful o^ so good, will make
up for that one going out of sight. So you see, North Wind,
I can't help being frightened to think th.^t perhaps I am only
dreaming, and you are nowhere at all. Do tell me that you
are my own real beautiful North Wind.'
Again she rose, and shot herself into ^^^ ^^^> ^s if uneasy
because she could not answer him; and Piamond lay quiet in
her arms, waiting for what she would say ^^ tried to see up
into her face, for he was dreadfully afraic^ she was not answer-
ing him because she could not say that ?^^ was not a dream;
but she had let her hair fall all over her face so that he could
not see it. This frightened him still mo^^-
"Do speak, North Wind," he said at- ^^st.
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"I never speak when I have nothing to say," she replied.
"Then I do think you must be a real North Wind, and
no dream," said Diamond.
• "But I'm looking for something to say all the time."
"But I don't want you to say what's hard to find. If you
were to say one word to comfort me that wasn't true, then
I should know you must be a dream, for a great beautiful lady
like you could never tell a lie."
"But she mightn't know how to say what she had to say,
so that a little boy like you would understand it," said North
Wind. "Here, let us get down again, and I will try to tell you
what I think. You mustn't suppose I am able to answer all
your questions, though. There are a great many things I
don't understand more than you do."
She descended on a grassy hillock, in the midst of a wild
furzy common. There was a rabbit-warren underneath, and
some of the rabbits came out of their holes, in the moonlight,
looking very sober and wise, just like patriarchs standing in
their tent-doors, and looldng about them before going to bed.
When they saw North Wind, instead of turning round and
vanishing again with a thump of their heels, they cantered
slowly up to her and snuffed all about her with their long upper
lips, which moved every way at once. That was their way of
kissing her; and, as she talked to Diamond, she would every
now and then stroke down their furry backs, or lift and play
with their long ears. They would. Diamond thought, have
leaped upon her lap, but that he was there already.
"I think," said she, after they had been sitting silent for a
while, "that if I were only a dream, you would not have been
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able to love me so. You love me when you are not with me,
don't you?"
"Indeed I do," answ^ered Diamond, stroking her hand.
"I see! I see! How could I be able to love you as I do if
you weren't there at all, you know? Besides, I couldn't be
able to dream anything half so beautiful all out of my own
head; or if I did, I couldn't love a fancy of my own hke that,
could I?"
"I think not. You might have loved me in a dream,
dreamily, and forgotten me when you woke, I daresay, but
not loved me like a real being as you love me. Even then,
I don't think you could dream anything that hadn't some-
tliing real like it somewhere. But you've seen me in many
shapes. Diamond: you remember I was a wolf once — don't
you?"
"Oh yes — a good wolf that frightened a naughty drunken
nurse."
"Well, suppose I were to turn ugly, would you rather I
weren't a dream then?"
"Yes; for I should know that you were beautiful inside
all the same. You would love me, and I should love you all
the same. I shouldn't Hke you to look ugly, you know.
But I shouldn't believe it a bit."
"Not if you saw it?"
"No, not if I saw it ever so plain."
"There's my Diamond! I will tell you all I know about
it then. I don't think I am just what you fancy me to be.
I have to shape myself various ways to various people. But
the heart of me is true. People call me by dreadful names,
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and think they know all about me. But they don't. Some-
times they call me Bad Fortune, sometimes Evil Chance,
sometimes Ruin; and they have another name for me which
they think the most dreadful of all."
"What is that.^^" asked Diamond, smiling up in her face.
"I won't tell you that name. Do you remember having
to go through me to get into the country at my back.^"
"Oh yes, I do. How cold you were. North Wind! and so
white, all but your lovely eyes! My heart grew like a lump
of ice, and then I forgot for a while."
"You were very near knowing what they call me then.
Would you be afraid of me if you had to go through me
again .^"
"No. Why should I.^ Indeed I should be glad enough, if
it was only to get another peep of the country at your back."
"You've never seen it yet."
"Haven't I, North Wind.^ Oh! I'm so sorry! I thought I
had. What did I see then.?"
"Only a picture of it. The real country at my real back
is ever so much more beautiful than that. You shall see it
one day — perhaps before very long."
"Do they sing songs there.f^"
"Don't you remember the dream you had about the little
boys that dug for the stars?"
"Yes, that I do. I thought you must have had something
to do with that dream, it was so beautiful."
"Yes; I gave you that dream."
"Oh! thank you. Did you give Nanny her dream too —
about the moon and the bees?"
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"Yes. I was the lady that sat at the window of the moon.'*
"Oh, thank you. I was almost sure you had something to
do with that too. And did you tell Mr. Raymond the story
about the Princess Daylight.'^"
"I believe I had something to do with it. At all events
he thought about it one night when he couldn't sleep. But
I want to ask you whether you remember the song the boy-
angels sang in that dream of yours."
"No. I couldn't keep it, do what I would, and I did try."
"That was my fault."
"How could that be, North Wind.^"
"Because I didn't know it properly myself, and so I
couldn't teach it to you. I could only make a rough guess at
something like what it would be, and so I wasn't able to make
you dream it hard enough to remember it. Nor would I have
done so if I could, for it was not correct. I made you dream
pictures of it, though. But you will hear the very song itself
when you do get to the back of "
"My own dear North Wind," said Diamond, finishing the
sentence for her, and kissing the arm that held him leaning
against her.
"And now we've settled all this — for the time, at least,"
said North W^ind.
"But I can't feel quite sure yet," said Diamond.
"You must wait a while for that. Meantime you may be
hopeful, and content not to be quite sure. Come now, I will
take you home again, for it won't do to tire you too much."
"Oh! no, no. I'm not the least tired," pleaded Diamond.
"It is better, though."
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"Very well; if you wish it," yielded Diamond with a sigh.
*'You are a dear good boy," said North Wind. "I will
come for you again to-morrow night and take you out for a
longer time. We shall make a little journey together, in fact.
We shall start earlier; and as the moon will be later, we shall
have a little moonlight all the way."
She rose, and swept over the meadow and the trees. In
a few moments the Mound appeared below them. She sank
a little, and floated in at the window of Diamond's room.
There she laid him on his bed, covered him over, and in a
moment he was lapt in a dreamless sleep.
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ONCE MORE
THE next night Diamond was seated by his open win-
dow, with his head on his hand, rather tired, but so
eagerly waiting for the promised visit that he was
afraid he could not sleep. But he started suddenly, and found
that he had been already asleep. He rose, and looking out of
the window saw something white against his beech-tree. It
was North Wind. She was holding by one hand to a top
branch. Her hair and her garments went floating away be-
hind her over the tree, whose top was swaying about while
the others were still.
"Are you ready. Diamond.^" she asked.
"Yes," answered Diamond, "quite ready."
In a moment she was at the window, and her arms came
ill and took him. She sailed away so swiftly that he could at
first mstrk nothing but the speed with which the clouds above
and the dim earth below went rushing past. But soon he
began to see that the sk3^ was very lovely, with mottled
clouds all about the moon, on which she threw faint colors
like those of mother-of-pearl, or an opal. The night was
warm, and in the lady's arms he did not feel the wind which
down below was making waves in the ripe corn, and ripples on
tlic rivers and lakes. At length they descended on the side of
an open earthy hill, just where, from beneath a stone, a
spring came bubbling out.
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"I am going to take you along this little brook," said
North Wind. "I am not wanted for anything else to-night,
so I can give you a treat."
She stooped over the stream, and holding Diamond down
close to the surface of it, glided along level with its flow as it
ran down the hill. And the song of the brook came up into
Diamond's ears, and grew and grew and changed with every
turn. It seemed to Diamond to be singing the story of its
life to him. And so it was. It began with a musical tinkle
which changed to a babble and then to a gentle rushing.
Sometimes its song would almost cease, and then break out
again, tinkle, babble, and rush, all at once. At the bottom of
the hill they came to a small river, into which the brook
flowed with a muffled but merry sound. Along the surface of
the river, darkly clear below them in the moonlight, they
floated; now, where it widened out into a little lake, they
would hover for a moment over a bed of water-lilies, and
watch them swing about, folded in sleep, as the water on
which they leaned swayed in the presence of North Wind;
and now they would watch the fishes asleep among their roots
below. Sometimes she would hold Diamond over a deep hol-
low curving into the bank, that he might look far into the cool
stillness. Sometimes she would leave the river and sweep
across a clover-field. The bees were all at home, and the
clover was asleep. Then she would return and follow the
river. It grew wider and wider as it went. Now the armies
of wheat and of oats would hang over its rush from the opposite
banks; now the wiflows would dip low branches in its still
waters; and now it would lead them through stately trees
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and grassy banks into a lovely garden, where the roses and
lilies were asleep, the tender flowers quite folded up, and only
a few wide-awake and sending out their life in sweet strong
odors. Wider and wider grew the stream, until they came
upon boats lying along its banks, which rocked a little in the
flutter of North Wind's garments. Then came houses on the
banks, each standing in a lovely lawn, with grand trees; and
in parts the river was so high that some of the grass and the
roots of some of the trees were under water, and Diamond, as
they glided through between the stems, could see the grass at
the bottom of the water. Then they would leave the river
and float about and over the houses, one after another —
beautiful rich houses, which, like fine trees, had taken cen-
turies to grow. There was scarcely a light to be seen, and
not a movement to be heard: all the people in them lay fast
asleep.
"What a lot of dreams they must be dreaming!" said
Diamond.
"Yes," returned North Wind. "They can't surely be all
lies — can they?"
"I should think it depends a little on who dreams them,"
suggested Diamond.
"Yes," said North Wind. "The people who think lies,
and do lies, are very likely to dream lies. But the people
who love what is true will surely now and then dream true
things. But then something depends on whether the dreams
are home-grown, or whether the seed of them is blown over
somebody else's garden-wall. Ah! there's some one awake in
this house!"
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They were floating past a window in which a Hght was
burning. Diamond heard a moan, and looked up anxiously in
North Wind's face.
"It's a lady," said North Wmd. "She can't sleep for
pain."
"Couldn't you do something for her.^" said Diamond.
"No, I can't. But you could."
"What could I do.?"
"Sing a little song to her."
"She wouldn't hear me."
"I will take you in, and then she will hear you."
"But that would be rude, wouldn't it? You can go where
you please, of course, but I should have no business in her
room."
"You may trust me. Diamond. I shall take as good care
of the lady as of you. The window is open. Come."
By a shaded lamp, a lady was seated in a white wrapper,
trying to read, but moaning every minute. North Wind floated
behind her chair, set Diamond down, and told him to sing
something. He was a little frightened, but he thought a
while, and then sang: —
The sun is gone down,
And tlie moon's in the sky;
But the sun will come up,
And the moon be laid by.
The flower is asleep.
But it is not dead;
When the morning shines.
It will lift its head.
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When winter comes,
It will die — no, no;
It will only hide
From the frost and the snow.
Sure is the summer,
Sure is the sun;
The night and the winter
Are shadows that run.
The lady never lifted her eyes from her book, or her head
from her hand.
As soon as Diamond had finished, North Wind lifted him
and carried him away.
"Didn't the lady hear me?" asked Diamond, when they
were once more floating down with the river.
*'0h, yes, she heard you," answered North Wind.
"Was she frightened then.?"
"Oh, no."
"Why didn't she look to see who it was?"
"She didn't know you were there."
"How could she hear me then?"
"She didn't hear you with her ears."
"What did she hear me with?"
"With her heart."
"Where did she think the words came from?"
"She thought they came out of the book she was reading.
She will search all through it to-morrow to find them, and
won't be able to understand it at all."
"Oh, what fun!" said Diamond. "What vrill she do?"
"I can tell you what she won't do: she'll never forget the
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meaning of them; and she'll never be able to remember the
words of them."
"If she sees them in Mr. Raymond's book, it will puzzle
her, won't it.'^"
" Yes, that it will. She will never be able to understand it."
"Until she gets to the back of the north wind," suggested
Diamond.
"Until she gets to the back of the north wind," assented
the lady.
"Oh!" cried Diamond, "I know now where we are. Oh!
do let me go into the old garden, and into mother's room,
and Diamond's stall. I wonder if the hole is at the back of
my bed still. I should like to stay there all the rest of the
night. It won't take you long to get home from here, will it.
North Wind?"
"No," she answered; "you shall stay as long as you like."
"Oh, how jolly!" cried Diamond, as North Wind sailed
over the house with him, and set him down on the lawn at
the back.
Diamond ran about the lawn for a little while in the moon-
light. He found part of it cut up into flower-beds, and the
little summer-house with the coloured glass and the great
elm-tree gone. He did not like this, and ran into the stable.
There were no horses there at all. He ran upstairs. The
rooms were empty. The only thing left that he cared about
was the hole in the wall where his little bed had stood; and
that was not enough to make him wish to stop. He ran
down the stair again, and out upon the lawn. There he threw
himself down and began to cry. It was all so dreary and lost !
"I thought I liked the place so much," said Diamond to
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himself, "but I find I don't care about it. I suppose it's only
the people in it that make you like a place, and when they're
gone, it's dead, and you don't care a bit about it. North
Wind told me I might stop as long as I liked, and I've stopped
longer already. — North Wind!" he cried aloud, turning his
face towards the sky.
The moon was under a cloud, and all was looking dull
and dismal. A star shot from the sky, and fell in the grass
beside him. The moment it lighted, there stood North Wind.
"Oh!" cried Diamond, joyfully, "were you the shooting
star.^"
"Yes, my child."
"Did you hear me call you then.'*"
"Yes."
"So high up as that.^*"
"Yes; I heard you quite well."
"Do take me home."
"Have you had enough of your old home already?"
"Yes, more than enough. It isn't a home at all now."
"I thought that would be it," said North Wind. "Every-
thing, dreaming and all, has got a soul in it, or else it's worth
nothing, and we don't care a bit about it. Some of our thoughts
are worth nothing, because they've got no soul in them. The
brain puts them into the mind, not the mind into the brain."
"But how can you know about that, North Wind.^ You
haven't got a body."
"If I hadn't, you wouldn't know anything about me. No
creature can know another without the help of a body. But I
don't care to talk about that. It is time for you to go home."
So saying. North Wind lifted Diamond and bore him away.
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CHAPTER XXXVIII
AT THE BACK OF THE NORTH WIND
I DID not see Diamond for a week or so after this, and
then he told me what I have now told you. I should
have been astonished at his being able even to report
such conversations as he said he had had with North Wind,
had I not known already that some children are profound in
metaphysics. But a fear crosses me, lest, by telling so much
about my friend it should lead people to mistake him for one
of those consequential, priggish little monsters, who are always
trying to say clever things, and looking to see Avhether people
appreciate them. When a child like that dies, instead of
having a silly book written about him, he should be stuffed
like one of those awful big-headed fishes you see in museums.
But Diamond never troubled his head about what people
thought of him. He never set up for knowing better than
others. The wisest things he said came out when he wanted
one to help him with some difficulty he was in. He was not
even offended with Nanny and Jim for calling him a silly. He
supposed there was something in it, though he could not quite
understand what. I suspect however that the other name
they gave him, God's Baby, had some share in reconciling
him to it.
Happily for me, I was as much interested in metaphysics as
Diamond himself, and therefore, while he recounted his con-
versations with North Wind, I did not find myself at all in
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a strange sea, although certainly I could not always feel the
bottom, being indeed convinced that the bottom was miles
away.
''Could it be all dreaming, do you think, sir?" he asked
anxiously.
"I daren't say. Diamond," I answered. "But at least
there is one thing you may be sure of, that there is a still
better love than that of the wonderful being you call North
Wind. Even if she be a dream, the dream of such a beautiful
creature could not come to you by chance."
"Yes, I know," returned Diamond; "I know."
Then he was silent, but, I confess, appeared more thought-
ful than satisfied.
The next time I saw him, he looked paler than usual.
**Have you seen your friend again .^" I asked him.
"Yes," he answered, solemnly.
"Did she take you out with her.^^"
"No. She did not speak to me. I woke all at once, as I
generally do when I am going to see her, and there she was
against the door into the big room, sitting just as T saw her
sit on her own door-step, as white as snow, and her eyes as
blue as the heart of an iceberg. She looked at me, but never
moved or spoke."
"Weren't you afraid.^" I asked.
"No. Why should I?" he answered. "I only felt a little
cold."
"Did she stay long.f^"
"I don't know. I fell asleep again. I think I have been
rather cold ever since though," he added with a smile.
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I did not quite like this, but I said nothing.
Four days after, I called again at the Mound. The maid
who opened the door looked grave, but I suspected nothing.
When I reached the drawing-room, I saw Mrs. Raymond had
been crying.
"Haven't you heard.^^" she said, seeing my questioning
looks.
"I've heard nothing," I answered.
"This morning we found our dear little Diamond lying on
the floor of the big attic-room, just outside his own door —
fast asleep, as we thought. But when we took him up, we
did not think he was asleep. We saw that "
Here the kind-hearted lady broke out crying afresh.
"May I go and see him.^" I asked.
"Yes," she sobbed. "You know your way to the top of
the tower."
I walked up the winding stair, and entered his room. A
lovely figure, as white and almost as clear as alabaster, was
lying on the bed. I saw at once how it was. They thought
he was dead. I knew that he had gone to the back of the
north wind.
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